The Werewolf's Chapter 32: My home

Chapter 32: My ho.

Alanis

Blood.

The basic necessity for my survival.

I’ve tasted all kinds of blood, from different humans. I’ve never had the blood of a wolf. I don’t know what it’ll do to

but at this mont, I have never felt stronger. The veins around my neck protrude. My senses heighten, I can feel my body accept all that is Beau completely.

I suck deeper into his veins and his blood spills into my mouth and down my chin. I continue sucking in his blood not taking my eyes off him, I don’t want to drain him. I will only take what I need, I don’t want to hurt him in the process.

Beau is staring at , his breathing is heavy, it almost seems like he is enjoying this. I have never gotten this reaction from anyone before. No human has ever had this expression on their face from my bite. This feels a little too special. I grab unto his wrist tighter and he moans he fucking moans and that turns

on.

Shit.

The mont I notice the color of his skin start to disappear; I start to pull away from him. He watches

as I move away from him until my back is pressed against the headboard of his bed. His breath is heavy and my heart breaks at the view. I can’t believe I did this to him. I don’t want to feed off of him.

"Babe." I manage but he still has a dazed expression on his face. I want to reach out to touch him but the bite marks of my fangs on his wrist is all I can see. i am too scared to touch him right now. "Are you okay?" i ask him.

He clutches his palm on his chest, still breathing heavily. Now I am worried. This can’t hurt him.

Right?

"It feels weird. I don’t know, sothing is different."

I shift closer to him "How do you feel?"

He shrugs "I don’t know. I feel happy and ecstatic. I feel complete," i reach for him and he holds

in his arms "Everything is a ss right now, but I am not scared at all.??????

I release a sigh of relief because for a second, I thought sothing was wrong with him. The fact that he doesn’t have any regrets to giving

his blood is making

at ease. "They say there is a euphoric bliss to getting bit, did you feel it?"

He nods imdiately and kisses my forehead softly; his breath is still heavy. "It wasn’t scary, it was amazing,’ his lips press to mine and I let him. We kiss and a part of

is glad. Nothing but this man matters to . I am at the point in my life where he is the most important person to .

"When last did you eat?" he asks after our kiss.

I furrow my brows because I don’t want to answer that question. I don’t want to tell him that I haven’t eaten in three days because all I have been able to think about is him. I have been so worried about him that I couldn’t focus on anything but that.

"You know what I am talking about," he snaps noticing the avoidance in my eyes.

"It’s not important, I am fine now,’’ I try to assure him but he is not having it.

"Tell , when last did you have blood?"

"Babe--" he cuts

mid sentence "Don’t try to hide this, I need your complete honesty, tell

now," the alpha in him cos out and a smile cos to my face. i don’t mind the dominating tone in his voice. I want to be controlled by him, don’t mind it at all.

"A couple of days," I tell him.

He sighs and runs his hands through his hair "You almost died and I couldn’t protect you," he is beating himself up for this.

"You did."

He shakes his head "Don’t do this to

again, I am begging you," tears well up in his eyes. He is about to cry and this is breaking my heart. I wrap my arms around his waist and pull him even closer to . The tears drop and I know he is trying his best to control it. I have watched this man cry too much and I hate that I can’t do anything to make him feel better. I hate that ever since we t all I have done is cause him pain.

I hate myself so much right now.

"I promise, this won’t happen again." I kiss his temple and his head rests on my chest. This man is holding

and crying and being vulnerable and I love that he gets comfort from this. I love him so much.

"We have a lot to deal with, I need you to have all the strength you can. If you need blood don’t ever fail to ask . I will give you my last breath if I have to,"

He is overreacting but I understand him completely.

being weak is not a great sight to see, a vampire without blood is nothing and at that mont, he must have been terrified.

"It won’t co to that," I assure him.

He nods with his head resting on my shoulder "I called everyone for a eting, I need to go now,’ he sighs in my arms. "Eligio is supposed to be here soon. Shit, I forgot about him," as the words leave his lips there is a knock on the door. Rex walks into the room with a bag in his grasp.

"I got the blood," he tells Beau.

Beau pulls back from

and stands up from the bed, he walks over to his friend and collects the bag from him. "Thank you, I am sorry for freaking out."

Rex smiles "I get it, it’s fine. You’re alright now,’ he directs at .

I nod. "Thanks."

"Fallon is asking for you," he tells Beau.

"Yeah, wait for

outside."

Rex walks out of the room and Beau faces

"Do you wanna co with

for the gathering?"

I shake my head imdiately "No, you do this on your own. I’ll call El, see where he is and go et up with him,"

We both get dressed and he leads

out of the house. Outside the compound he sighs "What if they are still waiting for you in the woods?" he asks with worry on his face.

"I will be fine. It is not

they want," I remind him.

He sighs again "I know, but they could use you to get ," he is scared. i totally understand why, but he doesn’t need to worry about . I can take care of myself.

"I promise, I will be alright," he plants a soft kiss on my forehead and I close my eyes to engrave his scent to my mory. I won’t be gone for a while but I don’t even want to leave him. Once he goes back into the house, I walk to the direction that leads out of the community. I look up at the sky and the morning sun is rising with an orange glow. I dial Eligio’s number and he answers imdiately "I am almost there," that’s the first thing he says.

I chuckle "It’s taking you quite a while to save my life," I am ssing with him. This is my way of letting him know that I am alright.

"Fuck L, you had us all worried, why the fuck would you stop taking blood. You know the repercussions," he is yelling obviously furious.

"I know, I just lost track of ti and then that wasn’t my priority at the mont. Where are you?"

"I’m just parking at the lot that leads to the border of the wolves," he explains.

Rolling my eyes "You even took your precious ti that you drove, wow. I thought you’d run to save your favorite bro."

He laughs "Dude, you weren’t gonna die," he exclaims.

Truth is, it would have taken a while for

to eventually stop breathing, so I can understand why L didn’t take this as a danger situation but Beau is different. He won’t stand to watch

in pain. I could see it in his eyes, just the thought of losing

is enough to have him risk it all.

"Fuck you," I get to the border. This is the beginning of the area where vampires are not supposed to cross but sohow that doesn’t an anything anymore, as they have all decided to start breaking the rules. There will be chaos if there are no rules.

i don’t want the chaos.

I see Eligio in the parking lot. He is dressed in Beige pants and a dress shirt with shades on his face. He smiles when he sees

and ends the call. I walk until I am close to him and he stretches his hand out to show

the bag of blood.

"Here you go,"

I collect it from him and he laughs "You had to show him the pussy side of you right," he winks.

I hit him playfully and this makes him laugh even harder "Fuck you,"

"How did you get out of the funk?" he wants to know what I took. That much is obvious.

"His blood."

He furrows his brows "Werewolf blood?"

"Yes," I answer him like it is not a big deal. I don’t know if that was a mistake but I don’t have any regrets. Having a taste of Beau made

feel closer to him. There was a bonding mont between us. it was the best feeling.

"Is he alright?"

I nod. "Yes, he is."

"You need to co ho, father will be back in a couple of hours. He wants you safe at ho,"

I frown "I told you I can’t, they attacked them today, he needs

by his side. I need to keep him safe."

"What? When?"

"Early in the morning, only one person was hurt. They said they’d be back."

"You saw Cassius?"

I nod.

He runs his hands through his hair "He will not hesitate to kill you, he will not waste any ti. You can’t be risking your life like this," he is trying to scare

but it is not working. He needs to understand that I have a link now, Beau cos before everything else. Even my own safety.

"I can’t co ho. For now, this is my ho. Beau is my ho. I will not leave him when he needs

the most,"

El sighs but he understands . He would do the sa if Elu was in danger. The mont you bond with your link, you beco one with the person.

I won’t leave Beau because leaving him is like forsaking myself.