Chapter 308: We need you
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Rex.
I have been in this dark place for so long. I don’t know how to get out of this darkness. I don’t know what to do. I had the dream about the cage and now it feels like I am stuck in this cage. I am living my worst nightmare. I have completely given up on hope. A way to escape from this place.
Because you are weak.
You will always suffer.
Those voices in my head tornt . I am nothing without my wolf and I haven’t been able to feel him since I ca here. I know this is all in my mind. I know I am stuck in so kind of limbo state. There is a way to get out of here but I know I am not strong enough to fight. I don’t see anything beyond this cage. I know who is responsible for this. I rember everything and even though I can’t do anything to get out of it. I know who is responsible.
I look out into the darkness, every ti I stare into the darkness and this ti, it feels like there is soone there. I squint my eyes in the hopes that this is not my imagination. The sound of footsteps getting closer, almost like droplets of water on a rainy day. In an instant, the cage opens and I stand up from the cold ground and grab the handle of the cage. This just makes
know that this can’t be real, this is all in my head and there is no way to escape this but to wake up. I take coming out of this prison, even though it is not real.
Walking out of the cage, a rush of cool air hits . I hug my chest imdiately as outside the cage is even colder than inside it. There is this part of
that wants to just go back inside. Ignore everything and just wait until my life ends but I know that I have to try. This might be my subconscious but this could end up being my awakening.
I walk into the darkness, letting go of all the fear that tries to stick. I am afraid that I will disappear into oblivion. There is the fear of not even being missed. What if Gyles and Blue are not even looking for ? What if they have moved on? They have each other. They are strong and they don’t attract weakness. I am the only one they have to take care of. The one they have to consistently worry about. It would be so much better for them if I die.
"You are not going anywhere,’’ I hear the voice and this makes
look up into the darkness. I am surrounded by darkness but with that voice, I see a light. I recognize the voice—my wolf. He is back. I wait for sothing, anything to get
out of here.
"You have so people here to see you,’’ he tells
as his voice echoes through space. I take a deep breath to control my breathing and so as not to overreact but I am excited right now. I know who he is talking about instantly. They haven’t given up on . They are still looking for . They still want to be with .
"How do I find them?’’ I ask.
"Follow the light, Rex. You need to be strong,’’ he encourages . He is the only one that ever even gave
any semblance of strength. He is the reason why I am still alive, with him gone all this while. I have felt broken and incomplete.
I look in the direction of the light. It is very tiny, it seems like it is far away but I will walk to the ends of the earth if that will get
to them.
"Just follow the light, Rex. You will find what you are looking for." He tells .
I obey my wolf imdiately and start to walk. I don’t know where I am going and I don’t know how long it will take but the faster I walk, the closer the light seems. I keep walking ignoring the sweat and all the pain on my leg. If this is in my head, why does it feel so real? Why are my toes numb from feeling, why is there a sting in my thighs?
The minute the light brightens up my face, a smile sprawls and then I see the door. I have never felt the presence of my wolf as much as I do at this mont. Having him back is all I needed. It is the one thing that made
go on. I stop in front of the white door and grab the golden handle, slowly turning it. I hear the click and my heart races against my chest. I don’t know what is behind this door but I already feel the joy that cos with accomplishing sothing. The fact that I am not in the cage anymore overwhelms . I take a step into the room and I see my bed. I haven’t seen my bed since I left the community. I am in my room. The one place I have always felt at ease in.
I miss life in the community. To , they were the simpler tis. I didn’t worry about anything, I had Beau and I guess he shielded
a lot. I have never suffered as much as I am right now and I know it is not Gyles’s and Blue’s fault. I ca here on my own. no one forced
to co with him, so at the end of it all—it is my fault for not being strong enough to defend myself.
I am to bla.
"T-Rex,’’ I hear the nickna that only Gyles calls . Quickly, I turn around and he is here. In the flesh. Even though this is a dream. I know that our minds are linked. I know that he is the one. He is here with . I run over to him and he grabs
as I jump into his arms. It feels so good to be held, it feels so good to know that he is still looking for .
I feel Blue before I even see him. I pull away from Gyles slowly and he is behind him. My hands tremble as I take a step towards him. There is a faint smile on his face, his eyes are moist.
"Hi,’’ he mutters with a slight wave. I can’t tell when he is nervous and he is all that and more right now. I stop in front of him and his smile widen.
"We need you back Rex,’’ he breathes out finally and the sound of his voice sends waves into my bloodstreams.
I want to go ho.
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