The Werewolf's Chapter 282: Trapped in my own head

Chapter 282: Trapped in my own head

Rex.

"You should try and relax," Gyles manages like that is sothing I can do. How does he expect

to relax when my mind is a ss right now? I am scared that sothing will happen and I will end up hurting soone. I am losing my mind with all the worries and he is telling

to relax.

"I can’t,’’ I sit on the edge of the bed running my hands through my hair in frustration. He crawls on the bed until he is close to . His eyes never leave mine as he studies my expression. I know he is trying to figure this out.

"I don’t know what you are going through right now but I know that everything will be okay," he leans forward and rests his hand on my face and I close my eyes because this is soothing to . He pulls

up to the bed and I rest my head on his chest.

"I am sorry for stabbing you,’’ I manage. It makes no sense saying this so casually and I have been thinking about it since Blue told . I hate myself for hurting him, especially since I was supposed to protect him. He is not supposed to be worried about

but with all that is happening now. I am a threat to both of them.

"Oh, that is long forgotten,’’ he winks at

and my heart lts in my chest "Besides I t soone while I was out,’’

I look up at him as he continues "A very beautiful woman. She helped

move on. Her na was Selene." He mutters in this dreamy tone. There is a smile on his face.

"Are you serious?" I ask because all I take from this conversation is the fact that he is talking about the goddess.

He nods "Yeah."

There are a lot of things that have happened in all my life that I wouldn’t have believed in until it happened and telling

that he t the goddess of the moon is one of those things. Selene doesn’t just co to peoples dreams. She is not that accessible.

"You don’t believe ?’’

I shake my head "I don’t know. It just seems a little bit unbelievable.’’ I tell him honestly. He pulls

into his arms and I rest on him again. "How was it?’’ I ask him.

He shrugs "Normal, I guess.’’

I close my eyes as he continues "She just let

know what was important.’’

I smile "And what is that?’’

"You and Blue. Nothing else matters but the two of you.’’

His words play at my heartstrings and I feel the butterflies as they dance around my stomach. Just hearing how he really feels about us is overwhelming. Gyles has co a long way from a couple of weeks ago. He has fully accepted this. In the minutes where I am in his arm, I forget about everything. I forget about all the problems that will arise.

All that matters is him as I close my eyes and drift off in his arms.

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I open my eyes and I am not in bed with Gyles again. I am in a dark room. There is only one candle lit in a corner. I don’t know what this is but it feels like the prison I have been in. I turn around and in that split second, a cage falls over

and I am really trapped now.

"Help,’’ I hold unto the bars of the cage. It feels like the room is getting smaller as my voice gets louder. It seems like I am being swallowed. I just want to wake up from the nightmare. I wake up and Gyles is over

on the bed, watching with worry-filled eyes.

"Hey," he mutters calmly. My breathing is heavy and fast. My eyes are weak and tired. I don’t know how long I was asleep but I don’t ever want to go back to that room again. "Hey, it’s just a bad dream,’’ he breathes into my ear as he rocks

back and forth. My eyes stay fixed on him because I don’t know what is real and what isn’t. As long as he is here with —this is real. "It was just a nightmare,’’ he adds as he caresses my hair softly.

"It seed so real,’’ I manage in between breaths. The fact that I rember the dream terrifies . I have parts of my mory that are blank slates. Things that I am supposed to rember but I can’t and now I am having nightmares that feel more real than my reality.

"It’s not real. I have been holding you for the last hour." He informs . This is just Gyles indirectly telling

that I have lost my mind.

"I am scared, Gyles. I am so scared,’’ I don’t even realize that I am crying until he reaches for

and wipes off the tears from my face.

"I know. You don’t have to be. I am right here with you.’’ he assures

with a faint smile on his face. I believe him one hundred percent but how long until he gives up on

too? How long will have until I completely lose my mind and succeed in hurting him too? I feel like I am still trapped in that cage even though I am in Blue’s room in Gyles’s arm. No matter how much I want to forget about it all. That feeling is still there.

It feels like I am a puppet, in the hands of soone very evil and sooner or later, I will be unable to stop the darkness from coming out.

"I want to try sothing,’’ Gyles says slowly pulling away from .

I look at him "It is farfetched and it might now work but I want to try it. Can I?’’

I don’t know what he wants to do but I will take anything at this point. Anything that will get

out of this ss.

Anything that will make ,

again.