The Werewolf's Chapter 227: Remember

Chapter 227: Rember

Gyles.

You can trust him.

I want to listen to my wolf because everything that has happened to

has been because I have refused to listen to my wolf but I don’t know if he is sincere right now. the look on his face tells

everything I need to know.

He hates

right now.

He hates

because of the things I have done and I don’t bla him. I have been selfish and I used him and I don’t bla him for the way he feels about . The mont he reaches for , my heart skips a beat from his touch. I still don’t understand how my feelings could just change overnight but for the first ti in my whole existence. I am sure about sothing. I am sure that I love him. I am sure that he and rex will make

the happiest I will ever be. I have been so blind to it all and maybe having sex with him needed to happen. Yesterday made

see things clearly for what they really are and even though I might have pissed him off along the lines. I want to make things right.

Rex is on a mission to figure out how we can make things right in ti for the next full moon. I don’t know what it ans. I don’t know what we have caused by what we did last night but I want to fix it with him.

I want to make things right.

He seems to have shut

out completely but deep down I know that as long as I am alive. There will always be a part of him that will love . just the sa way, I didn’t want him but always found myself wanting to be around him.

I close my eyes because his touch is electric and he is not even doing it on purpose. I hear him murmur so low. It almost sounds like he is speaking another language. We are in the middle of the compound. Right now, I am using all the strength I have to stay on my feet. Ever since yesterday, I have felt weak. I don’t know why but it must be because of how angry I made him. he cut ties with

and my wolf felt the most of it. he has been pretty silent all through the night. I know I said I wanted him to shut up but now I miss him. it feels like a crucial part of

is being shut off and it is not a nice feeling.

I will help you.

That is what he said but why does it feel like he doesn’t want to help . it feels like he wants to hurt . I want to trust him because this is all my fault but a part of

doesn’t believe that he wants to help.

"You have to loosen up,’’ he bellows at . I open my eyes and he is watching

with this inpatient expression plastered on his face.

"What do I do?"

He sighs loudly "Close your eyes,’’ he orders . I do exactly as he asks. "Now think about sothing that makes you happy?’’ he breathes out.

I open my eyes "Is this going to work?’’ I ask him.

He grunts. I don’t actually think this is the ti for this but I want to forget so bad and he wants to help . I know he hasn’t forgiven

or even accepted

but this could be a start. Maybe this will make things better.

I close my eyes again and this ti the only sounds I hear are the sounds of his breathing. Slowly, I feel a chemical pull. At first, I think it is just in my head but after a couple of seconds. I feel an out-of-body experience which in turn feels like my soul is being ripped out of my body. My mind travels far. The first thing I see is his face.

These are the mories I want to forget.

All the ti I spent in the pack.

Why am I seeing his face?

No, no, no.

I try to pull myself out of it but I am stuck. I know what he is doing. he is punishing . making

suffer for all I did to him. I should be upset but I called for it all. This is all my fault. The only reason why he would do sothing like this is because of how much he hates . that is the only explanation I have for this and I deserve it.

It has been years.

Slowly, I am getting accustod to life in the community. I even started calling him dad. It is weird but he has shown

a lot that makes

feel safe with him and my plan is to find Roger once he gives

a chance to leave. he said I am not a prisoner and as each day goes by, it feels like I am not but he still keeps

in the basent. He says that is the safest place for

until I am strong enough. He is scared that sothing would happen to . he worries all the ti that sothing would happen and I will disappear just as I did when I was born.

I have never really told him about my plan to find my one true love because I don’t want anything to ruin it. it has been ten years already. He is probably all grown up. I keep thinking about the kind of person he would’ve beco.

I imagine how he has aged. How beautiful he would be. There are so many thoughts that run through my head concerning him. I know he will always be my favorite person. No matter how old he is.

"Are you ready for tonight?’’ Will, one of the people dad sent to watch over . I have beco close friends with him. sohow being alone all the ti is not the easiest thing to deal with.

"Not really,’’ I tell him. tonight, is my awakening ceremony. Finally, my father wants to bring out the wolf inside . he has prolonged this ceremony for so many years. He wanted

to be completely ready for it and for the first ti in a long ti, I feel like I am.

"Fenris looks more nervous than you. it almost seems like you’re the only hope he has left." He tells

jokingly.

Yes, he lets

know that every ti. He doesn’t have any family left. His best friend and brother killed his wife. Took

away from him—so I completely understand why he has trust issues. After finding , he has been on edge. Worrying over things going wrong.

This is the only chance he has left and I want to make him proud.