The Werewolf's Chapter 191: The silent claim

Chapter 191: The silent claim

Gyles.

I didn’t ever think I would find soone else that would make

feel the things Rex is. It hasn’t been a long ti but I am glad to have all these feelings back. he seems to think I am his mate.

I tried to explain to him that this is not what he thinks. I chose Roger and now my body or should I say, my heart is choosing him. He makes

feel giddy and excited to be alive. Does that make him my mate, or should I say my link? I was never one to believe in all those things. I don’t know anything about my past anymore.

It was all a lie. The vampires that I thought were my real family apparently took

from my real family. Apparently, I am a wolf. From the visions I had with Roger, that is deep in my mories. I don’t want to rember all that happened before now because thinking about it hurts. It hurts so much that I don’t even want to rember. It is better if it remains in the past. I was locked up to the point where I lost my mind. I couldn’t speak, I couldn’t respond to anything all those years.

It is like a ti stop.

My mind just completely stopped.

I am back now and I promised Roger I will live my life. I will find the happiness that we were supposed to have. I don’t know if it is with Rex but for now, he makes

really happy. He completely understands

and that judgnt that I thought I would get from the people of the pack; I don’t get it from him.

He seems like the sincerest person in this pack. just talking to him, I can tell he is innocent. The kind of person that will say things as they are. No sugarcoating. "Are you hungry?’’ he asks . we have been in each other’s arms all morning. I didn’t even want to leave his room. I still don’t want to. Yeah, we had a lot of make-out sessions but it is more than that now. talking to him is easy. I like it a lot and he seems to like it too.

"For food?’’ I ask him.

He lets go of

and suddenly, the bed seems empty. I don’t mind spending the rest of the day, like this.

Fuck, I have it bad.

Mine.

That voice in my head screams out to . I have been ignoring it all through yesterday. The fact that I want him badly just keeps resonating inside of . that is the only explanation for that scary voice. it seems like another part of . sothing that I have never experienced.

"It could be anything. I want at, what about you?’’ he smiles at . We are both shirtless, so my eyes find their way to his chest. That delicious chest. I want a taste so badly. I lean forward until my face is just above his left breast. He watches , with that smile that he has around .

"Can I be hungry for you?’’ I take his nipple in between my lips and this gets a gasp out of him. I am pretty sure he didn’t expect that. Like I thought, he tastes delicious.

I want more.

That voice shouts to .

Fucking controlling.

I push him back to the bed and climb on top of him. My mouth still sucking his chest "I an food, Gyles,’’ he breathes out. His voice is husky. I haven’t even done anything to him and he sounds like this.

Jeez.

’’I want to eat you. Please let

have a taste.’’

He said we couldn’t have sex; all I want to do is take control of his body and I can’t even do that. I wish he would just give in to

already. At this point, I am just licking him all over. This is just torture for , but he seems to like it because I feel him harden against .

"We need food, I haven’t had anything to eat all day." He manages, at the sa ti grabbing my hair in his fists.

He is telling

to back off but his body is begging

to have him. I have to listen to his words because the sound of his voice is making

weak. Begrudgingly, I pull away from him, going back to my side of the bed. It feels weird saying my side of the bed but it already feels like my side of the bed.

"Let

get us lunch, then we can continue this,’’

My heartbeat spikes from his words "We can have sex?’’ I ask, hopeful.

He laughs "I told you no. What if,’’ he brings up the whole mating stuff. The one thing I don’t want.

"Why did you lift my hopes up. I thought you were finally giving in to ." I groan like a kid that just lost their toy. I don’t know if I will be able to resist him. In just one weekend, we have beco so close. I know there is another guy in the picture. This one might be his real mate, but I plan to show him that he could choose. He doesn’t have to listen to the deities. He doesn’t have to follow the rules of the goddess of the moon as they call her. he can make his own decisions. He can choose .

We would be happy together.

At least I will make him as happy as I can.

"I am sorry,’’ he crawls over to

until he is on top of

again. His arms wrap around my neck and I close my eyes as I register his scent in my mory. He slls like strawberries, my favorite fruit, and so unfamiliar sll that is unknown to .

"You are forgiven,’’ I smile as he presses his lips to mine.

We are already acting like a couple. Does he need a ritual to even make this complete? We could make this thing perfect.

"So, what are you feeling like? at or blood?’’ he asks.

I shrug, I haven’t been hungry for blood since our kiss. I don’t know, it seems weird to

but I don’t even want to think about it. I finished all the chocolates he got

last night. I completely devoured them, as if I have never eaten before. Maybe I should try eating food.

"at sounds fine,’’

He raises a brow "Cooked or raw. I am not feeling up to raw today.’’ He informs . I don’t even know if I will like raw at. I think I need to find out today.

"I don’t mind raw. I an I should start getting used to that part of . see if it will bring anything out."

He smiles and jumps off , not bothering with his shirt. "I will be back,’’ he blows a kiss to

and I can’t help but smile. He is so fucking cute.

I lie back on the bed and look up at the ceiling. For the first ti since Roger died. I feel at peace. I feel genuinely happy.

I hear a vibration on the table, slowly turning to it. I see his phone. I don’t know what compels

but I pick it up. Blue’s na shows on the screen. I know who he is. This is the mate. The guy that could potentially ruin this thing we have. I shouldn’t answer the call but I want to. Sothing in

pulls

to.

The minute I press the green button, I hear his breathing through the phone. My heart beats against my chest.

"Hello,’’ I manage.

He would recognize Rex. there is no way he wouldn’t know that this is not him. Before his words, I am already expecting it.

"Who is this,’’ the minute I hear his voice. so ache within

takes over. That voice attacks

instantly. I try to hold the phone in my grip tighter but there is sothing that I can’t even explain that devours . his voice is the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. His voice sounds like a thousand angels singing. Like feathers in my ear. It does sothing to my soul. It attacks .

Takes over .

"Hello,’’ I hear the voice again. The pull is undeniable.

The voice in my head screams at

angrily.

Mine.

those words again.

A silent claim, that I can’t even control.

I drop the phone to the bed and the call ends. My heart is still beating, as I rest my back on the bed. I don’t even know what is happening. Why I just responded to a aly hello in that manner.

This is blue.

The guy that has Rex’s heart.

This is the mate.

So why the fuck do I want to get to know him. Why do I want him to whisper sweet nothings into my ear?

What the hell is happening?