Chapter 137: My weakness
Alanis.
’’How do you know?’’ I ask because I want to know. If this is true then there is one less person I have to worry about. I know I should feel sad or at least a little bad but Maddie was a threat to Beau, anyone that tries to threaten him is an enemy to .
She betrayed
and now she has paid the price. I don’t feel anything, I am not sad, hurt or even remorseful towards her.
’’Her body was found. Decapitated from her head.’’
So even with the immortality that she desperately wanted, she still had a short life. I don’t even know what she was thinking in her final monts. Did she regret all her decisions?
’’Okay.’’
This doesn’t an anything to . her death has no significance. Cassius is the one person that I want to see his end. I will enjoy his death. For all the people he has hurt, killed. Each one of them will be avenged.
I leave Rex and Bell’s and go into his room. He said he was going to be with
soon. Then he can explain what the fuck went wrong while I was away. I get to his room and he is already inside. He looks like he was about to have a shower as he is completely naked and heading towards the bathroom.
’’Where did you wander off to?’’ he asks with a wide smile. My eyes stay fixed to .
I walk up to him and he wraps his arms around , pulling
closer. I inhale a long breath, taking his scent in. He slls of sweat, probably from all the work he did training today. To , it slls like ho. Who would’ve thought that I would find soone stink appealing to ?
’’I was in the kitchen, you should’ve heard us when you ca into the house. Why didn’t you stop by?’’
He shrugs ’’I don’t want to see anyone right now,’’ he admits probably frustrated from all the interactions he’s had today.
’’Even ?’’
He shakes his head imdiately ’’You are the only one I want to see,’’ he kisses
after that revelation and I get sucked into his orbit, completely forgetting all the problems at hand. I need to talk to him about Jabi. Darrien must be beside and over himself if sothing actually happened to the kid. I already know that much.
Begrudgingly I pull away from the kiss and he rests his forehead on mine, closing his eyes slowly. I keep my eyes open because suddenly I am worried about him. it seed like the was a big issue back there and I don’t know how he is feeling right now.
’’Are you okay?’’ I question worriedly.
He opens his eyes and wipes out the grim expression from his face, switching it up with a smile ’’I am... just kinda tired. I can’t wait for all this to be over,’’ he expresses and my heart breaks because I feel the sa way and there is nothing I can do to make this better.
’’What happened today?’’ I remind him.
He sighs loudly ’’Jabi bit soone?’’
I don’t know what he ans, so I furrow my brows in confusion. He pulls away from . I have never seen him this tired in all the while I have known him. the training must have taken a toll on him.
’’Is he okay?’’ I ask because I need to make sure nothing happened to him. I haven’t heard from Darrien, so I am under the assumption that the kid is fine but the worry on Beau’s face is not helping
right now.
’’Yes, he hurt a kid just like him. a girl in the pack, now her father is using this as an opportunity to bla it all on the vampires.’’
Oh, I see. That’s why he was so bitter towards . I know that a lot of the wolves that are not in support of
and my kind. They act like they are because they are cowards. No one is ready to face Beau and challenge him, but I know they are not accepting of this mating. At least sixty percent of the pack.
’’Is the girl okay?’’
He nods, she just lost a lot of blood, but she is awake and well.’’
That is a good thing. He didn’t kill her as long as there was no death, there is redemption. They will get over their anger and hate. They are all just looking for a reason to lash out. Everyone wants to find a reason to start a war.
’’You look tired, have you eaten today?’’
He smiles, going back into boyfriend zone. I don’t want him to start thinking about it and worry. I want to be that comfort that makes him forget about everything. I think that is my main job.
’’No, I am actually hungry,’’ he admits trying to grab unto
again. I let him cuddle into . totally enjoying the warmth I get from him.
’’Why don’t you have a shower and I will get food from the kitchen for you?’’I suggest which gets a groan from him.
’’I wanted to have a shower with you,’’ he cries like the big baby that he is.
I chuckle ’’There will be other showers. My man is hungry and I need to feed him.’’
He laughs heartily, the smile on his face widens. This is what I want. I want him to always be happy with .
That smile—I live for it.
’’Fine, you win this round but I won’t take no for an answer the next ti.’’
I nod slowly letting go of him again. He walks to the direction of the bathroom but stops before entering.
’’Oh, before I forget, the vampires called.’’
Okay. That is important news.
’’And?’’
He shrugs ’’There is no news, they haven’t seen Cassius. Apparently, he is in hiding. Sothing about the Elis finding him.’’
’’About the Eli’s,’’ I suddenly rember that I am supposed to tell him about the eting.
He nods ’’Yeah?’’
I don’t know how he feels about them. Will he agree to a eting? Would he want help from them? I really don’t know how he feels about them but I have to try and convince him that he needs to trust them. These are the first of my kind.
’’They want to set a eting with you.’’
He furrows his brows ’’Why?’’
I don’t know because they didn’t tell
but I know they want to talk about Cassius. That much is obvious—at least.
’’It has to do with Cassius.’’
He scoffs ’’I don’t fucking need their help. We are fine on our own.’’
So I see he is not forthcoming about them. The question I have is why? He doesn’t really know anything about them.
’’Why not, we don’t even know what they want. why not just et them and then figure it out from there?’’
He laughs ’’Baby, these people cant help us. no one can help us, I have to kill Cassius. I don’t need anyone telling
that already when I know. Just trust . we will get to him.’’
There is a confidence that is dripping from him. the kind that I haven’t seen in him before—like ever. Usually, I have to be the one to assure him, to boost his confidence levels but now, it seems like it si the other way round right now. I love this so much.
But I also know he can’t refuse this eting.
’’I know, I trust you. I trust us. we don’t need them but indulge
and let’s see what they have to say.’’
He sighs really loudly, I see the frustration on his face but because it is , I know he will give in. I can always bask in the fact that with him, I can get what I want. it is the most amazing feeling ever to know that he will always give in to . I am his one weakness, just as he is mine.
It feels fucking incredible.
’’Fine baby. You win. When do they want this eting? Can we do tomorrow?’’
I smile, that cheeky smile and this makes him walk back to
swiftly and grab
by my waist. He pulls
up till my legs are wrapped around him ’’You are such a big baby,’’ he exclaims, kissing
on my cheek. I giggle in his arms, completely enjoying this mont. It is so trivial but it ans the world to . I can’t wait for everything to be over.
I can’t wait to have little monts like this.
’’Get in the shower, you stink,’’ I jump off him which makes him laugh joyously.
My eyes follow him as he walks back into the shower. Once the door is closed, I head for the door. I open his room door but a sound from the bathroom stops . it is loud and it seems like soone crashed into sothing. Hurriedly, I walk back into the bathroom and he is on his knees, in front of the sink, clutching unto his head.
’’Beau,’’ I call his na worriedly.
His eyes are closed, his breathing is fast and heavy. Sothing feels wrong, I just can’t tell what it is.
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