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Lil handed Cesar the doorknob and entered the captains room. Julio didnt take a seat. Instead, he stood by the door and stared at Lil. anwhile, Cesar insisted on standing behind Lil, who was sitting alone in the captains chair, staring at Julio.
Most Southerners despise the Empire, albeit not as much as Julio. They hate the empire itself, as well as all imperial citizens and its products. Its in their past and present routine to steal, burn, and destroy flags from governnt buildingsAnger, resignation, vengeance, and fear. These are among the variety of sentints from the southerners, but Julios words and actions stand out because hes broken. Hes all too aware of his destruction and what had caused it.
Julios hand caught Lils attention. A few of his fingers were partly or completely missing, she could easily guess who made them that way. Despite that, she had no intention of preaching or babbling nonsense to Julio about controlling his anger or finding inner peace. On the contrary, she sympathised with him to so extent. She would have gone insane too if everyone told her that all of her resentnt as a woman was nothing more than a re illusion. So over the past few years when Lil was recruiting new crew mbers for the Bell Rock, she accepted n like Julio. As she had no right to control their plight in the first place.
Lil made the decision to face the agitators affecting this journey as quietly as possible. Their mission needed to be precise and quick. They couldnt afford to waste any more ti or effort.
So she spoke calmly.
Julio, right?
No one saw your hit as courageous; it just turned into a laughingstock.
Personally, Im not sure what you hope to achieve by shoving
on the shoulder. If you want to rebel, find a more effective way. For example, your status could rise if you rationally refute my decision as Captain and co up with a ground-breaking alternative.
Im sure youre just one of those imperialists, proudly pretending to take the moral high ground. How clich.
You want more people to listen to you, right? Then you have to use your head, not your body. Thats your starting point. It might be easier to hit it with your body right now, but it wont work in the long run. Dont try to influence others in the sa manner as the ones who vandalised you, did. Youll be able to see the futility of it if you take a step back and look at yourself.
Julio, who was crossing his arms, snorted. He shook his head and kicked the chair in front of him. Lil dismissed it as a childish act of provocation, but Cesar, who had been silent for a while now, took a step forward.
Youre arrogant. Dont think that the rest of the officers will let this pass just because the Captain goes easy on you this ti.
Lil extended her arm to hold Cesar back.
In any way, Julios first act of rebellion has failed, so unless theres another big stimulus, I expected him to stay low for the ti being. In addition, increasing the crews surveillance should buy us enough ti to reach Serlio.
I hope you behave yourself while on board my ship. Let this be an agreent out of courtesy towards Valtano.
For quite so ti, Julio only silently glared at Lil. This compelled Lil to add so more explanation, thinking that Julio was mistaken sothing.
I wont tell you to trust and follow
as your Captain. We wont be seeing each other after this voyage anyway, so lets just put up with it. I know your loyalty lies with Valtano. Similarly, I trust Valtano, so Ill treat you with the benefit of the doubt. At the very least, dont make a fuss on another Captains ship and ruin your Captains image
There were so Navies in the bar that day.
At his sudden remark, Lil stopped what she was about to say. She stayed still as Julio approached her table. He slowly reached out his hand and held it in front of the candlestick.
I was working there, and they called
up.
I heard them say that my fingers looked like sothing.
Lil had a hunch that Julio was going to be a tough guy to deal with.
What kind of caterpillars are that? I believe thats what they asked, adding that theyd never seen such disgusting fingers before and wanted to bring them back to the mainland.
Lil could only speculate as to what they might have ant or what made them say that, but there was a big chance it was due to the southern peoples thick bone structures.
Does that give them the excuse to be pathetic and childish? However, far too many people were dragged to the mainland in this manner to only dismiss it as a crude prank. Imperial citizens are crazed for rare items and seek the help of the Navy, rchants, or high-ranking nobles. Sadly, it also includes collecting various races too.
Lil let out a sigh of defeat and touched her brow.
At first, they offered
their silver coins and asked for only one each, but soon a brawl broke out between them because I only had ten fingers. They eventually decided to settle it by rolling a dice to see who would take what. I could only stand there and watch while peeing myself.
I know what youve gone through is unjust and wrong, but I dont and never have defended them.
When they asked my age and I told them I was only 10, they said theyd cut
carefully and hand
over to soone sowhere. I didnt know, but I guess there are places like that in the great Empire? Place where they sell out the little ones by making a spectacle out of them from inside cages. Right? I always thought the Empires culture was brilliant, so I could never fathom why they had to do that to
with my lowly mind.
Lil looked at Cesar standing next to her. He appeared to be on the verge of telling Julio that being a slave was unavoidable. That hed to stop whining and accept his fate. Julio, thankfully, wasnt looking at Cesar. He only stared at Lil, as if he only despised her.
Then they rolled the dice. Deciding whod get the most of my worm-like fingers, how they liked to call them. Not a single soul in the bar ca to my aid, they were all as scared as shit as I was. Faces as white as ghosts, all looking down at . I still cant forget it. In that place I realised for the first ti what hell was like.
Julio clenched his fist. So of his fingers were indeed cut and mutilated, but in the end he wasnt taken to the Empire. Lil could clearly picture a young child who had to run for his life. But she didnt dare to imagine what an unforgettable disgrace it must have been for him.
Thats why rely seeing your face makes
sick. I cant stand it. Its as if you were laughing at
there, too, a ten-year-old child peeing his pants.
If I were there, I would have helped you. Im working for the League to help people like you. You may not believe it, but there are good people like this. Besides, youre not soone I should be laughing at, but soone who should be accepted regardless.
? And why is that so?
Because youre a human being If a child is in danger of having his hand severed, we have to help the child. Im not a strange or suspicious person. I believe its a sha were born in this crazy world that doesnt follow natural laws
However, I cant help it if Julio wont accept . The Empire exterminated the Southerners for their appearance, so its pointless to insist Julio to stop blaming . For those who have been hard, there is no shortage of vigilance and suspicion of the perpetrator group. Julios fitful hatred for
stems from a fear build-up over a considerable amount of years. Such ntal aftereffects are not sothing I can easily help him with.
I know only one sentence in which your kind uses the word natural.
Its when you say its natural for us to be your slaves. Its actually a word that youre very fond of.
Yes, but I dont believe that slavery is just.
Ah! I see. Youre one of those lofty hypocrites, arent you?
Dont get
wrong. Its not because Im sorry for you or afraid of you. I simply stand by the righteousness and fairness that I prescribe and think and act according to them. Why dont you read the Bell Rocks code instead of having this exhausting argunt with ? Do as the code says, and if youre still nauseous at the sight of , I really cant help it. But as for you, do it for the sake of Valtano. Why would he put you on the Bell Rock if he knew you couldnt stand ?
Julio slowly turned without taking his eyes off Lil. At the sa ti, Lil looked at him and saw a ten-year-old boy. The face of a young boy that was trapped in a tunnel of fear and resentnt.
So wounds are difficult to heal or may never heal. For Lil, Julio didnt need to try harder. She knew that even being proud of himself for surviving such trauma was difficult enough.
She was partly resentful of Valtano for entrusting her with such a child while they were on their way to perform an important task. However Valtano, like Lil, couldnt have predicted that there would be an exhausting battle. Valtano let Julio board the Bell Rock with the intention of exposing him to the fact that good imperial citizens like Lil do exist.
While Im grateful for Valtanos goodwill, its only making my head hurt.
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