Chapter 472: We Bleed Extensively
The next three days blurred together into an exhausting montage of pain and incrental improvent.
Training. Eating. Sleeping. Repeat until muscles scread and the body threatened rebellion.
Natalia worked
like a particularly stubborn machine that needed aggressive reprogramming. Every morning started at exactly 0530 hours with a brutal five-mile run through the island’s coastal paths. Then imdiate sparring with whoever happened to be awake and willing to beat the shit out of
in the na of education.
Usually Raphael, who took entirely too much pleasure in using
as a punching bag.
Sotis Hikari, which always ended with
questioning my life choices and checking for cracked ribs.
Once with Isabelle, which resulted in
flat on the floor staring at the ceiling while she calmly explained exactly seventeen different ways she could have killed
in that exchange.
Emi kept
functional through constant healing, her gentle encouragent sohow making the pain slightly more bearable.
Skylar provided tactical analysis with her characteristic deadpan comntary, pointing out every flaw in my technique with surgical precision.
Celeste froze training dummies for
to practice against, creating increasingly complex ice constructs that forced
to adapt.
Even Maki contributed to the training regin, though her thods were characteristically unconventional. She’d transform into cat form and sit directly on whatever piece of equipnt I needed next, calling it "moral support" while I called it "psychological warfare."
By Tuesday night, my body felt like it had been systematically disassembled and reassembled by soone who’d lost the instruction manual halfway through. My ribs scread with every breath. My arms ached with a bone-deep exhaustion that wouldn’t quit. My legs threatened organized mutiny.
But I was asurably faster. Demonstrably stronger. Objectively better.
The stats didn’t lie—cold, hard numbers on the System screen.
I’d hit the absolute ceiling at 7,750 across every single attribute.
As high as physically possible without triggering a level-up.
Nel kept suggesting I ascend to Level Four, her voice in my head taking on an increasingly irritated tone as I continued to refuse. The level-up would reset everything to F-0 again on paper, but my hidden multiplier would jump exponentially, making
legitimately terrifying by any objective tric.
The problem was simple: I had absolutely no idea what the physical transformation process would do to my body during an active combat scenario. If I passed out mid-evolution while standing in the Crucible Arena, Reyna would crush
into paste before I could recover.
So I stayed firmly at Level Three, maxed out completely, ready as I’d ever be.
Tuesday dinner was uncharacteristically quiet, everyone processing their anxiety in different ways.
The weight of Wednesday hung over the table like a physical presence.
Emi had made pure comfort food—the kind of carbohydrate-heavy al that said "I’m terrified but I’m going to feed that feeling until it goes away." Mac and cheese. Chicken nuggets that were probably ant for actual children. Chocolate cake that could double as a building material.
Natalia sat pressed against my side, her hand resting possessively on my thigh under the table where others couldn’t see.
Skylar watched from her position across the room, violet eyes tracking every micro-expression.
Celeste studied her plate like it contained answers to fundantal questions about the universe.
Akari tried valiantly to lighten the oppressive mood with forced cheerfulness.
"So. Wednesday. Big important day tomorrow."
"Huge," I agreed flatly.
"You nervous at all?"
"Absolutely terrified beyond rational thought."
"Good. Healthy fear keeps you sharp and prevents stupid mistakes." She leaned back with studied casualness. "But you’re still going to win sohow."
"How do you figure that?"
"Because you’re far too stubborn to lose. And because if you sohow die, Natalia will definitely kill you again." She paused for effect. "Possibly multiple tis."
Frost spread across the table’s surface from Natalia’s position, creeping outward in delicate crystalline patterns.
"I absolutely will. That’s a promise."
Emi reached over, placing her warm hand on top of mine with gentle pressure.
"You’re going to be amazing out there. I know it. I believe in you."
"Thanks, Emi. I appreciate the completely unjustified faith."
"And if you’re not amazing, I’ll heal whatever breaks! That’s what I’m here for!"
Incredibly comforting. Truly.
Celeste finally looked up from her intensive plate study, periwinkle eyes eting mine with unusual directness.
"Don’t do anything monuntally stupid tomorrow."
"You’re going to need to define ’stupid’ with considerably more specificity."
"Charging her head-on without strategy. Taking unnecessary hits to prove masculinity. Trying to demonstrate sothing that doesn’t need demonstration." Her gaze sharpened. "You’ve already proven more than enough."
"Not to her I haven’t."
"Then prove it intelligently instead of suicidally."
Braxton appeared in the doorway like a particularly exhausted ghost.
"Satori. Walk with . Now."
I stood, already knowing this conversation wasn’t going to be comfortable.
I followed him outside into the cooling evening air, the temperature dropping noticeably as the sun sank toward the horizon. We walked in silence to the edge of the cliff overlooking the dark ocean, where stars were just beginning to appear in the darkening sky like tiny pinpricks of light in velvet.
"You ready for tomorrow?" he asked without preamble.
"As ready as I’ll ever be, which is to say probably not."
"That’s not actually an answer."
"It’s the only honest one I’ve got."
He pulled out a cigarette with practiced ease, the fla from his lighter briefly illuminating his weathered features. He took a long drag, the cherry glowing orange in the gathering darkness.
"I’ve seen a lot of fighters over the years," he said quietly. "Good ones. Bad ones. Dead ones who should have quit while they were ahead."
He exhaled smoke that the wind imdiately scattered. "You’re different from all of them."
"How so?"
"You fight like soone who’s already died once and didn’t particularly enjoy the experience."
Every muscle in my body went absolutely rigid.
My blood temperature dropped several degrees.
"What the hell makes you say that?"
"The way you move in combat. No hesitation. No fear of death itself." He flicked ash over the cliff edge. "You fight like soone who knows exactly how much it costs to lose everything. And you’d genuinely rather die than pay that price again."
Too close. Way too fucking close to truth I couldn’t afford to have exposed.
"Maybe I’m just naturally reckless. So people are."
"Reckless people don’t calculate optimal attack angles mid-swing while dodging. They don’t deliberately absorb hits to build offensive montum. And they absolutely don’t survive two separate A-Rank encounters ard with nothing but a baseball bat and pure spite." He turned to face
directly. "You’ve got sothing the others fundantally don’t. So instinct that keeps you alive when every statistical model says you should be dead."
"Luck?"
"Absolute bullshit." He dropped the cigarette, crushing it thodically under his boot. "Whatever you actually are, whatever you’re hiding—it’s enough. Trust that tomorrow when everything goes sideways."
"And if it’s not enough? If it fails?"
"Then you get back up and try again with whatever pieces are left." He started walking back toward the house. "Because that’s what real Hunters do. We get knocked down. We bleed extensively. We break in interesting ways. And then we stand back up and swing again until sothing gives."
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