Passion Novel Novel Chapter 22: I’ve slept with men before

Chapter 22: Chapter 22: I’ve slept with n before

"A few years ago, there was a guy who tried to kill him to avenge his close colleague.

Unfortunately, that guy was quite handso and ended up being hospitalized for life. So... in the end, there’s no karma here. He couldn’t get his revenge and was crushed by that monster... Many people, unable to beat him, vent their frustration on themselves."

"That’s... really unfortunate."

"Yeah... That’s how it is. His character is terrible no matter how you look at it. But

sotis, you’re unlucky enough to run into him, and it won’t end well."

After saying this, Tou glanced at Jeong Taeui in the mirror and smiled.

"But don’t worry. With your looks, you don’t need to worry about unnecessary things. Just worry about your life."

"Oh, thanks."

Jeong Taeui said through gritted teeth, raising his hand to give Tou a smack on the neck.

A young and beautiful guy... For example... soone like Xinlu?

Jeong Taeui frowned as he thought about soone who fit all those criteria perfectly. If so, wouldn’t that be Xinlu?

"Doesn’t that an Xinlu needs to be cautious too?!"

Jeong Taeui grabbed Tou’s wrist and shouted, making Tou blink and look back at him.

"Uh... yeah. Thinking about it, you’re right. But well, no mber would dare confront

soone from the office. Even he would have a hard ti if he sses with soone there."

"Right... I guess... right?"

Jeong Taeui, nodding, suddenly raised his voice. Tou gave him a blank look as if to say, "Oh, you idiot." Only then did Jeong Taeui shrink back and close his mouth.

"Even if you’re not worried, the staff knows how to handle themselves. If Rick cos here, just worry about your own life. No one but yourself will look out for you."

Exactly. Before worrying about others, he wasn’t even confident enough to secure his own life.

"Hmm... I hope there’s so issue with their personnel and Rick doesn’t co."

Jeong Tacui prayed silently with a sliver of hope, knowing the chances were slim.

"Yeah, that would be great. But anyway, they’re coming tonight, so we’ll find out then."

"They must be in Hong Kong by now."

"Yeah. Hope they get here with their heads still spinning from jet lag."

Jeong Taeui laughed as Tou pretended to slice his own neck. That joke lightened so of the dark images clouding his mind.

Only a few hours left. By then, Jeong Taeui would et the people he had only heard about in rumors. Though it was entirely different from what he expected, Jeong Taeui felt a bit excited and nervous.

"All right, they said we have to report to the office after moving rooms. They need to check."

Tou said while wiping his mouth with a towel as he passed Jeong Taeui. It made him jump.

"If we go to the office, we’ll probably see Xinlu, right? Since he’s in charge of internal

affairs, we’ll definitely have to talk to him. You must be thrilled, Taeil."

Tou smiled and gently elbowed Jeong Taeui’s side. He dodged and evasively replied, "Mmm."

No. It’s not that he didn’t want to see him. Jeong Taeui wanted to et him and hear that soft voice; he also liked the sll of the fragrant soap. But he wasn’t confident to face him now. Sohow, if he saw Xinlu now, Jeong Taeui felt he’d freeze on the spot.

Moreover... if they t again, how would Xinlu look at him?

Jeong Taeui used a towel to wipe the already dry back of his neck. His heart grew heavy. Since that day, he hadn’t seen Xinlu once. Unless sothing special happened, there was no reason for mbers and logistics staff to et. They worked in places with no chance of running into each other. He occasionally went to his uncle’s room, which ant sotis he went to the first basent, but even then, he carefully looked around like a thief.

What was that kid thinking, raising his head in front of a nice guy applying dicine?

Tou threw the towel into the collection bin next to Jeong Taeui and habitually patted his pocket to check his cigarettes before leaving, leaving Jeong Taeui alone to wrestle with his thoughts in the bathroom. Jeong Taeui caught him with a gloomy face.

"Going for a smoke?"

"Huh? Yeah. You coming?"

"Yeah, give

a cigarette."

"... You know there’s nowhere to buy cigarettes here, right?... All right, I’ll lend you one. Pay

back with a pack later."

"Do you know how annoying your face looks right now? Try looking in the mirror."

Tou a hardcore smoker, defended his stinginess, saying, "Damn it, I’m stuck here for 15 more days, and my cigarette stash is running low."

Jeong Tacui followed Tou through the ssy hallway to the ground floor and stepped outside without hesitation. He glanced around. It felt cowardly, but he didn’t know what to do if he ran into Xinlu now.

Stepping out, the bright sunlight made it hard to open his eyes.

Living underground, the air conditioning and lighting systems were perfect, making it feel no different from natural light, so there was no discomfort. However, sotis being exposed to sunlight and the wind could bring a bit of peace.

Jeong Taeui often took walks outside during his free ti. Whether his colleagues did the

sa or not, he always t soone when he went out.

The forest path was dangerous at night, so no one went out then, but during the day, it was a great place for a walk. Walking along the path behind the building, though far, he could get near the sea. The rocks piled up like a house and the color of the sea were beautiful.

Jeong Taeui forcibly took two more cigarettes from Tou. Saying it was troubleso to go that far, Tou chose a nearby path. Jeong Taeui walked alone through knee-high grass, getting bitten by bugs and scratched by leaves until he bled.

He shouldn’t have worn shorts. Just as he considered turning back, the sll of the sea reached him on the breeze.

Damn it. He should’ve co here with Xinlu. Maybe everything would’ve gone smoothly,

without the excitent...

Jeong Tacui grumbled at himself, putting the cigarette in his mouth. He lit it with the lighter

he took from Tou and took a deep drag.

"Sorry, trees. Even if you suffocate, bear with it a little."

Jeong Tacui apologized for smoking in the natural forest. Ahead was the sea.

But unfortunately, the sea wasn’t the only thing that appeared.

After enjoying the sea breeze, it seed soone was heading back this way. It was the person he least wanted to see now. Xinlu.

Hmm. Seeing him, Jeong Taeui instinctively looked for a place to hide, but before he could find a spot, Xinlu saw him.

Only after their eyes t did he realize he couldn’t hide. Xinlu looked surprised and paused but then continued walking towards him. After all, there was only one path.

"... Did you go for a walk?"

Jeong Tacui said awkwardly. It would be stranger to pass by without saying anything. Xinlu stared at Jeong Taeui and nodded without hesitation.

"Yes, did you too, Taeil-hyung?"

"Yeah, just... long ti no see."

Jeong Taeui replied shortly as if nothing had happened. But it was a failure. His face was

burning.

After a few more steps, Xinlu stopped, looking hesitant.

Jeong Tacui, with the cigarette in his mouth, worried but tried to act calm. Should he

apologize? Probably. But his mouth was too stiff to open.

"Have you moved rooms? Which room are you in?"

Finally, Xinlu spoke. Jeong Taeui replied.

"Yeah, I moved to Tou’s room. Oh, he said I had to report, but I forgot. I’m in his room with him now."

"Oh, Tou’s room. Got it."

Xinlu nodded. The atmosphere grew awkward again.

It was better than finding him in the room to talk, so that was good. But now the air felt

prickly and uncomfortable.

Jeong Taeui looked down at Xinlu, who was bowing. His long lashes fluttered a few tis. He could see a small whirl on the top of his head.

Such an adorable boy. He must like a cute, petite girl like a doll, sweet as cotton candy.

But suddenly, a big guy he saw as a brother did sothing shaful. He must be shocked.

Maybe even disgusted or annoyed.

"Why are you looking at

like that?" If he asked that, should Jeong Taeui brush it off,

saying he lost his mind for a mont? Or should he admit honestly, "Yes, I did?" Either way was tough, but Xinlu said.

"You often visit Officer Jeong’s room, right? You can’t go there now. During joint training,

contact between officers and mbers is prohibited."

"Huh? Oh... thanks."

Jeong Taeui knew that as his uncle had warned him, but after hesitating, he only thanked him. He was grateful Xinlu cared.

Right. Xinlu was trying to be kind to him. Even if he felt uncomfortable, he didn’t show it.

Every ti the conversation stalled, the silence grew.

Once again, the topic hit a dead end. Jeong Taeui noticed Xinlu’s awkward glance and

sighed, stepping aside. He realized he was blocking the path.

"Then I’ll go first."

Xinlu bowed and passed him. Jeong Taeui mumbled an apology. He wasn’t sure if Xinlu heard, as his voice was small.

Phew. He sighed and slowly moved. But suddenly, the footsteps behind stopped.

"Uh... Taeil-hyung"

He hesitantly called. Jeong Taeui stopped and turned. Xinlu looked at him, confused.

"Um... this... I..."

"....?"

"This..."

Xinlu’s face turned red, his voice a whisper.

Jeong Taeui felt extrely uneasy. He didn’t mind if Xinlu got angry or yelled. He braced

himself, fists clenched in his pockets.

But after a long pause, Xinlu said.

"I’ve slept with n before."

The cigarette in his mouth fell to the ground. He stared at Xinlu, stunned. Xinlu couldn’t

et his eyes, stamring.

"Two years after high school, I wasn’t very mature, but I went to a place for such people, n. That was my first ti..."

Xinlu’s face was as red as a ripe tomato before he finished.

Jeong Taeui stared blankly at Xinlu. His mind went blank.

After a long silence, Xinlu looked up at him and shouted.

"Hyung! The cigarette! The cigarette!"