Your and My Asylum Book 2: Chapter 8

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They say that the people who get mad are the ones whore on the losing side.

Anger narrows your field of vision. Anger prevents you from planning things out and causes your actions to be linear. Anger makes it so that youre unable to control yourself and causes you to thoughtlessly take actions that will bring harm to you in the long-run. However, the biggest problem with anger is the fact that it reveals your true self. It makes you stronger, but it becos that much dangerous as well. In any case, it makes it so that you have no more extra lives. If that true self of yours is defeated, then that represents your actual defeat. Its like rushing into a situation wearing nothing and swinging your blade around while your opposition hides behind a rampart thats made out of pretense, deception, and imitations. In the majority of cases, that blade will be blocked and your defenseless body will be stabbed until you fall.

People think like that.

I think like that.

Calm down, I tell myself. Be cool-headed, I tell myself. Nothing will change even if you entrust your body to anger, I tell myself. Sort it out, analyze it, dismantle it, and then strike the opening, I tell myself.

Thats what Ill do.

A heavy scent penetrated my nose the instant I entered the chamber.

Ammonia, hydrogen sulfide, nitrogen dioxide, red blood cells, protein, etc, the beings that were summoned from one of the 12 worlds which the Earl could ddle in, including Earth, were all emanating that awful internal sll together. Well, theres no way that beings which lose the ability to maintain themselves if theyre unable to eat would give off a good scent.

Full.

This place was filled with those acrid beings spread throughout the room.

Even in this mont, the very person behind spreading those beings out was absorbed in her task of spreading them out further. With a creature that appeared like an insect laid out on top of a workbench, she stabbed a knife into an organ which looked like the creatures shoulder joint. With careful movents, she pulled. There was a string wire tied to what appeared to be the creatures other shoulder. Like rising interest on a long-term saving, the fact that the creature was given pain even if it were left alone made it a clever move.

A cruel move.

As awful as the atrocious scent that was completely occupying the chamber.

The thought that Id return here one day, well, I did expect it was going to happen.

I spoke while fixing the position of my glasses on my face.

But I didnt think that itd be so soon.

The hands of the very person who was absorbed in her work stopped. Pat, pat, she half-heartedly wiped her hands off on her clothes before turning around.

Ah hah ha.

SheThe Silver Lion Earl, laughed.

Ah hah hah hah ha ha ha ha.

With a twisted smile on her face, which had blue-colored blood sared all over it, she raised her arms as if she were giving a speech. The fact that every single nail on her left hand was now dyed in black, it ant that she had used 3 more summons within that short period of ti, it ant that she had depleted 5 of her 12 monthly summons in a single day.

The creature on top of the workbenchas expected, the thing that resembled an insect must have been summoned like that.

A being that I didnt see back when I had put the torture chamber behind . Currently, the only new face among the otherworld beings here in the torture chamber was that giant insect.

If that were the case, then.

If that were the case, thenhow great would that be?

How many did you call?

Including this one, two. The other one is still confined in its cell. This onewas a bit, ah hah ha ha. It was being annoying. Even though its just a piece of trash that goes around digging holes like a Wrick, it gave additional trouble. As expected of newly summoned beings. They have good vigor. In order to show it my respect, I planned to give it a full-ti service course at my Silver Lion Massage Parlour.

The Silver Lion Earl, who had uttered those words, then folded her arms. Sticky liquid had seeped into her coat making it appear like the surface of a mire. A quagmire-like existence. The Multi-Dinsional Serial-Summoning Torture-Killer, the Silver Lion Earl.

AnywayMr. Yujin, what are you here for?

That mire, took a step towards .

Does Mr. Yujin have an interest in massages as well? Mm hmm, as you can see, I already have a previous engagent. Im behind on a lot of appointnts actually, but if you think about it, its okay! We arent strangers anyway, so the least I can do is let you go first. Ah ha ha, Mr. Yujin.

Another step.

I see your chest has been healed, huh? Did you apply dicine? Was it Ziaor, Yudia? Regardless of who it was, that, the side effects are quite severe, you know? Sothing like a convenient healing potion is sothing that only exists in Blizzard gas or an island country RPG. The dicine and healing magic in this world are things that just drag out your natural healing ability from the future and use it nooow after all. Itll heal imdiately, but in the long-run, Mr. Yujin, its no different to buying a house while falling into debt.

Another step.

The reason why Im telling you this, Mr. Yujin, Mr. Yujinyou mustnt misunderstand. You shouldnt go with the flow. If you misunderstand that part, then youll go under in a blink of an eye. You dont know what happens to the people whose bodies have gone under, right? What do you think will happen if your natural healing ability starts working in reverse? Your body will start to die even though youre not doing anything. Just like a zombie! If that happens, then youll end up using more dication in order to prevent that andWell, its not particularly different from overdosing on drugs. Its Hell. Your mind will stay sober even though your body is decaying. A Hell where the vector is backwards. Ah hah ha ha!

Another stepI spoke.

Im sorry.

The Silver Lion Earldidnt stop walkingbut tilted her head instead.

What are you apologizing for?

Because I wasnt well-mannered towards you.

The Silver Lion Earl stopped.

Towards the girl who was tilting her head and pressing her blue-blood covered hand against her chin, I spoke.

I should have considered you more.

In what regard?

The fact that I ca looking for you right now, the thing that happened back at the office, and before I even went on my vacation.

I got on one knee in order to match her eye level and spoke after taking off my glasses.

I ask you for your forgiveness.

The Silver Lion Earl stood in her spot. It seems she was thinking about what she had just heard.

Shortly after, she spoke up.

Forgiveness, is it?

She repeated it once more.

Forgiveness, you know.

The Silver Lion Earl raised one hand. She lowered it. With her hands now behind her back, and while standing, she tapped the heel of one foot with the tip of her other foot.

Its not difficult to show tolerance. Im the earl after all. But if I show it blindly, then the value of that tolerance dropping is the only thing thatll happen. Stop being ambiguous and say it properly. In what regard were you ill-mannered and in what regard were you not thinking about ?

I was tactless.

What kind of tact?

I should have noticed that being next to Sii was sothing that upset your mood.

The Silver Lion Earl shrugged.

Hu~? Not really. Sothing like that illegitimate child, I dont care about her whatsoever.

I should have quickly realized this before I learned how to speak this worlds language and I should have started off by putting my effort in diating that. I had quite a lot of ti before the test, so I cant possibly use that as an excuse for having neglected this. It was my mistake.

I said I didnt really feel that way and that I dont care about that illegitimate child. As I thought, arent Mr. Yujins ears useless?

Furthermore, the biggest mistake I made above all else was the fact that I had gone about my business thoughtlessly.

Silence.

Through servicing a maid without your permission, I hard your dignity. Its an action thats similar to having abandoned your favor. Im reflecting on it.

Favor, is it?

The Earl tapped on her cheek, tap, tap. Favor. After saying that as if she were ruminating it. Favor.

What kind of favor?

If I didnt have the clothes, food, and dwelling, which you had provided for , then I wouldnt have been able to survive.

You learned the language. Its probably possible for you to be peerless here with the knowledge you have of modern Earth.

Being able to learn that language was also thanks to your protection.

The Earl closed one eye.

Thats quite feudalistic. Youre saying that you felt gratitude towards because I gave you protection, therefore youre devoting yourself to because of that gratitude. However, Mr. Yujin, thats sothing that can be replaced if you just find another benefactor.

Its like that in regard to you being irreplaceable as well. Without your ability, I cant go back to my world.

Thats right. But Mr. Yujin.

The Earl tilted her head slightly.

This is like youre saying Thank you for feeding , giving clothes, and providing with a place to sleep, towards the kidnapper who had abducted you, Mr. Yujin, just because they gave you food, clothes, and a place to rest. Moreover, this is also like youre saying Since youre the only one who can release from my imprisonnt, Im thankful for that as well towards the kidnapper who had confined you. Normal people would get mad in this sort of situation, you know? Are you not angry? Or perhaps, as I thought, does Mr. Yujin have masochistic tendencies?

Although you saying that makes believe that you really do have the sa blood as Sii.

I dont have enough leisure to get mad at a truth that wont change even if I were to get upset at it.

Suure, thats right. It seems you really are suffering from masochistic tendencies, Mr. Yujin.

The Silver Lion Earl opened the eye she had shut.

In any case, handling you had beco a bit troubling. The more intense a persons emotional range is, the easier they are to handle, but in your case, it didnt seem like you had sothing like that. Since it felt like you didnt care if you yourself received harm or were humiliaated. Be that as it may, you didnt seem like you could be bribed with money either. In other words, youre a pet whose reaction is difficult to predict. That part about you makes you unique, that part about you makes you interesting, butMr. Yujin. That part about you, also troubled . Be it a hero or an adult, theyre both difficult to handle since they dont cling onto their own well-being.

The Silver Lion Earl put her arms behind her back.

But, theres also a way to handle those types of fellows in their own way.

She spoke in a light tone as if she were whistling.

Thats why, after making you get along with Mikatnis adopted daughter for a while, I tried cutting off her arm.

Silence.

And your reaction, ta-dah. It was dramatic.

The Silver Lion Earl giggled.

Ah hah ha. For Mr. Yujin to get that riled up. What am I supposed to do when you showed such a stereotypical reaction? YesYes, standard procedurethe more insensible a person is to their own harm, the stronger a persons sense of self-sacrifice is, the more sensitive they are to the harm of the people around them. Isnt everyone like that? Ive now found your weakness, your noose. If it were , Mr. Yujin, then I would be more concerned about this. From this day forth, the days thatll be awaiting Mr. Yujin, will be days of overwork which even the Mr. Yujin who has masochistic tendencies would find to be difficult to handle.

Thats not right.

The Silver Lion Earl stopped abruptly.

You didnt cut off Siis arm with that kind of thought in mind. Sothing like cutting off Siis arm in order to get a hold of my weakness, thats just sothing you added later on.

Hu~? I added it later on? Why does our Mr. Yujin think thats the case?

Because you arent that kind of person.

Ah hah ha! Whats with that? Hm? Hm? You arent that kind of person, shock! I never thought that Id actually hear sothing like this in real life. Just how do you see as, Mr. Yujin? Im,

Youre.

The Silver Lion Earl.

The Silver Lion Earl.

Her and my gaze crossed.

Because youre the Silver Lion Earl.

I repeated,

Because you arent a fellow whose head is good enough to co up with sothing like that.

The Silver Lion Earl had a puzzled look.

I elaborated.

Of course, there are fellows whore able to wring out that kind of intrigue. Extrely strange tacticians who feel as if theyd appear in fictional stories actually do exist in the world. Ive t a countless number of those kinds of monsters.

Joo Chanmi. Lee Seonha. My elder cousin. Saei.

Although the category is a bit differentYudia Batsand.

But thats not you. You arent Josua or Akagi Shigeru. Your head isnt as good as theirs. Since you were born wrong and raised wrong, youre just soone who will one day beco a trendously twisted human, thus youre incapable of squeezing out that kind of intrigue. Silver Lion Earl, the reason why you severed Siis arm.

Isnt because of so grandiose stratagem like that.

Its simply because you didnt like the fact that the Sii, who you hated, was playing around with , your toy.

The Silver Lion Earl stood still.

My right hand that Sii had bruised.

Siis right arm that had been cut off.

Zia who took care of Sii.

Made the person who was nothing more than a guest, Yudia BatsandZias teacher, be the one to cut off that arm.

Self-conscious,

The Silver Lion Earl then uttered.

Your ego is overinflatedMr. Yujin. In other words, Mr. Yujin is saying thatthis Silver Lion Earl of the world, showed possessiveness.

And because Sii bothered you.

To so illegitimate child like that! Youre saying that I was throwing that kind of childish tantrum, Mr. Yujin!

Thats right.

What kind of person do you see this Silver Lion Earl as!?

After seeing you as the Silver Lion Earl.

Sothing like that, I.

Youve been doing it to this very day.

I spoke up.

In the first place, everything youve done until now, were all things like that, werent they?

In order to either vent your anger or pass the ti, you tortured people who didnt have human rights.

Once the maid you cherished stole sothing, you ca to while drinking alcohol.

Youre boundlessly soft to Zia whos your close-aid.

You waste your 12 monthly summons and even put your hand on the taxes a bit.

A mass of narcissism.

A girl whos turning 16 this year and just has a slightly good head on her shoulders.

Her directional nature was simply absurdly crooked, the essence of her being was no different to a child throwing a tantrum.

Youre just human after all.

The Silver Lion Earl, was human.

Everyone, was human.

YujinYujin. Han Yujin.

The Silver Lion Earl spoke while gritting her teeth.

You ca here, to ask for forgiveness but are you here, to insult instead? Patronizing , Mr. Yujin.

Silver Lion Earl, the fact that I was unable to be well-mannered towards you ans that I was unable to beco certain in that regard.

I folded my glasses, put them into my pocket, and lowered my head.

I thought that you were a bit more insane. I thought that you had no attachnt. That Zia was the only person who was special to you, that you wouldnt care about how I went about my business. There was no way that you would. Even when we were in front of Yudia, you ntioned things like public favor and whatnot. Although you displayed responsibility and possessiveness towards your city, I misunderstood and thought that I wasnt a part of that. Thats why, by carrying out actions that hard your reputation and lowered my value as your property, I ended up upsetting you.

The essentials were this.

Sorry.

I.

Im yours. Regardless of whether I want to be or not, Im yours. From this point forth, I wont misunderstand this fact even in the slightest degree. Ill be conscious of this at all tis. Until the day Im able to safely return ho, Im your possession.

I,

Han Yujin is the Silver Lion Earls property.

A drop of blood dripped down onto the floor of the torture chamber.

It was blood that had flowed down the Silver Lion Earls chin. From her bottom lip, it was flowing from the place where she was biting down onto with her canines.

Thats why, Your Excellency Silver Lion Earl, bestow generosity upon who belongs to you. Return Siis arm.

I bowed.

Please.

The Silver Lion Earl stood while biting her lip for a long ti.

After standing for a while, she uttered.

Thats funny.

Silence.

I said its funny, Mr. Yujin. Just, how. . Ah, what do I look like to you? And even then, whether Id return that arm to you. If I dont return it, then.

Ill ask you to return it every ti the opportunity presents itself.

Thats right. Itll beco tireso so Ill probably just kill you, you know?

In order for that to not happen, Ill prove my usefulness and loyalty to you.

Ah, just die.

Sorry.

A silence flowed by.

The Silver Lion Earl roughly wiped the blood off of her mouth. One step, two step. As if she were looking at sothing repulsive, she looked down at with her arms folded.

I looked straight into her eyes and spoke.

Siis arm.

The Silver Lion Earl let out a sigh.

Ill give it.

Thank you.

Whatever, a piece of trash like that. If this were Korea, then I would have had to pay a fee for throwing out trash illegally if I kept it around. In any case, Ill give it to you so go away. Since it seems I, Mr. Yujin, need to relieve my mood which has beco a ss because of you.

After saying that, the Silver Lion Earl turned around and headed back towards the torture rack. She picked up the dagger which she had put down earlier and placed it against the creature that was lying on top of the torture rack.

I didnt have any particular thoughts about that.

I knew that this was sothing that occurred even before I was summoned here. Be it Zia or the Earl, they had both raised up to be so hero or adult, but I wasnt that sort of impressive existence. Similar to how the Silver Lion Earl was just human, I was nothing more than human as well. In the end, Im only capable of the things that were within my limitations. I,

I can entertain you more.

Mr. Yujin.

Without turning around, the Silver Lion Earl spoke.

Thats not it. Right now, youre supposed to just turn around and leave. While acknowledging your weakness and acknowledging your own cowardice, youre supposed to calmly nod your head and leave. You did that well back when you were spending your ti in this basent, didnt you?

However, this creature, was most likely summoned only a few dozen minutes ago.

The other one who was still locked in the cell as well.

If that was the case, then there was still.

Get lost.

Earl. Ill entertain,

I told you to leave three tis nooow. If its the smart Mr. Yujin, then you wouldnt want to repeat the sa mistake, right?

The Earl turned to look at . Gray sunken eyes that appeared like crushed snow were directed towards .

5.

I held onto my beads tightly.

4.

The Earl tightened her grip on her dagger.

3. 2. 1!

Yujin! Im here to help!

The door to the torture chamber was swung open and Zia had entered.

A candlelight entered between the Earl, who was standing in front of the torture rack with a dagger gripped tightly in her hand, and . The nurous specks of dust that were drifting underneath the light swirled around. They flowed according to the heavy breaths coming out from Zias mouth, and flowed according to the swaying of her uniform. The dust swirled around before descending to the floor.

The Earl pressed her hand against her forehead.

Just die already, seriously.

I-Ill summarize what happened just now. I opened the door and entered the torture chamber in order to help Yujin, but the mont I entered the room, Her Excellency told to die. Although I think that Ill be unable to understand whats going on, I have no idea whats happening.

The Silver Lion Earl threw her dagger. After contemplating whether she should dodge it or get hit by it, Zia moved her upper body at the last second and chose the path of dodging it. Despite that, the fact that she wasnt able to dodge it completely and ended up having her cheek be scathed by the blade, that was really a Zia-like behavior.

However, Zia Batsand was also a knight. Not minding the blood that was flowing down her cheek, and with a knight-like behavior,

Your Excellency the Earl. For Your Excellency, I.

Shut up.

Yes.

She shut her mouth with a Zia-like behavior.

It seed the Earl was brimming with the desire to ask why Zia had co here, but I could tell why she didnt because of the fact that the venom in the Silver Lion Earls voice had dissipated. With a tired expression, the Earl pressed on her temple with her hand for a while.

If I were to say it, then.

The Silver Lion Earl spoke as if she were fed up.

Mr. Yujin. Certainly, as you said, it was a lie when I stated that the reason why I cut off Mikatnis adopted daughters arm was because I wanted to find your weakness. If I wanted to do that, then I would have done it while you were here. Also, without needing to even do that, there are things in the world which you dont have to even confirm. If I just summon a Korean and threaten you, even if its not a Korean, if I summon sothing that looks like a Korean and threaten you with them, its possible to make you move if I summon any intelligent life form and use them as blackmail. The question is.

Now then, Mr. Yujin, heres a question, the Silver Lion Earl continued.

I, thought of sothing fun, I tell you. Handing you the knife, you cut them, I tell you. Ill be watching, I tell you. And if you dont, then Ill cut off Mikatnis adopted daughters other arm, I tell you. Can you do it?

Silence.

I, thought of sothing fun, I tell you. Give the nas of five people, I tell you. Five people from your world, I tell you. The people you cherish, are intimate with, and feel affection for, I tell you. Can you tell them?

Zia raised her head.

Your Excellency, you shouldnt do.

I said to shut up.

Yes.

Zia lowered her head.

.

I can do it and I can say it.

The Silver Lion Earl gazed at . I spoke.

Ill do it. Although I dont like stimulating things. If I can prevent Siis arm from being cut off by torturing that creature until your mood is better, then Ill do it. Afterwards, Ill probably search for a way to heal that creature and send them back ho. Furthermore, Ill say it. Even if you summon those 5 people, itll be fine as long as I can protect them.

Mm hm. So youre saying its possible. That you can even shoulder them. Your reason being because you can still restore them back to normal. However, Mr. Yujin, there are actions in the world that cant be undone. What if I tell you to not cut, but to kill them? Youre going to kill that precious person the mont I summon them, what if I tell you this? Mr. Yujin.

Silence.

Can you say it?

Silence.

Can you still, say that Han Yujin is the Silver Lion Earls possession?

With her arms behind her back, the Silver Lion Earl lowered her back. Without even glancing at the panicking Zia, the Silver Lion Earl turned her head.

Can you still, say that Im human?

Silence.

This, will continue.

The Silver Lion Earl released the steel wires and snapped her fingers. The insect creature who was being tortured had their summon canceled and vanished.

It would have been great if it had returned to its own world, but I was aware that that wasnt the case. As the Silver Lion Earl had said, this will continue. There was no way to know whether it would happen soti in the future or within the next few seconds. The mont when the continuation of this situation isnt an assumption and ends up being actually carried out, will occur.

I only do the things that I can do.

Thats why,

Ill make it so that I can say it.

Ah hah.

The Silver Lion Earl placed one hand against her mouth.

Ah hah hah hah ha.

Grabbed her stomach with her other hand.

Ah hah ha ha ha ha ha ha hah ah hah ah ha ha ha ah hah hah ha ha ha ha hah ah hah hah hah hah ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.

It abruptly stopped.

The Silver Lion Earl dragged Zia and left. Having been left by myself in the torture room, I motionlessly stared at the closed door.

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TL note: Thats 3 chapters in one week. I think Im going to die. I know the chapters are shorter, but uploading 3 short chapters takes more effort than uploading a single long chapter. This is mainly because of the multiple editing processes. In any case, everything has been incredibly stressful for this week, so translating this chapter really felt like Hell since nothing sounded right in my head. (Theres also those people who were nitpicking rather trivial things about my translations, but lets not worry about that). Anyway, I probably need to get so rest, but Ill bear with it for now. Ill most likely completely finish volu 2 next week, so Ill take my rest after that.