After we were all done eating, Akira forced Kazu-kun to rest and went on to do the dishes. He sat down on the couch, and I finally got the chance to snuggle up to him. His body was so warm, and his scent was making my mind go fuzzy. Nothing could compare to having him close to him.
"Soone is happy that I am finally here," he teasingly said, and my face heated up.
"It’s your fault for making love you so much," I said, pouting and continuing to snuggle against him. He started caressing my head, and I leaned into it. His hand was so firm yet soft, if I wasn’t careful, I know I would just fall asleep with just this.
His teasing is not wrong, though; I am happy that he is finally here. Really happy. After our argunt in the afternoon, I didn’t get a chance to be close to him. He said he won’t hate , that he would love no matter what. I will hold him against those words, but that’s not enough. I have to make sure there is not a single crack in our relationship. He has to love like he promised.
He has turned into a half-vampire like , and while I can’t hold in the happiness that he has to drink my blood every day to live, there is still this uncertainty in my heart. I’m not sure how long his life will be. If it’s just like mine, he won’t have too long to live. On top of that, his birthday cos before mine, so the chances of him dying months before are also imnse. Will I even be able to keep myself sane if he dies before I do? Even if it were from natural causes. Could I live for another mont knowing I won’t be able to see him anymore?
I don’t believe in the afterlife, but having those thoughts makes beg for there to be one. I don’t want to just die off and disappear after not seeing him for that long. I want to see him again in after afterlife, live forever with him. Every inch of my body is begging for us to just convert into normal vampires and have an infinite life span. If there is not a forever, I will do sothing to make that the case. I can’t stay away from Kazu-kun. I can’t live with even the slightest doubt of having him hate .
I don’t want to be away from him. Not again, not ever. I made sure Akira got the stuff from a nearby convenience store while Kazu-kun was busy getting the groceries. There are no ifs or buts. No possibilities. I will make sure Kazu-kun keeps loving no matter what.
"I love you..." I muttered under my breath and felt a warm kiss on my head. I looked up to see his handso face beaming with the most beautiful smile I have ever seen.
"I love you too, Ai," he said, and my heart skipped a beat. My body started to feel warm inside, and I leaned against him even more. I need to preserve this face forever, no matter what I have to do. I will stop acting on my impulses, too.
He said it was okay for couples, but I don’t want to fight him. I don’t want to do anything that would make him upset. Whatever Kazu-kun says, goes. I will beco his in every sense of being, and I will make sure every inch of him is mine.
"I love you so much," he followed up and placed another kiss on his head. I believe you. I do, but I am still scared. I’m sorry.
"I love you even more," I replied, lifting my head and eting his eyes. They are so pretty...
He lowered his head, and our lips touched for a mont before he pulled away. I wanted him to kiss more, but I know why he is doing that. I turned my head to look at Akira, still cleaning the dishes. We were both surprised that she knew how to do them given but her answer was all the sa. She learned everything about housework to be of use to us. Her dedication is on another level. Well, nowhere near my dedication to Kazu-kun, but still respectable.
"Hmm?" Kazu’s phone rang and he picked it up. I could lightly hear who the person on the other side was, and his eyes stared ahead with a blank expression before he looked at . He nods his head and cuts the call.
"What did Natsumi-san say?" I asked him, and he took a deep breath before saying anything.
"She asked all three of us to co to the VEO tomorrow. I have to get my check-up done and..." he paused for a bit, still unsure of this plan. "Draw your and Akira’s blood."
She did ntion that in the afternoon, when Kazu-kun was hyperventilating. Ever since he has turned into this, his mind has been a lot more unstable than before. I don’t bla him for that. Having to take in this much information on the go while your life is on the line will definitely have its toll on him. I saw him revert back to his little self, so afraid of everything and everyone, and every fibre in my body rushed to be by his side. I don’t want him to suffer this much; he doesn’t deserve this. Which is why I will do everything in my power to soothe his pain and worries.
No matter what.
He may distance himself from out of worries for , so I have to prove to him that I am just as strong. He thinks he is doing this for my safety, but I am safe when I am around him. I am happy when he is near. If you love , please don’t go anywhere. I can’t handle anything without you.
"I will be taking my leave now, Kazuki-sama, Ai-sama," Akira said after finishing the last of the dishes and bowing before us. Kazu-kun looked at and then back at Akira, but before he could say anything, Akira spoke up again. "Please, do not ask to stay any longer. I would prefer to keep giving you two your ti now. You have been extrely kind to today, and I will never forget this, but please, allow to take my leave."
Nice one, Akira.
"Okay, I understand. But do co with us to the VEO tomorrow. We have to get your and Ai’s blood drawn," he said, and Akira tilted her head in confusion.
"What would that be for?" she asked.
"To store it in blood bags and for to drink from. It was sothing Natsumi-san recomnded for to keep my urges in check. Also, we may move soon, so if possible, looking into so place nearby ours," he said, and Akira nodded her head and bowed again.
"I understand, now allow to leave," she said, and Kazu-kun nodded before she vanished right before our eyes.
Once she left, he stretched his arms in the air and wrapped them around my body. He slid down and rested his head on my shoulder, and I started caressing his hair. His eyes slowly closed, and he gently kissed his forehead.
"Sleepy?" I asked him and he nodded his head.
"A little too much happened today. Again," he said, letting out a sigh, and I giggled.
"Okay then, ti to head for the bed!" I announced, standing up and picking him up in my arms. He got flustered by the act, and his face turned red. Oh my god, he looks so cute! I should do this more!
"Why am I being the one being carried like this?" he asked , and I just started to walk to our bedroom. There was no way I was going to let him go after I saw that expression.
"Don’t worry, Kazu-kun, I’ll be the one taking care of you tonight," I said and teasingly licked my lip. I could see him shudder at the thought and look the other way. Oh my, is soone shy?
"Maybe...not today..." he ekly said, and I was taken aback by it. Why? Why does he not want that? Is he not attracted to anymore? Is it my scars? They have to be right? I an, I look hideous with them on. But what if it isn’t? What could be the reason? Did I not react properly last ti? Did I do sothing wrong? Why is Kazu-kun saying no to this after being so flustered? Does he not like doing it with ? "I’m scared I might lose myself against, like last ti..."
I see.
I t his eyes, and he did look uncertain about it. Looks like asking Akira for that was not needed. Well, it will co in handy later. I am so glad he is not repulsed by . This dumb little guy will kill himself with worry before doing anything about it. Well, that is also part of what I love so much about him.
I shouldn’t push him for that. He will show when he wants it. Yes, I don’t need to rush in. He still loves a lot.
I placed him on the bed and wrapped him up in the blanket before I sat next to the burrito. I placed my hand on his head and started caressing it. Sleep, my love, get your well-deserved rest.
"Shouldn’t we take a bath before?" he asked. "Or maybe change into different clothes?"
"Oh my, does Kazu-kun want to strip before . I won’t mind the show," I said in a suggestive tone, and he smirked.
"Maybe I want to see Ai do a little show for ," he said in a confident tone, and my face heated up. Wait, he wants to do that for him? I an, it is Kazu-kun after all. I can do it for him. Yes, I can. No need to be shy, Kazu-kun has seen many tis before. He loves and my body. I have never done this before, but I’ll try my best. "Cute."
"You were teasing ?" I asked him and he gave a big smile.
This boy! I swear he will kill one day with that smile of his. I can’t even be mad at him.
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