"......This takes back like so"
I muttered so in the darkness.
Where I am now is probably inside a dream, and this darkness has always been tornting , trying to knock down into despair.
{You are a cursed child. As if you could ever beco happy.}
A voice embraced with unpleasant feelings from the bottom of one's heart envelops .
Disgusting, irritating, but the feeling of fear I had for a long ti in regard to this voice didn't co to mind at all.
"I......have changed after all didn't I."
In response to my relaxed voice, the thing that was approaching in front of stopped moving.
I'm sure it tried to tornt like it has always done, but the current is not fragile enough to be dealt with this level of fearIt's because Nii-san, an existence most precious person to , is by my side.
"You too......Mashiro too, right?"
"Un"
Mashiro appeared next to in an instant.
It wouldn't be an exaggeration to say that she looks exactly like , and she's been by my side as far to the first ti I gained awareness of things around ...... By being given a na, she is a girl who has acquired her own existence in the truest sense of the word.
{Why......why aren't you in despair?}
"Despair, is it......'cause no need to do anyway? For , I don't need to be afraid of nightmares like you anymore really."
Yes, I no longer hate my birth anyway, nor do I hold a grudge against the world itself as well.
Because I learned that I don't need to do such things anymore, and if I'm going to do that kind of thing or so, I'd rather be lovey-dovey with Nii-san.
"......Chiso really has beco stronger. That's why it's okay."
"Mashiro......that's also you too right?"
"e?"
"I will no longer be swayed by power, I will no longer see my heart broken. The sa is true for that sense of security, but even Mashiro wish to want to be with Nii-san. That's why sa as your heart is also getting stronger, was it not?"
This girl and I are the sa, and we'll love Nii-san to no end.
Until not long ago, Mashiro only understood things such as like, love, and atmosphere, but by interacting with Nii-san, Mashiro understood all of that and beca infinitely closer to a person.
"......Un. I've always hated seeing Chiso get hurt figure. But eting Onii-sama, Chiso beca brighter, and at the sa ti made the heart stronger. Seeing Chiso like that made also think that to just be afraid is no good, similarly I wanted to be strong that's why."
I nodded at Mashiro's words.
The reason Mashiro and I have changed and beco stronger like this is all because Nii-san showed us the light.
It's because he had sent us happy days and fun tis that we don't have ti to do sothing like despair.
" and Mashiro are no longer in a dinsion where we can be manipulated by a nature's unknown thing like you. The reason you haven't appeared in my dreams until now is surely, because you can't absorb the fear and sadness from anymore right?"
{................}
Apparently it hits a bull's-eye.
Precisely because it's not just but also Mashiro are being enveloped by happiness, this black mist that feeds on our fears and sadness is losing the power to exist.
"Just disappear already. To the point where I sohow forget about your existence, I don't care about you anymore that's why."
{......that guy's fault huh. Because of that foreign object fault is it}
The voice coming from the black mist contained anger for the first ti.
I could feel such will, as if it was determined to get out of here and do sothing about Nii-san.
Of course, this thing can't leave here, so there's no problem, but as my Nii-san (brother) and lover, to my future husband, I won't forgive it to direct that kind of feeling, not even for a mont.
{-!?}
When I hold up my hand, the chain with a sinister aura entangles in the black mist.
That thing struggles to sohow escape, but I won't let it escape anymore......I know this is the mont for , in the true aning of the word, to break free from that thing's spell.
"Mashiro too"
"?"
"You'll get through it with too. From now on and always, you want to be together with Nii-san right? Even you want to reassure him, that everything's fine now right?"
"!!"
With a sharp expression on her face, Mashiro nodded, and put her own hand on top of mine.
"......Isn't it so. We've been together until now. Before I t Nii-san, I thought of you as just a tool and didn't even give it a serious thought."
"That's normal"
"It was normal isn't it. But now it's different...... and Mashiro no matter what happens, if we don't co out okay, it can't go."
"......Is it because Onii-sama will be sad?"
"You did well to understand didn't you."
Yes, if sothing happens to us, Nii-san will end up being sad.
If it was for Nii-san I would even do anything, especially I also often think that I don't mind even sacrificing myself or such......but that was no good.
{The futility of it all}
"It's not futile." (Chiso)
"Not futile." (Mashiro)
It's necessary for the sake our future.
As Mashiro and I put our strength into it, the chains that wrapped that thing around gradually got stronger, and as if crushed to death, it disappeared as it is.
"......I'm taken aback to think that there are no screams or anything. But?"
"Un. That thing is not inside us anymore. We're fine now."
"......I'm glad."
If that's the case, Nii-san should never have to be chained by nightmares again because of us......that's what first made feel at ease.
As if that relief had awakened us from the nightmare, when I suddenly realized I was awake.
"......a"
I opened my eyes and found myself in Nii-san's arms.
"Suu......Suu......" *zzz*zzz*
Nii-san is sleeping while looking like he is holding in his arms.
"It's like a hugging pillow then," I don't hate it at all anyway, rather I'm so happy that I end up grinning.
".............I'm no good aren't I."
I rember the dream I had just before...... but that sort of thing doesn't matter anymore.
I've been having troubles lately, and that is that my body ends up craving it just by slling Nii-san's scent......even skinship in the sa manner as before is wholly fine, but my heart and body are screaming and begging for proof that I am Nii-san's woman.
"Nii-san......I, I really want to do lewd things with Nii-san."
I want to overlap my body with Nii-san, I want a more deeper connection......I also know that Nii-san is glancing (repeatedly) curious about my body anyway, and I know that he's looking at sexually too......and yet I from myself don't step in to the point where I can't turn back is because I'm still a junior high school student.
"They say things like age doesnt matter when it cos to love, but even so, at least Ill put up with it until I beco a high school student. I'm sure Nii-san will feel more at ease that way."
That's why it's just a few months of patience......when I beco a high school student, I'll even convey to Nii-san that I want to do this.
It might be my own selfish assumption, but I don't think Nii-san will ever refuse.
I don't know why, but I had that kind of intuition embrace this heart of mine.
"But I can't sleep huh......what about Mashiro?"
I'm sure we were in the sa bed when we went to sleep should be, but it seems like she's back into my shadow again.
This is already like a habit of hers; it's not that she has trouble falling asleep, but her body will end up returning to my shadow on its own I think.
"Fufuu, that side of her is also cute, but I think, sa as , it seems she'll beco able to, like, stay in this bed much longer sooner or later."
Even now, there are also tis when Mashiro stays until morning, but it's more common for her to end up returning to the shadows I think, if I had to pick which.
"......a little bit......just a little bit......just the tip is fine right Nii-san......?"
Nii-san is inside a deep sleep, so there's no way he'll answer my query.
After I confird that, I unbuttoned the top button of my pajamas, and although I didn't take them off completely, I exposed my skin as if to make it easier to touch.
"Yoishotto" *huff*
I turned my back to Nii-san and deftly, in that position, so that it was as if his hands ca to my chest.
"un"
Lately, what I've been addicted to, that is having my sleeping Nii-san touch the sensitive parts of my body......ummm, a perverted act that I can't even describe.
If this were sothing like a manga, the other person would actually be awake, there is also such a thing but unfortunately Nii-san is terrifyingly good at falling asleep, so that's not the case.
"Nii-san......I like you. , I really like Nii-san......I love you"
It's a sinful night while I whisper my love to Nii-san, and I knead my own breasts with his hands...... But, you know? This excites the most
As expected, when Mashiro is conscious, I don't do it, but precisely because it's a ti like this, I can do it.
"Nii-san? Soday, definitely with your own will, touch my body as you please okay? That ti from now, I'm looking forward to it with all my heart"
But......assuming there is a world where the original ate Nii-san, it ans that wasn't soone else's problem but......it is that isn't it.
"I so want to be lewdly eaten by Nii-san, and I also co to want to really lewdly eat Nii-san is kind of......good isn't it"
It doesn't have to be bloody; it's fine, you also think so too right?
......wait, I wonder who I'm asking......I'm getting sleepy anyway, I'm going to sleep.
Nii-san's hand is...... Ehehe, I wonder if it's fine to let it stay like this, tomorrow's reaction I'm incredibly looking forward to it!
[Author's Afterword]
The next volu is just around the corner, in other words, the school edition with the addition of Chiso.
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