As incredible as it may seem, I was able to rest in this forest without any problems, I felt so Demons in the distance, but none of them approached and each one of them made my blood run cold as I felt their presence proving to be much more than I could face.
The only thing I could think of is that Callidora must have done sothing to make this area safe, she doesn't want anyone to interfere with her plans and that was the best news I could ask for since she created the only safe area where she could rest.
As soon as my body was lighter after hours of rest I realized that the body is healed, but the vitality had been consud to heal the body and I can't recover my vitality in this damned Hell.
"(At least the pressure on my mind from the exhaustion of keeping the Aura Relic activated for so long has recovered to rest.)" (I)
"Now I have to recover my energy, I spent a lot of my Mana and Spiritual Energy in the final phase of that fight against the Undead." (I)
"Should I use my Aura Relic to consu so Demons?" (I)
"It wouldn't be good, I'm not sure of the consequences of this yet and I don't want to depend on a power I don't fully understand." (I)
"(Wait! In Hell I'm supposed to be the only one with a real body and still alive... right?)" (I)
Finally being in a calm and safe place has allowed to not only rest, but it has also allowed to calm my mind to think clearly about everything I have been going through without having to watch my back due to constant attacks.
For days I have been going through so many things that this was the opportunity to put everything in order, depending on luck in this damn place will only lead to my death, I prefer to trust only in my own ability.
"(Having a way to recover my energy is a priority...)" (I)
I keep thinking as I replay in my mind the mories of everything I went through in this place and thanks to that I was able to realize sothing, I recovered energy by consuming the Spectral Dragon last ti, and this includes my vitality.
The problem is that it was a Spectral creature, it did not have any type of physical body or life that could provide with vitality and blood, its only type of energy was death energy, but even so, when my Aura Relic consud it I was filled exactly for the types of energy it needed, being Vitality, Mana, Ki and Spiritual Energy with only the latter making sense.
"I didn't feel the death energy enter my body at that mont, I'm sure." (I)
I look at my hand, my Aura still circulating over the surface of my body like a second layer of skin, I am doing it all the ti even as I fight that over ti I am doing it almost automatically, a layer of concentrated Aura like a permanent barrier around .
"My Aura Relic converted death energy into other types of energy? Did it do the sa to other types of energies?" (I)
Images of my combats using my Aura Relic co to mind, the form of my Aura Relic is a substitute for my own blood, sothing between the liquid of blood and the ethereal of energy, it can change its form following my will and be incorporated in spells, skills, Spiritual Runes or just being crystallized in the form of weapons, armor and even equipnt like those needles.
"My Aura Relic has the ability to transform and so does what it consus... but why?" (I)
"..." (I)
"I don't rember possessing this type of ability at any point, so where does the origin of this power co from?" (I)
"..." (I)
This universe may be magical or whatever, but things don't co out of nowhere, powers of the elents co from the affinities of each elent and that's why only after obtaining these affinities was I able to use power from various elents, I was also only able to fuse powers, elents, and bloodlines when I acquired the synthesis skill, even the ability to acquire skills cos from my power to devour other creatures.
"Power can only co from one of the two parts that form my Aura Relic, so either it cos from my blood or it cos from my Aura." (I)
"If it cos from my blood the biggest chance would be that the power cos from my Mother, as a Goddess I'm not exactly sure what she can do, so that would be a possibility." (I)
"Now if this power cos from my Aura, then it ans that there is still power in my Aura that I am unaware of, as it has undergone so many changes yet it has beco one thing, my unique Aura of Chaos ability has integrated all the other Auras into it and the na remains the sa." (I)
"Each Aura has certain unique characteristics that are not described in its function when identified, I learned this in practice, and even though I have not used my Aura in different ways, I don't think I have ever used my Aura of Chaos frequently." (I)
"Chaos... everyone is always talking about the power of Chaos and I never felt like I was using this power all the ti... I wonder if..." (I)
The information from the past appearing in my mind, the way I saved Layla in the past by turning 5 soul fragnts into just 1, the way I transford Nix's Soul completely into a Spirit when I released her, and the way all my Awakening Ceremonies have success when there should be a certain possibility of failure, a very high possibility from what I read in the Dungeon library, I never stopped to think about it deeply and perhaps I should have done so sooner. n--01n
"Even my Chaotic Devourer has the na chaos in the middle... can I consider that this ability gradually transforms based on those I consu?" (I)
"The circle of life is always described in the sa way." (I)
"Creation, Transformation, and Destruction before returning to the beginning." (I)
"There are also those who say it is Creation, Destruction and Transformation." (I)
"But the important thing is that by associating these three points I can order it like this?" (I)
Creation = Life
Destruction = Death
Transformation = Chaos
"..." (I)
Suddenly I felt like my mind was lighting up, I always associated unexplainable things as being in a magical world or intervention of the Gods, but now it was like the pieces were falling into place.
When I acquired the powers of fire and water I was able to overlook the contradiction of having two different Affinities, but when I acquired the powers of Light and Darkness, which are more than just opposites, I started to find it strange.
What actually surprised was my Auras, I achieved several Aura skills by consuming others, but two among these Auras should not be able to be in the sa individual, the Auras of Life and Auras of Death.
"Chaos... transformation... change... path... path?" (I)
Suddenly I rember my dreams and my evolutions, the path in the field of stars, the changes in life are always associated as part of the road of life, a path.
"If Creation is the starting point and Destruction is the final destination... transformation can only be the path that leads from one point to another, then leads back, completing the circle." (I)
Suddenly I felt my Aura vibrate throughout my body, it seed comfortable now, I felt as if an arm had been dislocated all this ti and I had just cracked my bones putting the arm back in place thus recovering normal movents, my Aura was no longer sothing that I was learning to control, is now completely part of and the changes were not just the Aura.
I began to feel the Starfire within becoming active once again and Callidora's words appeared in my mind.
"(What you seek burns within you.)" (Callidora)
I already knew that the Fla was associated with my Authority from that mont, but I didn't know how to control it until now, I tried to use my Aura to ss with the Starfire while resting earlier without success, but now it is different.
"My Soul has changed... my Aura has changed... my body has changed... my Authority has also changed..." (I)
From the beginning the Starfire was constantly transforming my body during my fight against my sister Natasha in an endless cycle of destruction and healing, I look up at the energy of death being refined by the Starfire that Callidora got from , and I finally understand.
"Transformation... so that was it... infinite transformations... infinite paths... unpredictability against Natural Harmony... the complete cycle." (I)
Suddenly my body was surrounded by Starfire and I wasn't scared, unlike before, I feel comfortable now as Starfire rges with Aura like a third layer of skin around my body.
I look around and finally, I can feel the cycle of transformations distorted as various paths forcibly linked everywhere, it seems so obvious now since I ca here I realized that there was no harmony, there is no cycle of life in hell, there is no creation and here destruction is eternal during all transformations.
"(That's why Elizabeth sent here... the fundantal discrepancy in Hell would make it easier for to see... a perfect link to understanding my Authority for the first Ti.)" (I)
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