Why Are You So Obsessed With Rejecting Affection? Chapter 18

Im sick of it. How can I get through this sinister life?

Above all, I kept getting impatient thinking about how much Lucy and Deleign were worried when they saw missing.

Im doing pwetty well. Please be nice to evewyone.

I had a bad hunch. I beca more and more desperate for soone to co running to .

I grinned while holding back what I wanted to say and bite my lips.

I see.

Diwecto, whewe is thwis place? Thewe awr still two weeks weft(Director, where is this place? There are still two weeks left)

Why would she want to kidnap so dangerously?

If the Grand Duke doesnt accept , Ill be going out in two weeks.

I pressed my nervousness down and asked carefully.

I guess even though youre useless you need a place, and I heard that soone is looking for you.

The director said with a fishy smile. At the sa ti, the person standing behind ca one step forward.

I think its him who used magic. Then dont tell

He stood in front of and slowly took off his hood.

An unforgettable face even in a dream.

As soon as I saw him, I couldnt help but shiver with shock.

Its him!

My head was full of shock.

The one who pulled my spirit out of the orphanage when I just entered this body!

The Queens errand boy!

The mans eyes gave a cold stare.

I opened my mouth to scream.

However, I was so shocked that I couldnt hear the sound properly. I could only faintly hear the frightened sound of my breath.

Youre trying to take my power away again!

Shuelina has been deprived of her spirit power by the Queens errand boys since she was a baby.

There were about five people who ca to rob my spirit power. It seed to change periodically.

Age and gender are different, but they have sothing in common. They all use magic.

I cant resist from that mont on when this man cast his spell on .

It was like being tied to the neck at the end of a harness to capture the spirit power.

When his magic began to take action, I felt more terrible.

The blood in my body drained away, and there was a terrible soreness that seed to twist sowhere in my intestinal organs.

Help, help!

I found soone to help .

The sound barely escaped from my throat wafted without equilibrium. A faint entreaty rang out.

In a remote alleyway, there is no way for people to react. Even though I knew it, I couldnt help but call him.

Long ti no see.

The mans voice was as eerie as a snake licking its ears.

The feeling like your whole body is sinking from your feet to the floor.

I wanted to get out of his sight and run away.

Diwecto!

I didnt want to call the director.

She wont help anyway. Far from helping, she was a person who cooperated with the enemy.

The heads of all the orphanages that Shuelina has gone through have aid at taking away her spirit power. It was the power of money and intimidation.

The imdiate director was no different. Its no use anyway

But the fragile part of made call the director.

Obviously, I ca and went there a month ago

It is not the ti to extract the spirit power yet. n usually visit once every two months.

This ti, it was clear that the Queen had sent an additional ssage a warning about going to the Grand Duke.

No, no

I sat down on the floor and started to crawl using my hips.

If you can tell how to use the spirit power and how to use it clearly.

Power certainly exists, but I couldnt use it.

In a desperate situation, I bit my lips firmly and tried to bear the pain that was coming soon.

It will be over soon.

Like last ti, the man talked to in honorifics. He must have known about my true identity.

Because hes a person who is doing things up even though it is related to spirit power. Theres no way you dont know that spirit power is only inherited in the royal family.

But you did it wast ti awwready

I whispered and imdiately wanted to hit my mouth.

I didnt want to beg with such a soft voice. Because I didnt want to give in from my heart.

My future is still scary. This is the grand order. The Empress hasnt locked up yet. Soone will co to help soon.

Whether its Deleign or Lucy or the driver, soone knows and will track missing.

The Grand Duke .

It was the face of the Grand Duke that ca to mind at the mont of crisis.

How firm and comfortable his arms were when he hugged .

Wouldnt it be nice if this was all my dreams?

Im fine. I can change the future. It will be okay sohow.

While comforting myself without hesitation in my mind, the man pulled out a magic tool from his arms.

Brooch with transparent gemstones.

Even in the original novel, even right after I ca to this world, I saw it consistently.

A magical tool that traps spirit power, called a brilliant.

That is Azuelas secret.

Although Azuela was a mber of the royal family, she doesnt have spirit power.

So, she took mine in order to be an enemy with spirit power. For that reason, I had to have a fully charged brilliant on my body.

It was only possible to take out and use the spirit power if it was not always separated from the body.

A gem in a transparent state turned purple like athyst when it filled with my refinent.

Because of that, Azuela pretended that her preference is purple. So no one wonders about her always wearing a purple brooch.

I didnt take Azuelas.

In the original, Azuela said that Shuelina was born with sothing she shouldnt have, however

I honestly couldnt think badly of myself, as I beca a Shuelina.

In the first place, Azuela was born without the spirit power.

I was born late, so is that a problem?

Azuela and my mother are not the sa, but I couldnt tell why I was connected to Azuelas problems.

It just seems to justify harassing .

Besides, no matter how you think about it, it gives you pain from the ti you were a baby and robs you of the spirit power

No matter how you look, shes going to play the villain role

The original story said that Shuelina was a villain, but I couldnt admit it.

Because shes not the main character, shes a villain. Why did I read this nonsense novel?

No, No! Grand Duke! Help! Grand Duke!

I swung my hand and hit the man.

Things like potion bottles that were hanging in the mans arms fell. Clinking fragnts splattered.

Why do you rebel?

When I was first attacked after entering this body, I was overco with no ti to rebel and cried painfully.

The original Shuelina was more accustod to this thing than I was, so she stretched out like a corpse without any resistance and cried.

So it seed that this was the first ti the man had seen the rebellious Shuelina.

He wont let go even when Im so rebellious.

A vicious person.

The man reached out to with his hand holding the brilliant.

When he brought the end of the jewel to and said the spell, all the spirit power in my body got sucked into it.

The Grand Duke!

Foreshadowing terrible pain, I squeezed and rolled around.

Shushu!

Miss!

Ill kill you!

It was then that I heard several footsteps. It was a quiet sound, roughly hitting the ground.

Soon after, the voices of the Grand Duke, the knights, and the other children were heard.

I felt that the man got startled.

Really, he really ca.

Everyone ran for .

At last, I was able to cry. Tears flowing down to my cheeks are hot as fire.

Ugh .!

For the first ti, I heard the man groan.

The voice that was always relaxed, the look on that face that rolled like a bug on his palm, and looked at without any guilt.

When I stretched out my curled body and raised my head, I saw a man gripping his teeth.

He unfolded a translucent shield and kept the Grand Duke in check. I was also in the shield.

You took as hostage!

I felt different from the normal , and I was worried about the orphans.

If so, its a situation where everyone might be overwheld.

The man was looking at the Grand Duke and couldnt care about .

Right now!

If the shield does not disappear, I cannot escape from the wizard either.

However, it wasnt clear whether this shield would disappear from the Grand Dukes attack.

I looked over the broken potion bottle on the floor.

The man didnt seem to notice the quick move as I searched and picked up the sharpest piece.

Ahhhhhh!

As soon as I clenched my teeth deep into the mans thigh, the man scread and dropped the brilliant in his hand.

Even though I was light, my whole weight as a child was all loaded anyway, so the flesh was cut.

The shield shook as if the concentration was broken. The Grand Duke ran through the gap and swung his sword heavily over the blurred shield.

In an instant, a black, dingy light, oozes through the mans chest with the shield.

I wanted to fall like a waterfall, but my legs were loose and I couldnt move.

You have to move! Move right now, stupid Shuelina!

I figured out what to do next.

Brilliant!

The Brilliant should not be put back into the mans hand.

If I hold your refusal, you will definitely try to co back to .

The Empress and Azela couldnt give up the spirit power.

So we had to be enemies. Like the relationship between prey and predators.

They had to wriggle to escape, no matter how powerless they were, since they were like .

If I get rid of Brilliant right away, youll have to make it again, so you wont be able to co straight to !

I waited and tried to grab the Brilliant that fell between the man and .

It was the slowest mont in my life.

Shushu! Are you alright?

But at that mont, Wyndert ca to and hugged .

No! Bwothew, I have to get wid of it! (No! Brother, I have to get rid of it!)

I was reaching for the Brilliant, relieved that the man had noticed my movents.

Defense was almost neglected.

If I get rid of that, you can give Azuela a big hit.

I bit my lips and struggled in Wynderts arms.

Yap .!

Perhaps he heard my voice, Deleign took the knights sword standing next to him and cut him dead.

The trajectory pointed precisely at the mans arm.