Su Weiyi’s heart skipped a beat. Sheng Yanxiao had already slowly turned his head, his eyes carrying a hint of cold irony: "What are you afraid of? I won’t hit you, nor will I scold you. Is it appropriate for you to be so scared of ?"
Su Weiyi hadn’t expected Sheng Yanxiao to point it out so sharply. Her hands tightened a bit, revealing a sowhat perfect smile: "I’m not."
"Three years in the United Kingdom, didn’t learn anything else, just learned how to lie?"
"..."
Sheng Yanxiao shifted his gaze and chuckled lightly: "People are often afraid because they feel guilty. So, if you’re guilty for breaking promises to , there’s no need. Those things, I don’t care about anymore. Su Weiyi, do you think I’m pathetic?"
Su Weiyi looked at Sheng Yanxiao’s calm and indifferent appearance, and his completely emotionless voice, and her heart suddenly clenched.
Guilty?
It seems so. Three years ago, it was her who didn’t want him. In these three years, she hasn’t even actively cared about him. How can she not feel guilty?
But what does he an by not caring anymore?
Does it an he’s forgotten those things and doesn’t even care about her anymore?
Does she think he’s pathetic?
Does this an he’s already moved on from the mistaken emotions of the past, and he won’t foolishly like soone who easily threw him away?
Is that what it ans?
Su Weiyi’s face had already turned pale, and she heard the sound of the car door unlocking.
Sheng Yanxiao turned his head, smiling at her: "Rest early, good night."
His gentle and caring words made Su Weiyi feel a chill in her heart.
She didn’t know how she returned to her apartnt, but as soon as she closed the door, she slid down onto the floor by the door.
That day at the Sheng Family, they almost had zero communication. They hadn’t seen each other since. Today was, in fact, the day they’ve spoken the most since her return to the country, but every word of Sheng Yanxiao seed to pierce Su Weiyi’s heart like a needle.
His aning was clear. He won’t be pathetic anymore. Digging deeper, it ans he no longer likes her and doesn’t care about those things.
So she doesn’t need to be embarrassed, cautious, and fearful in front of him. Su Weiyi hugged her knees.
Isn’t this the ultimate goal of her leaving?
Using ti and space to fade everything away. Now everything’s truly faded, so why... why does she feel so miserable?
More miserable than when she made the decision three years ago.
Su Weiyi sat at the door for a long ti before slowly getting up and turning on the light. This might actually be good. She shouldn’t think about the ssy stuff anymore.
She clearly hadn’t done any physical exertion today, but Su Weiyi felt as if she had run a marathon and was exhausted. She went into the bathroom to take a shower, letting warm water wash over her face.
Sheng Yanxiao doesn’t like her anymore, Sheng Yanxiao doesn’t love her anymore, this is the result she wanted, but her heart really aches, it aches terribly.
This is what she brought upon herself; the boy who once only showed her tenderness and indulgence is ultimately a thing of the past, it’s all over.
Her legs gave way, and Su Weiyi crouched down on the ground as the sound of water splashed above her, and her tears burst out.
She didn’t cry when she left. On more than a thousand nights in the United Kingdom, when the longing for him kept her up, she didn’t cry either, but now she couldn’t hold back.
Things have indeed developed as she envisioned, but Su Weiyi genuinely feels she regrets it, deeply regrets it.
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