Perhaps she did not know this, but I had to muster all my will to not go after her.
When I saw her at twilight to fetch her for dinner, her rosy cheeks and red lips, I felt a hint of selfishness again.
When I kissed her, I felt my heart really trembling for a lady. I noticed I had been holding myself back plenty of tis. Perhaps it was the nurous dangers we had gone through together that finally caused to make up my mind to not indulge myself. Yet the thought of holding myself back had backfired, which resulted in kissing her passionately.
I knew I could not bring her down to where I was. I had been wasting my ti, searching for revenge. From certain perspectives, I could be considered a degenerate. That was why I could not get her involved. If I were unable to do good by her and instead brought her into danger, then how could we even be in a relationship?
Or perhaps, deep inside of , I had beco fearful of losing soone dear to again.
When I saw her again on the ship, she looked annoyed and seed like she had things to say. I know how she felt. Yet, we were now in this situation and unable to know what would happen. I needed to protect her.
That was why I walked toward her.
I caught a glimpse of sadness in her eyes, but before I could react, I was holding her in my arms. I wonder if she knew that if she looked at like that a few more tis, I would give up and selfishly date her. I would not care at all how things would turn out.
I knew she was a kind girl, and under such circumstances, I needed her help. As such, I asked her to help save Wu Miao. Sure enough, she agreed and even beca very friendly with Wu Miao. I knew she was doing this because she was kind and not because she wanted to impress . After all, when we re-entered Wu Miaos room, she did not look at anymore.
I felt bitter and sowhat glad about this, but now was not the ti to think about such things.
I felt a little dizzy when I stepped into Wu Miaos room, but I ignored it.
However, who would have known that this tiline would end so quickly. Sensing that sothing was wrong, I imdiately warned Wu Miao again. She seed sowhat puzzled about this and even tried to help . Even though I was still worried and reluctant, I knew now that at least she knew what to do. I put on a smile with great effort then raised my face to look at the woman I love. Through my fuzzy vision, I saw that she had fainted. I tried to stand up but ended up falling down. I only managed to grab onto her hand.
Tan Jiao, Ive told you. No matter how things turn out, no matter how the past has changed, I will rember you.
Even if I am no longer at where I used to be.
However, when I woke up, I was still at that repair shop. I woke up peacefully and looked at the gradually rising sun. A mont later, my heart was flooded by the pains of sorrows once more.
History had not changed. I was still here, still staying sowhere far away from ho.
Like a madman, I took my phone out and looked up information about my mother and sister.
Wu Miao went missing a year ago. Now the date had changed, and the events that occurred had changed. The police were unable to find her even now. As for my mother, nothing had changed, and she drowned a month after.
I held onto the phone and sat in bed for a long ti as an intense thought burnt in my heart, She went missing, which ans that she might not have died. Wu Miao might still be alive!
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