Chapter 18
Right after I reach the back seat, I take out my phone. Even before it turns on, I put the earbuds into my ears and turn on noise-canceling. The world instantly quiets down.
I connect the earbuds to the phone and scroll down through my playlist. Randomly, I pick one song and set it to play on repeat.
When I close my eyes, everything disappears. The voices of people around , the lady sitting a few seats in front of
with her dog, a bunch of students, and twins.
The song starts playing.
I let it play two tis before I start feeling better and let myself think a little bit.
...
I'm a wreck.
My hand hurts more than I'm letting them know. I feel weak, lightheaded, and my muscles hurt, most likely from using mana.
I am thirsty and hungry.
My clothes are dirty. My shirt is more red and black than white at this point.
I glance at my phone. It's at 78%. Earbuds are at 70%, and the case should have one more charge left.
I keep digging the nails of my fingers into my palm, and the wound keeps healing a little bit every ti I do so.
My arm heals much slower, but there is so progress.
I increase the volu and close my eyes again.
[Focus]
The song keeps playing in the background as I try to manipulate my mana and send it toward my wound. I keep imagining the wound closing. I am trying to "feel" it.
While I do so, I keep wounding my palm.
Obviously, it doesn't work, but it calms
down as I focus on the mana flowing through my body.
It feels weird as if I got a new sense that's just for feeling the mana.
There are so losses as I circulate mana through my veins, in and out of my heart, but at this point, I can't even feel where little bits of mana disappear. I don't even feel how mana cos into existence. I just know it starts at the heart.
But why does it travels through my veins, through the blood?
Is it just using my veins as a road through my body, or does it need to be mixed with blood?
Is my heart so kind of generator creating mana, or is it getting it from sowhere else and sending it through my body?
At this point, I don't even hear the music and don't realize that I am draining my phone's and earbuds' batteries.
Fascinated by mana, I keep feeling it as it travels through my body and sotis I slightly poke it.
How is it possible that I can manipulate it?
Is it because it's inside my body? Because it's my mana? Can I manipulate it even outside of my body?
Can I manipulate the mana of other people?
Ti loses its aning, and I hear notifications, but I ignore them.
Amazed, I just keep moving mana inside my body. It's sohow calming.
What I will be able to do with it in the future? Where are the limits?
I move the mana to the tip of my finger. It reaches the furthest capillary, and then I push it out of it. It travels through the at of my finger and skin. It feels like I am spending it faster and using more of it than when it goes through my veins. I push a little bit more of it, and it exits through my finger. It doesn't hurt
and the consistency is like smoke so I add more and more.
My head hurts.
Knock knock.
Slow breath in.
Breathe out.
Focus.
I push more, and I feel as if the mana is reaching a centiter away from my finger.
I focus on it. Make it thinner, and sharper.
I feel like I don't have enough air, my brain hurting as i hear ringing in my ears.
More.
Notification.
KNOCK KNOCK.
More.
I focus.
More mana, sharper, stronger.
Use it, shape it, and add density.
Much more density.
With a swipe, I move my finger across the side panel of the bus
More pain and the mana disappears from the tip of my finger.
My hand starts shaking, and my finger hurts as if it got stuck in the closing door.
But it's there.
A deep graze in the side panel of the bus.
When I finally turn to the side and look at Cassian knocking on the window, I feel much better, even though my head is hurting.
POV - Tess Hansen
He disappears inside the bus as Cassian and Dominic start complaining, but Hadwin quickly calms them down. Then, without any hesitation, he gives
one of the spears they were able to acquire. I also notice that he is much less nice and patient while dealing with the duo than when he talked with Nathaniel. His voice is also much more commanding and firm.
Two n leave at the end, not forgetting to give
a few nasty looks as they go. Hadwin gives
a short look and then also leaves. He doesn't even bother talking to . His eyes just scan
up and down while checking how I hold the spear, and then he leaves while limping a little bit.
I watch him as he slowly strips dead Damon of his clothes and shoes and then pulls his body close to the edge of the forest. The pale body of a tall muscular man just lays there in his underwear. There is a lot of loose skin over his body, as soone who lost a lot of weight.
So that's it for you, Damon Beck. I feel a bit of sadness while looking at his body. I didn't know him that much, and I am sure Nathaniel didn't even recognize him as he looked so different after losing so much weight.
But I know for sure that Damon did recognize Nathaniel. How could he not? You can't forget such a beating.
He once visited the gym Nathaniel liked to use and got beaten to a pulp after attacking him. I didn't see it, but from what I heard, he got both of his hands broken, and since then, he hated the younger boy.
Surprisingly, one more mory flashed to my mind. That of a few years younger Damon smiling brightly while lifting up his little sister. Both of them laughed at so stupid joke.
The mory disappears, and there is only a dead body.
I sigh, then I hold my spear tighter and start practicing stabbing movents. I do it for half an hour to get used to the spear and the movent. Then I try to use my skills by following Nathaniel's guidance. Even though he said it feels awkward, I try to let my body handle it instead of trying to imagine it in my head.
At one point, a stone in the palm of my hand jumps slightly, but that's it.
One hour passes, and Cassian cos closer and knocks on the window. He knocks louder and louder until the young man inside finally starts moving toward the exit.
"...prick." I hear Cassian say. He says it quietly, almost whispering.
Nathaniel finally exits the bus. He is twenty one years old, with black hair and a face that could be called handso if it weren't for his permanently expressionless look. Because of that, he just looks unapproachable and unfriendly, and people rarely bother to talk to him.
The most striking part of him is his eyes. One eye is a deep rich brown, while the other is soft gray, heterochromia.
He stops in front of Cassian. Nathaniel is slightly taller, but his figure is slimr, and the man looks much more muscular. Yet, he doesn't say anything, and after a bit, he just avoids his gaze, and Nathaniel passes by him. I notice that Cassian is clenching his hands as he does so.
"Any results?" Nathaniel asks as he stops in front of . His eyes briefly scan my face then he looks into my eyes for a split second and averts his gaze. He keeps looking at different things such as the weapon in my arm, my shoulders, the side of the bus, and our feet. He never liked making eye contact.
I share the results of my training without trying to exaggerate or lie and he simply nods in response. Surprisingly, he looks back into my eyes again, for a second ti in a few minutes. That's unusual for him. It seems like sothing made him happy, but I don't even bother asking him about it. I know he wouldn't like it.
At the mont, he's the only one I can rely on, so I have to stay on his good side and follow his orders. He's fair, so in exchange, he'll help
too.
I don't have many options. It's either this or...
My eyes stop at the body at the edge of the clearing.
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