Yan Shuo asked him if he still hated her or blad her when he saw Gu Yan again. He once did.
But before seeing her, before knowing she was still alive, during these long and painful five years, how could he not have resented her?
Clearly, they had agreed—she asked him to wait, to wait for her to explain things to Yan Shuo and her family, to win a chance in front of them, and then return to his side.
He was willing to wait as long as she could co back to him, no matter how long it took.
But after giving him hope, she suddenly gave him devastating despair, which he could not bear.
How much he resented her! How could she break her promise and leave him to suffer alone in this world?
Yet, he never knew that while he resented her, she was struggling so bitterly!
He was oblivious, wallowing in despair, while she was at her most difficult and lingering on the edge of life and death.
Yes, they were apart for five years, partly because of Yan Shuo, but also because of his own reasons.
If he had thought a little more, been less negative, and insisted that the woman he loved would not leave him!
Would the outco have been different later on?
The more he thought about it, the more Tang Yuxiu beca annoyed, the more he hated himself.
Tang Yuxiu, you’re such a bastard!
"Yanyan, I’m sorry... I’m sorry..." Tang Yuxiu buried his face in her shoulder, repeating hoarsely and sadly.
Gu Yan felt her heart ache again and again, only for the current Tang Yuxiu.
Gu Yan couldn’t deny that when she first saw Tang Yuxiu at the airport that day, it felt as though sothing struck her heart, leaving it sour and astringent.
It seed like sothing deeply buried in her heart was trying hard to break free from its bonds and co out.
At that mont, she knew this man must hold a significant place in the blank part of her mory.
She reached out, embracing Tang Yuxiu, gently patting his back, "What are you apologizing for? It’s my fault. I’m sorry I can’t rember anything. The only thing I rember is asking you to wait for , but I broke my promise in the end, making you wait for so long."
She didn’t know what deep feelings could make a man wait so hopelessly for five years.
What was it about her that made her worth his long wait?
The most beautiful thing in life is, no matter how far you’ve gone, there’s always soone waiting for you in the sa place, and when you turn back, he will still be your support.
Tang Yuxiu is Gu Yan’s support, her only support in this lifeti.
Tang Yuxiu held her, closing his eyes and inhaling the fragrance from her neck.
It was still the familiar scent of the shower gel they used together, a sll that he deeply missed.
Perhaps it was the alcohol that acted as a release, allowing the desires he had suppressed for so many years to explode in his heart.
His lips brushed against her neck, kissing gently.
Gu Yan suddenly shivered all over.
He kissed her with restraint, still fearing deep down that she would reject him.
He didn’t want to scare her.
"Mm..." Gu Yan hadn’t experienced such a thing in a long ti, and even if she had before, she could no longer rember it.
She couldn’t help but let out a low moan from her lips.
At that sound, she imdiately blushed, unable to imagine such a soft and delicate moan ca from her throat.
But for Tang Yuxiu, that sound completely unleashed the burning desire within him.
The body in his arms, this person, was soone he had longed for countless days and nights, the woman of his dreams, his beloved.
He missed her, loved her, wanted to have her.
Many tis, the best way to express such emotions is the most primal act, uniting the two to create the closest and warst connection.
Tang Yuxiu’s kiss gradually beca more forceful.
Tang Yuxiu slightly lifted his head to gaze at that hint of red, his eyes deep, like a pool of water.
He felt a fire wandering in his body, unable to find an outlet, needing soone to relieve it.
He backed away slightly, resting his forehead against hers, one hand gently caressing her cheek, feeling its softness at his fingertips.
Gu Yan’s body was still weak, forcing her to wrap her arms around his shoulders, clutching his neck to support her tottering body.
Tang Yuxiu still held her waist, their position very intimate.
"Yanyan..." he murmured softly with a tone of enchantnt, then slowly moved in to kiss her lips.
He had missed those lips for a long ti.
Ever since seeing her again, he had wanted to kiss her fiercely and deeply.
His kiss was still restrained, yet enough to make Gu Yan go limp, her mind blank, allowing him to hold, kiss, and render her unresponsive.
Instinctively, she gradually sank into his tender trap, unwilling to co out.
Her soft moans spilled from the corners of her lips, gradually eroding Tang Yuxiu’s restraint and concerns.
His kiss beca deeper and domineering, as if wanting to rge her entire being into his body, never to part again.
"Yanyan, Yanyan..." he kissed her, softly repeating her na, as if only by doing so could he be sure that the person in his arms was the woman he loved.
To ensure she truly existed.
Many nights in the past five years, he would dream of Gu Yan returning, dream of holding her, wanting to kiss her, but she would soon vanish.
When he woke, the room was cold and lonely, just an illusory image.
Over and over, he hoped, despaired, and after countless tis, he beca afraid of reliving those scenes, yet couldn’t help but want to try.
Because only that way could he see the person he longed for days and nights; even if it was false, seeing her one more ti was enough.
"Yanyan, is it true that you have co back?" Tang Yuxiu asked uncertainly.
Gu Yan listened, her heart suddenly ached painfully, her eyes sore, on the verge of tears.
She couldn’t imagine how Tang Yuxiu had lived in those five years, holding onto a hopeless promise.
While she had forgotten everything, living her life on another corner of the world, completely excluding him.
His heart always had her, and yet, she lost him for five years.
Gu Yan cupped his face, heavily kissed his lips, and softly said, "Yes, Tang Yuxiu, I am back."
Upon receiving her response, Tang Yuxiu no longer held back, embracing her tightly, kissing her deeply...
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