Villain's transmigration: Breaking every heroine into a Yandere Chapter 52: Monologue

Climbing on the bed, he lay beside her. Swiftly wrapping his hand around her body, he pulled her closer to him.

He turned his head to take a good look at her. Naturally, a soft smile appeared on his face.

He moved his hand to gently brush the hairs on her face and embraced her tightly.

’Sigh~ I could never imagine this happening in my world.’

In many years he lived on Earth, he wasn’t able to be in a proper relationship ever. That didn’t an he never had any girlfriends, he did, a few, not much, 2 to be exact, but he eventually broke up with them, a mutual one.

He wasn’t well settled and did not wish to hold them back, so they separated.

He did not look for soone else after that. Well, he couldn’t because he was here now.

But he did dream of making a girlfriend in future and living a decent life.

Watching the sleeping beauty before him, he couldn’t help but think about that dream of his.

How could he not? She was beautiful, extrely beautiful to be precise.

Forget the quest, he would have gone for her even without the quest from the system.

’Am I selfish?’

He snorted with that thought, and admitted,

’Maybe I am.’

It was a primal instinct embedded into every human, so are prone to it, so try to deny it.

But everyone has it.

A never-ending greed.

The more you have, the more you want to have.

But here he was aware, he was selfish.

He did say he would enjoy this life like every other protagonist did when they get transmigrated, but here his thoughts were different.

He does wish to live a life like he wanted, but a life without anyone close to him will be aningless.

He can conquer the body of a woman using his skills, breaking their body so not live without him, but the important thing is their heart.

He can’t win them with a skill.

Maybe his selfishness was making him ask for more, not just a life he wanted to live, but everyone he loved to be there.

And that included all 3 won he has t here in this world.

Harem isn’t an odd concept in this world, many powerful people have multiple wives, but it is still sothing not recognised by all.

Especially in such a world where everyone can get stronger.

The protagonist was an exception, though.

’But do I really want that?’

He can accept that he is selfish, but there was still sothing poking his heart every single mont.

The truth remains that he wasn’t Noah and he wasn’t soone from this world.

If the opportunity were to be presented before him, where he could go back, would he choose that?

’The end is bad, but not sothing that is actually impossible to clear if I have early information.’

He could finish the end, write sothing different from his novel, but what after that?

Will he choose to go? Back to his old world?

Where is there nothing waiting for him?

Going back to that sa ssy life he has been living for years?

What will happen to this world after he goes back?

What will happen to the people he had bonded with?

And what will happen to ’this’ him? Will he disappear or get taken over by the previous Noah?

Many questions ca to his mind without any answer to a single one.

Then sothing else hit him.

Does he have to go?

He can simply choose to stay here.

Yeah, he wasn’t Noah, not the one who is loved by Eleanor, but he loves her and will do so always.

Except her, everyone else he will et or anyone who might fall for him will do that for the real him, not soone else.

So, does he have to go back?

He can simply live a life here. Make this new world his one and only world.

Wasn’t this the very reason why he wrote that novel?

To escape reality and make a world of his own that he wished for?

Now that he can live in such a world, will he go back to his previous one?

’I don’t want to.’

He said to himself. He did not wish to, but deep inside sothing else was going on as well.

What if, after the ending, all of this becos an illusion and no matter what, he cannot return to this world or live in this world again?

Just like stories, there is no end to possibilities.

They can either be good or bad.

Living in this world with his loved ones is good, but losing them all after clearing the story is the complete opposite.

If he could, he really wished to ask this question to that god.

’Sigh~ when did I beco such an overthinker?’

He rubbed his temples in disbelief. He wasn’t the serious type of guy at all, at least he told himself he wasn’t.

He never cared about anything and always went with the flow just because nothing in this life was interesting.

’The ending still has a lot of years. Let’s leave the worry of the future to future .’

He shoved all of his thoughts to the back of his mind.

He still had a lot to do before he needed to think about ending and whether he would return to his world or not.

For now, he still had a lot of pussies to unlock.

This was only the start of his life in this world, so he will do everything to live it to the fullest.

He swore to fulfil that.

He had just finished his thoughts when he felt movent on his chest.

Rose was waking up.

Her face twisted into displeasure at first, but soon beca calm, as if this was the best sleep she had, even though it was only for 5 minutes and such.

Comfort returned to her face again, taking the form of a smile as she dug her face into his chest, feeling warmth... feeling warmth?

’Why is my pillow so hard?’

He asked herself and slowly opened her eyes to check why the pillow was different today.

Her hands squeezed the pillow first, they were indeed different, and when she opened her eyes finally, the pillow greeted her.

"Slept well?"

She was dumbfounded for a second, blinking twice, and she finally got back to her senses.

The pillow she was sleeping on wasn’t exactly a pillow at all.

When this realisation hit her, she imdiately tried to move away from there, but her strength fell short for that.

Noah tightly wrapped her hands around her holding her in the sa exact spot.

’What’s going on? Why is he still here?’

She couldn’t understand why he would stay here even after playing with her just a mont ago.

But more than that, she couldn’t understand why he would even sleep beside her.

Before she could ask anything, well, she couldn’t have to begin with, Noah asked again,

"You haven’t answered my question."

Rose gave up resisting, she couldn’t resist him to begin with.

Her strength doesn’t work on him.

So she had no choice but to comply.

"Umm."

Rose ekly nodded her head, afraid of saying sothing bad.

Noah smiled softly when he heard that and said, "Good."

He then went above her, pinning her tiny body beneath him.

Grabbing both of her hands with his one hand, he moved them up and pinned them over her head.

Rose didn’t resist him at all, but her heart was racing violently.

’Is he going to? Fine, I already accepted my fate.’

The only reason she could think of for him to stay here was that he was looking for more.

Yesterday, Eleanor ca and interrupted him but now, no one could stop him.

So he must be here to take away her innocence.

That was the conclusion she reached. That was the only thing she could think of.

She was already prepared for that, she was prepared even yesterday, but no matter what, she couldn’t bring herself to calm down her heart. The thought of losing her innocence to soone she doesn’t even love was scary for her.

She closed her eyes, ready to face what was coming for her, but even after she waited for a few seconds, it did not co.

Puzzled, she opened her eyes only to find Noah staring at her dumbfounded.

"Even I am not as desperate as you." He said without any filter.

Yeah, he did ask her to give her everything to him, including her body, but is it really right for her to think that’s the only thing he wanted?

He wasn’t even planning to take her virginity away just now, it was a long process. She should be the one to ask for that.

"There is ti before you can completely beco my woman. So don’t be so desperate."