***Lulers POV***
He cant live long
Ive been hearing this sentence all over again since I was a child. I know that both of my parents are trying to hide this from . Every week, a doctor runs a health check on .
Other kids dont need a health check that often though.
My illness is uncurable because the doctor said my heart is abnormal.
Inside is just like a hollow place making unable to feel my emotion.
I cant even feel my own heartbeat.
Luler, we have a tea party today. You have to welco the guest too
Yes, mother
She cos to check on in the morning. I dont really like to attend a party because all these people are making suffocatedfor most of the ti. When Im out of their sight, I instantly hide in the garden.
I will wait for the party to end here.
I use this thod every ti when I have to attend a party. I will get back there looking innocently when the party ends. I inhale so fresh air and unconsciously close my eye.
Until I felt sothing press around my chest. I think you are disturbing my alone ti here.
I unhurriedly open my eyes to see this person. Vibrant wavy pink hair, red eye with a pinkish tint and her rosy cheeks look really good on her white skin. Shes breathing very hard right now. Her face and ears are flushed.
Is she a doll?
No, she can move so it must be so demon but why is she straddling like this?
What is she going to do to ?
You are awake, Im really glad!!!
thump
I imdiately heard my own heartbeat. Why is she happy that I wake up? Her face seems like she wants to cry but when I see her flushed face
The hungriness suddenly boiling inside as my heart is heavily beating. Who is she?
I quickly get her na.
Her na is Shiwa. She is also a guest for this party.
The feeling of wanting to bite her overwhelm . I know that I would overstep her boundaries but when I realize it, I already bite at her neck. Her blood tastes delicious like a bitter-sweet chocolate that I ate yesterday.
Her body feels good too. I really like it.
Its the first ti for to have a feeling like this. This feeling is very strange. Shiwa doesnt like it and she gets angry at . When she wants to go back, I stop her because I want her to stay a little longer than this.
The mont after that, both my parent and Shiwas father co to see us together. We are to be engaged to each other but what is engagent? when I ask my mother, she answers that
If youre engaged to Shiwa then you can see each other all the ti
If its like that, Im okay with it. I talk to my mother that I want to engage with her but a sad smile crosses her face.
Maybe the reason is my short-life.
Three days pass by, it wouldnt be weird if I want to see her, right? we are engaged after all.
Good morning, your Highness
Today she isnt like that girl that wants to grope at all. I know that a manner is important but I dont like it. I feel more at ease when she yells at .
Duke Olevia, who is heavily pregnant, bid a goodbye and go back to her rest. That leaves two of us together in this room. My bite mark already fades away. I feel hungry again after I looked at her white neck soI bite her. I really cant control myself when we are alone together.
She gets angrier than the last ti but how can I apologize to her?
If she gets angrier more than this, can we stay together like this again? so I tell her about my illness. Its an extrely effective thing to do because she gets quiet all of a sudden, then with her sparkling eyes, she tells
I will help you!!! Please believe , you will surely have a normal life
thump
When I see her eyes, burning with determination, I believe that its going to be alright.
Shiwa tries to ask many questions after that. Im happy that she cares about but I feel bad for not having any answers to her question. I dont have anything that I like other than Shiwas blood and I also dont fear anything too.
Suddenly Shiwa says she wants to teach about a basic fear. What is that? Do fear have a degree too?
I was blindfold and sit down on the floor. I dont feel any fear at all because I can sll her fragrance from this blinding cloth.
Pang!!!
!!!
What is that noise?
I feel
Its scary but
thump thump thump
My heart is beating so fast. Her voice makes my body ward up. Does she intent on beating ? If its Shiwa then I will gladly let her do anything that she wants.
Does she want to be violent at ?
thump thump
I beginto feel excited
What?
I know I must be weird right now
but Its feel good for it to be that way.
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