[TAMIKO]
"Is it that bad?" Kosta asked.
"Oh, love... Try too sweet that the only thing standing between and all that is the self-control I’m trying so desperately to keep. There is a line, my precious oga. A line that once I cross, we can’t go back from.
"A line that won’t let you leave this room until my rut is over. A line that will have you shopped in all forms for , by , and one that I am trying so hard to let you know. It will be intense, and pretty.
"So very intense that you need to decide and fast. I don’t know how long I can hold back," Tamiko said as he traced a ghost line along Kosta’s face.
He loved him so much.
Maybe he was trying to be selfless and let Kosta know he had a choice, but a part of him didn’t want Kosta to leave, he didn’t want the pretty oga to leave him here. He wanted to spend his rut with his oga, he wanted to ruin him for everyone.
He wanted to let the entire realm know that his pretty oga was his, and everyone would be damned if they tried to take him away. He wanted to lay his mark on Kosta so badly to the point that anyone within a mile radius would sll him on Kosta before they even saw the oga.
He wanted to stake a claim so loud that no one in their right mind would even think of trying to take this pretty omg from him.
He wanted to show him off to the world. To the entire realm. Marked and claid in a hundred ways to a hell that was definitely his heaven. Oh, but Tamiko wanted to do so many things to Kosta. But if the oga said no, Tamiko wouldn’t object.
He would let him go.
He would let the trigger of his rut go and he wouldn’t ever fault him for that.
After all, the oga had gone through enough shit already, with his kidnapping. This here was a chance at rcy and Tamiko was more than willing to do whatever the fuck Kosta wanted.
As long as Kosta said anything, he would do it.
He would worship the very ground he walked on if that was what Kosta wanted. Hell, he would lick the coal if that was what Kosta might know.
If he was being honest, Tamiko would do anything. Anything, to have Kosta by his side. But at the sa ti, he couldn’t force it on him. Oh, but it was quite the predicant.
"What if I don’t want you to hold back?" Kosta asked and Tamiko chuckled darkly as he leaned in to kiss Kosta’s nose, letting his lips linger for a little while longer, as he looked into Kosta’s defiant eyes.
This oga was fucking pretty. So damn pretty and even as Tamiko locked into those green eyes, he could already feel his control slipping away.
He loved the way that Kosta was trying to show him that this was alright when Tamiko could sll his excitent and his arousal. It was exciting, sure, but also very dangerous for both of them.
This wasn’t the kind of shit that anyone walked into willingly and Tamiko needed Kosta to understand that.
He needed him to know that once the line was crossed there was never going to be a way out. That they would be trapped here until the end of his rut, which was never going to be easy for either of them.
Kosta had to understand the intensity of all this.
"That’s a dangerous thing you’re talking about, my beautiful oga. Very dangerous," Tamiko chuckled as he kissed Kosta on the forehead, before taking a step back. He then used his magic to open the doors, to let his oga go.
This was the last chance and they both knew it.
This was the ti for Kosta to decide if he really wanted to be here, and not because he was a defiant oga, no. But because the mont that door closed a second ti, his defiance would be the very least of his problems.
Surely it couldn’t be that bad, right?
Tamiko was a good prince and Erasthai, right?
"From where I stand it is you who is scared, krushka," Kosta pointed out defiantly.
At that, Tamiko turned to look at the defiant oga.
He loved the fire in those eyes and he loved that beyond the doors, and in these chambers, they were just a prince and his oga, not a prince and his Lycan Chief or commander. No.
He was just the man who loved the oga so damn much he was willing to let him go for a while if that was all they needed. To know that his freedom was always guaranteed no matter how tense the situation with Tamiko ever was.
This was the oga’s chance to run, and never look back. The predator was letting him be, the beautiful prey that was driving his predator nuts. But patience had a lot to do with it, maybe that was why Kosta wanted to push a little longer.
Would it be worth it though?
"You’re scared of breaking . That’s why you want to leave on my own so you won’t have to feel guilty if anything happens, right?" Kosta said and Tamiko stared at him intently and soundlessly.
He watched as his oga walked towards him like this was the only way for them to be close. He could see the way he bit those full lips like he was being for Tamiko to co to him.
But Tamiko couldn’t.
He needed a reason not to.
He wouldn’t let himself go just because he had the prettiest oga in the realm.
He had to try and keep himself in check, he was in truth sure that the entire palace and kingdom already knew that, judging by the lavender mist that had ford in the kingdom of Kawai.
But he had to be the reasonable one.
Or so he tried to remind himself and was desperately losing his mind in the process of it all.
"But I am not broken, Tamiko. I know you won’t break . I want to be yours, I want to bear more of your marks, so everyone knows that I belong to just you," Kosta said stubbornly.
This ti, Tamiko’s lips lifted as if to remind the oga that what he was asking for was dangerous and that he truly and earnestly needed to reconsider.
He had tried to fight his rut for the past few days and he had failed and right now, if this oga didn’t leave, then so much would change.
"You worry about hurting , but we both know you won’t ever hurt . You love , krushka. You love so much, that is why you’re holding back. But I don’t want you to hold back," Kosta said.
Tamiko ran a hand down his face.
This oga was testing his control and it was just a matter of ti before everything fell apart.
"Whatever happens, I know you won’t stop loving , so let go, krushka. That control you are holding onto so much, let it go. Let it go and do whatever you want with ... However, you want," Kosta whispered as he bit his lips again.
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