Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 57: So let’s run away

Yujun’s POV

"Let go" I say.

"When I’m fucking dead" he hisses at and the red flash in his eyes makes my heart swells, the way he looks dead in the eyes shows just how stubbornly he is set on not letting go.

"I could scream and my father..." I say and he growls lowly at before I can complete the aningless sentence, "Try it" he says.

Hwang Jaehyun is stark naked on my bed with fingers biting into my skin and his body still glistening with residue of water from the wet towel I had run over him to wipe off the reminder of our pleasure.

A pleasure I am not allowed to savor as I should.

I should be cuddling up to his warm body with his fingers tracing patterns on my back, and his hand in my hair.

We should be breathing each other in like lovers would but we are not lovers...we are still sworn rivals destined to kill each other. The dreadful Hwang vs Choi still hangs over our heads.

He might be careless and not give a fuck about our status, but I care, I give a fuck, and I can never put my family away for him; it’s my curse the sa way I’m their curse.

I am poison to him and I know it.

"Please..." I whisper to him weakly, willing myself not to cry in front of him...maybe I shouldn’t have let him touch like he did, if I hadn’t maybe I would be strong enough to force him out.

"I’m yours Choi Yujun, I will do anything you tell to but let you go" he says in a way so chilling that I give up and relax my body into his, letting him hold like I’m precious.

Precious. The word he had called hours ago.

"Let’s run away" he says into my ear and I chuckle wetly; this man and his strange mindset never cease to amaze . He really is a crazy person, mad dog Hwang.

"My sister..." I say and sit up straight, "Yunah is hurting right now...I can’t leave her".

"Then we’ll run away together, the three of us" he says, sitting up with . "It can’t be helped Jaehyun-ah, I must face my duties. I am the first Son of Choi" I say softly and get off the bed to find his clothes as a ans of distraction.

The alpha watches as I move around the room without saying another word. His silence makes wonder what he might possibly be thinking.

"Then I will cause a reaction..." he says and I chuck his pants at him, stupid Hwang Jaehyun, of course he’s thinking war and bloodshed.

"Don’t do anything stupid, a clan war will make things worse" I say and he groans like he’s in anguish.

"I can’t walk out of here knowing that you’re unsafe" he says and runs his hand through his ssed-up hair, I can see his hand vibrating with his suppressed frustration and anger as he sses his hair even more.

’Alpha is worried’ my oga whines, pacing inside in worry. And I can’t help but soften, I can’t do this...I can’t send him out like this. His alpha’s call for is stronger than I will like to admit.

"I will co back to you" I say and he tilts his head to scan my expression, "I swear" I add and the alpha climbs out of the bed naked.

He takes a few steps to where I stand, I am fully dressed for the alpha heir role I play while he is making feel like the oga I am.

"If you don’t co to ..." he says, his voice low but domineering and my cheeks heat up, "I will turn this place into my personal slaughterhouse" he growls and the brutal words makes shiver, not from fear but sothing else that I can’t put a na to.

"You can’t go around promising death on everything and everyone Jaehyun-ssi" I whisper weakly and as he reaches out to touch , I take a step back. "don’t touch ...he’ll sll you" I say and put my hands into my pocket, also struggling with the need to touch him.

"Fuck" Jaehyun curses bitterly and clenches his fist, "you better co back to " he says and I nod.

I look outside the window, father and his n are no longer there, which ans in a few minutes ti, soone will co looking for . I have to leave before they get here and sll us.

"Don’t leave the room until you hear a car driving out" I say and let out a sigh, preparing myself to face my fate...to face my father and whatever he has in store for .

I leave the room and shut the door without looking at Jaehyun, not wanting to change my mind and stay with him instead of going to my father.

I walk down to the place where I know father is waiting for at, and imdiately I enter the well decorated and bright room, I give a ninety-degree bow to greet him and my older sister.

"Ah I see, the stupid oga’s forgotten manners are back" father says and Yubin snickers next to him, they are both dressed in matching black suits, looking like they are here to mourn my future.

I fall to the ground with my hands and forehead pressed against the cold hard floor. Choosing to beg for rcy than to suffer.

"Please, father, noona, forgive Yunah and I, we both made a grave mistake without thinking" I say loudly with my head bowed down.

I hear Yubin’s high heels clicking as she walks over to and I feel the hard point of her shoe dig into my back where she rests her feet on like a foot mat.

"Let help you so you’ll never have to think again"

"I am sorry" I say and she pressing her heel even deeper, the pain is nothing compared to the ones I have endured all my life but the words she says next swallows it all up.

"Are you ready for Kang Sihyuk to have your heat?"

Kang Sihyuk, the alpha notorious for seeking to take my life and raping oga?

"W-what?" I stutter.