Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 46: Seven years of guilt

Seven years ago

Jaehyun’s POV

Today it’s just and Sehwa, Taeho is going through his first rut as a new alpha and we are both nervous for him.

I can’t live through a day without seeing my best friends.

Jaehyun, Taeho and Sehwa, the trio who are stuck together always and forever since kindergarten.

As a pup and the only child of the Lord, from the mont I t Sehwa and, a few years after, Taeho, I made it my assignnt to keep them happy and now it seems adulthood is threatening to rip us apart.

We have spent hours studying and planning out our future together, I can never map out a future that doesn’t include them.

Especially her, Yoon Sehwa, my best friend and my everything.

We walk down the river with our hands behind our back. Sehwa is walking at a slow pace with her eyes on the floor and I am kicking stones out of nervousness.

We are fast approaching adulthood faster than we imagined... and now one of us has gone into his first rut, making it more real that we are now at the age when we will present as our secondary genders.

Our transition into the secondary genders have always been a topic we have amongst ourselves behind closed doors. Worried that the mad world might want to change our dynamics because of it.

"What if I present as an alpha" Sehwa soft voice suddenly asks and I turn my head to look at her in surprise, she has her long hair in a cute pigtail braids that makes her look younger.

Sehwa is beautiful like that, she doesn’t have to try, not like the other girls I’ve seen in school.

This is why she remains my best friend.

"If you present as an alpha, you will still be our Hwa" I say to her and kick a rock into the calm water, just because I crave to see it ripple in response to the disturbance.

"You’re funny" she mumbles and stuffs her hands into her pocket, "if I present an oga, I’ll run away" she says and I look to the floor like it’s sothing interesting.

Sehwa has always been like this, she hates the idea of being an oga.

"You know Tae and I will protect you right?" I ask her and she smiles weakly at

"What can you do? You’re just a kid" she teases and I tug on her hair playfully, "yah! Do you want to die?" She laughs and ruffles my hair before she runs to get away from .

"I’ll make you pay for that" I joke and run after her, I grab her and we both trip and fall to the sandy ground with Sehwa over my body, we look into each other’s eyes and red cheeks, her eyes drop to my lips.

"Wait for Jaehyun-ah" she whispers and I nod, already knowing what she’s talking about. We are in love with each other and no one knows but us.

"I’ll beco a big strong alpha and I will court you, Hwa-ya, I’ll give you everything you need" I say to her and she smiles, the rays of afternoon sunshine behind her casts a golden light around her head like a halo.

A beautiful angel.

"Let’s go before you and I go crazy with worry about TaeTae" she says and gets off my body, she dusts off her dress and hands out her hand for to hold and get up.

"You know, you should call noona" she says and I roll my eyes, "stop being silly, you’re only two days older" I stick my tongue out at her and she tosses her braid over her shoulder dramatically.

This is just how we are.

A few days after.

Things are starting to change. Taeho is now an alpha, Sehwa beca what she hated...an oga and now ...I am in intense pain all alone.

There is an important clan eting, ogas are being attacked by a rival clan and everyone is there to deal with it.

My whole body hurts with the transition, I know I am going to present as an alpha, the pain Taeho described for is starting to bloom with the tirs countdown.

I gasp and double over as a wave of pain hits and a wave of uncontrollable lust rushes through my vein. With a shaful whimper I bring my hands down to cup my swollen cock.

Arousal has never felt this painful before, lust have never felt this powerful before, it’s eating into my bones and I squeeze myself to stop the throbbing.

Taeho had told I would feel an hunger for sex but he never told just how maddening it would feel.

Over my own harsh panting and groanings, I hear the doorbell ring and soone pounding on the door.

I growl in irritation to make them go away but then I sll it...freesia.

"Jaehyun-ah!" Sehwa’s voice floats to and my alpha snarls with so much force that my human body falls over in pain, the pressure of the floor on my swelling knot is so intense that I clench my teeth to keep in my shout.

"No...Sehwa...you can’t be here" I whisper to myself and get up with wobbly legs. I need to ask her to leave before I do sothing we both will regret.

It is a hard thing to walk to the door like this, with lust clouding and my blood pumping the desire of a brand new alpha.

Take. Take. Take.

I yank the door open and she is standing there with her face wet with tears, she has been cry and her body is shaking.

"Hyun-ah!, please I need you, save " she cries, looking over her shoulder repeatedly and I step back.

She is a freshly presented oga...she still reeks of heat.

"No...no..." I stutter as my alpha rages to take and ravish.

"No...please...please don’t leave " she begs and tries to rush in but I slam the door quickly and press my back against it.

’Sehwa is understanding’ I think to myself.

’I will apologize to her when we are both better’ I conclude in my mind...not knowing that two days later when my presentation ends there would be a breaking news.

’Eighteen years old oga, Yoon Sehwa has been kidnapped and held at ransom by the Choi clan’

Did I just...deliver my first love to the hands of evil?