Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 31: what is Hwang about?

Yujun’s POV

"You did it, didn’t you?" lord Hwang asks as he cocks the gun, and lifts it to my head again, this ti around he has a calm but terrifying expression on his face...the sa look of quiet madness Jaehyun carries on the field.

"No I.." I stutter and he growls to shut up, "Honey" Yeon calls firmly and holds his husband’s hand to bring down the gun all the while giving the tall Alpha an incredulous look.

"He..." the alpha says and Yeon shakes his head, "stop it! Yujun risked his own life for Jaehyun and myself, how would he have poisoned Jaehyun?" He asks and Lord Hwang presses his lips into a thin line.

"I was with Jaehyun last night and Yujun was there" Yeon adds and Lord Hwang sighs, "You are a nurse, honey, and you didn’t realize it was silver wolfsbane" he points out and Yeon shakes his head again in refusal to his alpha’s logic.

"It’s only logical that he has to do sothing with it. If not, how does he know?" lord Hwang asks in a low tone, the alpha is addressing Yeon about it but his eyes are trained on , and out of sha, I lower my head. "I’m sorry" I say as my cheeks burn red.

I am not exactly sure why guilt fills my heart amongst the many reasons why it should. Can it be because I had kissed the sa man that got poisoned because of my own family?

Can it be because I had the very first good sleep I’ve had in months right next to the poisoned Alpha, when it is my own clan that put him in that position?

I don’t know which it is but all I know is that; I am sorry and I am ashad.

"Now is not the ti to be sorry Yujun-ah" Yeon’s voice breaks out of my regretful thoughts, "I know you didn’t do anything to hurt him" he says from his husband’s arms. Lord Hwang has a displeased look on his face as his husband addresses .

"Please let’s work together and help Jaehyun" Yeon pleads, his eyes shining blue as his oga tries to keep his worry at bay and I nod, unable to speak with how choked up I am getting.

What is wrong with ?

When did I get so weak and subject to my emotions?

I blink away the tears starting to well in my eyes away, tears are not a part of that are regularly seen, I don’t understand why I am tearing up or why I am feeling so sorry for myself.

"We are playing with fire Yeon-ah, I don’t trust this kid, he’s a Choi" lord Hwang says with his eyes still on , those brown orbs holding down with a stern glare reminds of how much Jaehyun resembles him. Lord Hwang looks like an older and more rugged version of Jaehyun.

"I- I just want to see how I can help, I an no harm..." I say quietly and the alpha sighs "try anything funny and your clan will be short of a mber" lord Hwang says and shows his shotgun as a reminder. "I told you no threatening" Yeon smacks his husband’s back.

Even as I am in a funny position with the Hwangs, I can’t help the smile that blooms on my face from looking at them lovingly flow with each other.

"Let’s go, get him sothing to disguise with...I don’t want any of his clan mbers on my back" lord Hwang says, still eyeing skeptically and Yeon rushes over into his office to pick up his things.

While we wait, the oga man also went to talk to the staff he had kept safe during the attack. I stand awkwardly with my arms folded and Lord Hwang keeps his eyes on like a prisoner.

The alpha is intense but not as cruel as my father’s presence. It makes curious about it, is that what makes Jaehyun the playful but kind alpha he is?

"I’m sorry I kept you waiting" Yeon returns with a small bag that I assu to be his and a hoodie hand on his left hand, "Junnah, this is Jaehyun’s, he scented it for a while back so I keep him around even when he’s not" he says and hands it over to .

Without questions, I shrug off my suit jacket and put on the hoodie. My oga howls in happiness from having the alpha’s familiar scent on us again.

Covering my face, I follow the Hwang couple into the car waiting outside the hospital. As the driving starts, my phone buzzes in my pants and I pull it out to check, and I see that it is a Kakao ssage from Yunah asking how I am doing.

The ssage warms my heart and I smile slightly, my sister makes it a habit to leave a ssage whenever we haven’t seen each other for over a day.

"Yah" I feel the hard rim of lord Hwang’s gun against my thigh and I look up in shock, "no phones in here" he says and pokes with the shotgun again.

"Leave him alone, you" Yeon says tiredly while stifling a yawn, "sit still, I’m sleepy" the oga man says to his husband and Lord Hwang makes himself comfortable enough for him to rest on him.

"We are not done yet" lord Hwang mouths at and I bow my head, "yes lord Hwang" I say and Yeon opens one eye to peek at his husband, "I told you to leave the kid alone, just hold " Yeon orders and the alpha complies.

What is the Hwang family really about?

Why are they displaying so much weakness in front of ?

Isn’t it a rule as mafias to never let love co in the way?

The thoughts spin in my mind until I also fall asleep in the car.

I wake up to the car jostling and I open my eyes to see that we are entering through a gate. Slling sothing rotten, I sit up straight to see Yeon’s face drained of color and stoic.

"Y-yeon-ssi?" I call and Lord Hwang growls at with his arms protectively around his husband.

What is happening? I wonder and I look outside to see a number of people gathered in front of a building and that’s when I hear the loud raw roar.

That’s Jaehyun’s voice.

"Lord Jaehyun is going feral! if we don’t save him now, he will die within an hour" soone shouts.

No.