Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 221: Please be stubborn

C/W: Dark contents ahead.

Yujun’s POV

There’s a loud noise in my ear as the tallic sll of blood reaches my nose.

The noise is high and loud like a siren, I can’t silence it, I can’t swallow it...what is happening to ?

The world begins to move like a dream around as the warm liquid slides down my inner thighs.

I reach down to touch the place the blood is seeping through my pants and sticking to my legs, but I don’t touch it, I can’t touch it...this can’t be happening to .

I fought so hard and for so long for my daughter...this isn’t possible.

The n around quietly take steps back from , their movents look like sothing unreal, their faces show concern and fear as they monitor .

"No" I mutter under my breath, I breathe in and out to catch the scent of myself or even the sll of Haeri but nothing is there...just blood, my body keeps vibrating as I place my hand on my stomach to feel anything, but I feel nothing.

Kang Chan laughs again, loud and long, bending over to look down at better from the iron railing of his balcony.

He sounds so manic, so insane that even his n exchange looks of surprise.

I let out a pained breath, he’s laughing while I’m bleeding on his ground, my sight blurs with tears and I lift my head to look at him again.

"I told you! but you didn’t listen, you are so selfish" he says, still laughing at and my knees buck, knocking into each other.

’Run, Run’ my oga yells inside of and I shake my head, how can I run when my pup is dying inside of , the blood is beginning to pool on the floor where I am standing barefoot.

"Chan" I call his na.

"You need , I protected you, if only you had just stayed and listened to ...hmm" he says and turns around, my head gets lighter with every breath I drag in, I can barely think straight.

My baby...my daughter...Haeri.

I groan as I feel a sharp pain, the tears in my eyes are threatening to fall out of my eyes but I hold them back as best as I can, and Chan who had taken his ti to co down to stands in front of .

The man stands in the pool of blood at my feet, he’s calm again and the blood from the wound I gave him has been wiped off.

The injury is ugly and still fresh but the way he is acting is as if he feels nothing.

The alpha’s hair has been pushed back with hurried fingers, and his expression is sugar sweet as he tilts his head to address .

"You are so beautiful in red, even more beautiful than Yujin was" he says and lifts his hand to touch , "don’t you touch " I growl at him, fighting the nausea of the blood surrounding us.

"What then? What do you plan? Your mate is dead, your pup is dead...what then?" he asks and a dry sob leaves my lips, "don’t cry" he says but doesn’t touch , he just keeps his distance.

"At the end of the day, we will only fit each other... and you, covered in blood...anomalies"

"Get out of my way" I scream and push him away from , the alpha’s response is another round of laughter, head thrown back and shoulders rising and falling.

"Where are you going to go to?" he asks, leaning in to look in the face, "Choi? You’ll just be returned to again. Hwangs? Did you see how they walked out on you"

I lift the gun in my hand and point it at his head without word.

"Oh?" Chan says and doesn’t move away from the gun, he smirks as if he thinks I’m joking.

"Yujun, what are you doing? He asks while looking in the eyes and I don’t wait for anything else; my brain goes blank as I pull the trigger.

Nothing happens.

I click it again, and again three tis and still nothing happens.

"Arrghh!" I scream in frustration and the man’s face has changed from sick amusent to nothingness, the way he looks when he gets angry.

"So, you would shoot ...even after all I’ve done for you?" the man asks and I start to cry, he has no idea that I am willing to kill him and kill myself.

What do I have left?

’Yunah’

’Gawon’

’Yeon’

My oga whispers the nas of the people that have beco precious to , the people that are my family now, even if my loves has been stolen from , I will fight.

"Yujun, let’s go upstairs" he says softly as he holds my arm and I growl, yanking my arm out of his, needing to get out of his space, the burn in my chest is growing heavier.

It feels like my heart is burning itself.

"Don’t be stupid, you already killed your pup" he says and I don’t wait for him to finish his words before landing a punch on his face, sending him flying backwards.

With my legs wet, stomach pains increasing, heartbroken and no hope, I make my way to the gate, dragging myself and leaving a signature in blood; this is the last ti he will ever imprison ...the last ti any one will ever imprison .

I swear.

I cross the gate with no one stopping , the guards just look at the trail of blood I leave behind with every step I take and turn their faces away from .

The silence in the place is deathly- like everything is mourning for .

My body moves slowly as I fight dizziness, I can’t think clearly with the pain biting into every part of .

’Haeri, be stubborn, please be stubborn for and your dad, I beg you’ I pray to the moon goddess as drag my body down the large and isolated territory of the Kangs.

"Please...Haeri" I say, chanting the words over and over again, my voice is starting to get hoarse with how tired I’m becoming from the blood loss.

I don’t know how far I have walked so far but my body finally gives out, and I drop on all fours to the hot floor.

"Please..." I say as I crawl on the heated concrete floor.

"HWANG JAEHYUN" I scream one last ti with the last energy in and my body fully gives up, leaving to fall to the floor with a gasp.

Darkness closes around but finally...I hear footstep coming for and the familiar scent of patchouli fills my nose.

Ah...this is what I will imagine before I die isn’t it? My mate, my lover...my Jaehyun.

My brain tells that it’s just an imagination but the strong kick in my stomach says otherwise.

Like Haeri is here and like she’s saying; ’Mom, get up! Dad is here’