Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 209: I’m (in)sane

C/W non-con touching (not graphic)

Chan’s POV

What?

How is that possible?

My blood boils as the oga passes out and his troubled scent llows out to sothing more relaxed; I stare at his half naked body in absolute horror, he rembers?

How does he rember when I clearly used my alpha voice on him? I told him to forget that beastly alpha, I have never had a victim fail to respond.

I stand in front of him, watching his chest rise and fall with the hard breathing, he sounds like he’s fighting himself to do anything but sleep even while he’s asleep.

How did my beautiful oga get this stubborn?

My fingers twitch to pick up my scalpel and check how he is able to reject my command, no one has ever been able to get out of my voice before; not my father, not my mother, not even his lousy alpha.

I run my fingers over his soft cheek and dig my thumb into his skin, watching the way his flesh gives in to my pressing, he’s so beautiful it hurts, maybe more beautiful than Cho Yujin ever was.

Why can’t he be as pliant as his face is?

I sigh and take my hands off the oga, I’ll touch him when he’s awake, consent is important because I am not a beast like the rest of them.

Carefully I run my fingers down the side of face, down his neck and his chest to his nipple and stop, it looks stunning, there is sothing oddly enticing about a body that is preparing to bring a healthy pup into the world.

I laugh under my breath softly and circle around his areola, watching how his nipple tightens to my touch, his breathing stutters for a second and I smile to myself even wider.

"You want Yujun, you will accept it soon" I whisper and run my hand all the way down to his stomach, the curve of a child growing in the body of a man fascinates . Yujin’s was beautiful but Yujun’s...art.

And art needs to be bought, kept, displayed only when the owner wants to show off. He’s my art. I paid to have him and he’s everything and more.

He really is an anomaly like , special, never seen before and mine.

"Don’t you see? You belong with " I say to him and pull down the waistband of his pants to see his belly, his enticingly made body.

I press down on the lower part of his stomach and he winces in his sleep, scent growing sour, he even growls in his unconscious state and I hum.

His oga rejects , but this is what it is, I am an alpha and I have power over him, his body wants , and his body will have .

My fingers keep exploring his body, feeding his body with what my touch will feel like when he’s mine, I reach for his hips and touch sothing round and tallic.

"What is this?" I mutter and dig into his pocket to pull out a blue stone ring; the ring looks cheap and ugly in my sight as I lift it up.

When he wakes up, Yujun would be so glad that I saved him from wearing sothing like this, I hiss and squeeze the ring in my fist so hard that it bends out of shape, satisfying .

He will never know this existed, he will never have to worry about sothing like this, just like this...I will take care of everything else.

The door behind opens and I look back, it’s my figure head leader of the clan, my uncle.

His face grows worried as I don’t smile at his arrival and he bows at in guilt, "is the oga giving you trouble, sir?" he asks carefully, sweat beads developing on his forehead already.

Oh, he knows I am angry at him.

"Hmm, is he known to be troubleso?" I ask him and he blinks twice, "well...yes, he ran from here and took that Gawon girl with him" he says.

"I let them go, what else?" I ask and he looks around the room, "my lord, you seem unhappy with ...did I do sothing?" he asks quietly and I throw the crooked ring at him.

"How long have I wanted Yujun?" I ask and he frowns as he tries to rember and I move closer to him, "how long have I been speaking about him?" I ask again, eyes flashing with each step I take.

"Well...since...since that Yujin girl died" he says and I nod, good, everyone knows of my plan since Yujin decided to leave .

"Then how dare you go for him?" I ask and grab him by the neck, the man gasps but doesn’t try to move out of my grasp, he knows I hate running after prey.

"I...I..." he stutters stupidly, just the way I hate it and I squeeze tighter, "did you make love to him?" I ask.

"No, no sir, I didn’t...he fought off, I swear I didn’t" he says, eyes wide with fear.

"But you wanted to, didn’t you? you wanted a taste of what’s mine" I say calmly, my mind is going haywire with the thought of anyone but having Yujun.

"I’m sorry! I just...I wanted to see if he was worth it..." he wheezes and I nod slowly, letting him go and he drops to his knees imdiately with his forehead to the floor.

"I just wanted to serve you better, you know the clan is my everything..." he says, holding on to my shoes as he begs for his life.

It’s okay. It’s perfectly okay, as long as he didn’t touch him.

I return to Yujun’s side and take off my shirt to cover his soft body, under my watch, he will blossom into just what I want him to be and together we will change the world.

"Uncle, look at " I say and he looks at , "go find the nearest bridge and jump off it" I say and he gets up imdiately to follow my command.

Stupid uneducated barbarian.

I will teach them all to fear . I am a god.

"Co back ho when you’re done" I add graciously...I am a kind god.