Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 207: Noise... cancelled

Yujun’s POV

I can hear cars revving as they drive by the isolated road, I can hear birds chirping from the woods, I can hear rustling of dry bush and the crunching of grass and soil.

I can hear all that but my mate.

Jaehyun is the first person I’m supposed to hear every minute, he’s the one I am supposed to be in touch with, his mark is on my neck.

"Why-" I gasp.

The bond is silent, too silent to be normal, and I close my eyes tightly, staying as still as possible to feel anything...just anything but it’s completely silent.

Even my oga has gone silent with shock and fear, we can’t feel our mate, and it can only an sothing terrifying, the one thing I don’t want to ever admit or think.

"Chan" I call with a cracked voice, unable to think clearly with the reality looming above .

"CHAN!" I shout, almost like a roar and the alpha doesn’t startle or move, he just keeps staring at , he is wearing a disturbing and diabolically calm smile on his face with his hands in front of him.

"I’m trying to help you" he whispers and another roar rips past my throat, so loud and so raw that my throat tears and I drool blood.

"NO! NO!" I scream and double over, my body almost falls to the floor, and my scent grows thick with pain and hurt so strongly that Chan coughs.

The pain of the silence hurts more than anything I have ever felt in my entire life, the way I can’t feel him, and I can’t hear him is killing worse than a bullet will ever be able to do.

I clutch my head and shout, maybe the noise outside is distracting , maybe if everything shuts up, I will be able to hear and feel my mate clearly...right?

"Yujun" Chan’s voice calls out of my break down and I turn around to look at him with tear filled blue eyes, why is he doing this to ? Why?

"Yujun, please breathe, you are panicking" the alpha says to and I hiss, straightening my back and ready to fight, ready to kill.

"What did you do to Jaehyun" I ask him as he stands in front of like he’s waiting to catch from falling, "I didn’t do anything, he did it to himself" Chan says, keeping his voice calm, like he’s talking to an animal.

My oga makes a bark like sound in raw anger, we want this man gone, we don’t want this man near us.

"What did-" the words hang in my throat as I grab his collar and shake him violently, my movents are jerky and unstable, but I hold on to him as tight as I can, he has to give the answers I need.

What did he do to my mate? Why can’t I feel him?

"You already know Hwang Jaehyun is as violent and impulsive as a rogue" Chan says, cupping my cheeks and making the expression of a kind man, "he will get himself killed anyway, it’s better now than later"

No.

"Jaehyun is a good man! A better man than you will ever be!" I cry out of pain but despite my aggressive shakes, the alpha keeps smiling at , he keeps looking at with those fake soft eyes.

It hurts how easily he is breaking .

"Accept it, accept it Yujun...He’s bad for you" Chan says softly and I punch him on the chest, the impact of the blow is weak, weaker than how I feel.

"Jaehyun-" I cry out loud, I don’t even know what I want to say, Jaehyun what?

"Accept it, I’m doing us good, my love" Chan says and I sob at the way he keeps justifying himself, "imagine your pup coming to a father as careless as he is? Hmm? Hmm?" he asks and I turn my face out of his hand, tears streaming down my face as much as I fight them.

"He is dead" Chan says coldly and my heart collapses in on itself, it’s a lie, it has to be a filthy lie from hell.

"Shut up" I say through tears, through snot running down my nose, through closed up throat and clenching heart.

"Yujun, that monster is dead" he says again and I bare my teeth at him in rage, needing him to stop talking. Jaehyun is a stubborn bastard, he doesn’t know how to die, he is too stubborn, he can’t die.

"Get your filthy hands off " I hiss and the alpha doesn’t obey, "get your-" I repeat but with a force, pushing him off even if he doesn’t budge, he stands still as he looks at with pity.

"You need , I know you’re hurting right now" he says and smiles softly, a sympathetic one, an unmasked mockery.

"I’ll make it easy, just like we did for your sister" he says and I shut my eyes, no!

No, I won’t let him.

I rember the way Yunah’s body let go of every pain as Chan wiped the mory of her mate from her and guilt fills my heart, Yunah hated Sehwa but still...that was her mate’s mory we snatched from.

"It hurts, doesn’t it? Let help you, hmmm, I can make it better for you" he whispers and I keep my eyes shut, "do you enjoy hurting?" he asks and I sob again.

’Jaehyun! Jaehyun! Where are you?’ my oga screams and we hear nothing, the bond is completely silent, like we were never bonded in the first place and my knees go weak.

"Yujun...think of your little pup, don’t hurt your baby because of him..." Chan says and I let out a wail, the car is still running, and the sll of engine smoke is strong around us, the noise of other cars passing by is loud but none of them is bringing what I need.

I can’t breathe, the pain is too much, the noise in my head is overwhelming and breaking in a million pieces.

’Alpha!’ my grieving oga howls and I shut my ears.

Chan grabs my hands and pushes them down, "open your eyes, Yujun, your pup is hurting" the alpha says and my eyes snap open, "stop talking about my child!" I scream and his eyes turn gold.

It was a trap.

Nothing with this monster is never not a trap.

"Yujun, you are hurting, you will listen to , and you will have a good sleep, you will forget him" Chan says and my oga resists, but not for long, a small cry leaves my lips.

"That’s it, you will trust to take care of you" the alpha says and I growl in rebellion even as tears fall down my cheeks and my eyes keep growing heavy.

Why am I crying so much?

"Sleep my beautiful oga, I’m the one ant for you, you and the pup belong with , and you love , you just don’t know it...you love , Cho Yujin did and you will too" he says as I lose consciousness.

Jaehyun... Jaehyun please... co to .

Chan’s POV

The oga’s body goes lax in my hands, and I catch him on ti before he hits the floor, protecting him in the way only I can, shielding him in the way only I, Kang Chan can do.

"My oga..." I say softly, my heart aches for him, he shouldn’t go through all these for a man that doesn’t deserve him, doesn’t he understand yet that I am all he needs?

I carry Yujun back to the car and put him in the back seat. This way he can rest properly, I lay him in a way that he won’t feel any ache when he wakes up at ho and on his bed.

I will have lunch ready for him, I will cook sothing delicious and healthy for him, his body will thank for coming for them and saving them from the savage Hwangs.

With a smile on my face, I get into the car and start the drive back to my territory, and with the oga asleep, drive is long but comfortable, giving ti to think and plan our beautiful future.

I will make him forget he ever spent ti with that low life.

Ti flies by as I keep on sniffing the air for Yujun, I need to make sure he and the pup are alright, and I keep releasing my scent in steady and small doses so that he is comfortable here.

My gates opens and I park the car before I step out of the car, my n stand in front of disturbed by the way I am covered in blood.

They are at alert, waiting for to give an order with their hands behind their backs. "It’s alright, stand down" I say and they release their positions, ever grateful for a powerful and kind leader like .

Kang Chan will go down in history as the best leader they ever had in life.

"Sihyuk" I call my figurehead Kang clan leader, and the man cos forward with smile, "yes, lord Kang" he says.

", you and my precious oga will have a great talk soon" I say with a smile and he bows.

I will kill him for ever going after Yujun behind my back.