Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 19: Blue eyes

Yunah’s words caatches off guard.

I lose my footing and take a small step backwards only to bump into the mahogany wood shelve behind accidentally.

"Ah fuck" I hiss and put my hand behind my back to rub at the impacted area, panicking from the words she just said. "Oppa, I won’t tell anyone" Yunah says hurriedly, holding her hands out as if to calm down.

My back hurts from the impact with the wood, accompanied by the hundred thoughts racing through my mind, and at the top of all the questions on my mind is, "How do you know what he slls like?" I ask and her eyes widen, surprised that I thought of that first of all.

"I- I an...we...I.." my younger sister stutters, earning look of distrust from , "Yunah, I know you t him at the celebration party and I know that he had on his scent patch that night" I say calmly, hoping that my calmness would ease her enough to co plain to .

"My mate..." Yunah starts slowly and I interrupt her, "the bastard that bounded my sister" I said sharply, getting a an glare from her, "my mate" she says again, more firm than she had said it the first ti, "has worn his scent once before " Yunah says.

"It doesn’t make sense" I point out. "It’s how it is over there, they are like a big family" Yunah says defensively, "my mate needed comfort that day and he was with her" she explains further and all I can do is blink at her.

Hwang Jaehyun offering comfort?

The one who has been using like a slave these days? The one who woke up to make ran for him? That Jaehyun?

I open my mouth to laugh at the statent when I realize that it could be true, after all, he did tend to my injuries and while I was in heat, he stayed with without touching .

My personal experience with him and this added information makes suspect him even more, who is this man and what is his plan?

"Oppa you don’t have to hide with if you love Jaehyun-ssi" Yunah says softly and I sigh, "stop saying that, we have a...deal, nothing more" I mumble as I straighten my clothes "I am going to bed now" I say.

"Good night" she says softly before coming to hug . "Oppa, I love you" she says and I pat her head, "I love you more YuYu" I say before leaving the pink decorated room.

Once in my room, I take off my clothes and throw the to the floor carelessly. I walk in to my personal bathroom and stand in front of the mirror to examine the damage that father ordered to be done to my body.

The sight of the scars on my own torso makes shiver- my body looks so horrid that it makes wonder how Jaehyun had looked at that kindly. With a small laugh, I lift a finger to trace on an hello kitty that Jaehyun had use on one of my deep scars "Idiot" I mutter under my breath even as I am smiling.

I lift my eyes to check the rest of the damages on my body and it scares how I have such deep wound and slashes all over my torso without feeling the pains of them. Father always targets the sa areas over and over again, knowing that the world will never see and question why the son of an alpha has marks on his body.

I practice my ’I am okay’ smile in the mirror, watching as my reflection’s lips stretch into a smile that doesn’t et its eyes. Those eyes, my eyes looks the exact way I feel inside. Ruined. Beautiful but ruined.

This is how damaged I have beco. My body has made pain it’s friend and my mind has beco a raging storm of constant hatred and hurt.

"This is to make a better Alpha, to make Choi clan proud" I say to my reflection.

And to my surprise my eyes glow blue in the mirror, like my reflectinon is choosing to fight back, in surprise I jump backwards. This shouldn’t be, my oga shouldn’t be able to react this way, since I presented as an oga, I have strongly mastered the art of keeping him silent, as if dead.

I groan and double over in pain, my head is aching strongly as I try to push down the oga and gain control again. Every push I make is t with a push from my oga. I touch my face, surprised by the strength of the oga who is refuting the commands I am giving to make him stand down.

This shouldn’t be. I am an Alpha with strength, I am an Alpha not a lowly oga..I am an Alpha!. Straightening up, I look into my own eyes in the mirror.

"Submit" I hiss to my reflection and my oga growls back at fiercely. "I said submit" I growl like the alpha I have been trained to be and I watch as my eyes slowly return to brown.

My head is pounding from the brief clash as I wash my face carefully, and with difficulty I put on my pajamas. Once done I return to my room and climb into my bed. With each step I take and each move I make, my body feels heavier and weaker.

With an tired sigh, I rest my head on the bed. The mattress is soft and cool, different from the floor I had slept on for the past three days. "It hurts" I whimper as a sharp pain pierces through my head. It feels like presenting all over again.

The second I shut my eyes I instantly drift to sleep, carried off into a night mare.

I am in the basent where I have been locked for the last three days, my body is tied up and beaten and my throat dry from screaming for hours on end for rcy.

The exact sa pain, the exact sa place, the exact sa scene.

The door opens and a figure walks in with slow and steady steps. Walking the sa way Jaehyun had walked over to that night at the hotel.

"W-who are you?" I ask, bracing myself for more pain. "Show yourself you bastard!" I scream at the figure and he stops in front of .

"Who am I..?" He asks in a taunting tone, his voice is soft but his words sohow hurts, he tilts his head I see the blue of his eyes...my own eyes.

"Who am I? I am Choi Yujun the Oga" he says