Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 139: Perfect puzzle piece

Jaehyun’s POV

I breathe a sigh of relief, it’s better now, he slls better now...like .

Choi Yujun makes for the door to leave my room, now dressed in my clothes and leaving that alpha’s clothes on the floor.

My hoodie and pants look bigger on him, but it sates my alpha, he pauses at the door and slowly turns his head to look at again.

I tilt my head at him, not wanting to leave but at the sa ti, not wanting him to stay.

I won’t be able to stop myself from begging him to choose if he stays.

I won’t be able to stop myself from locking the door and throwing away the keys just to have him here with for as long as possible.

"Jaehyun..." he says my na quietly, and I curse under my breath, "fuck...Junnah" I say, already knowing what would co next.

But as his shoulders drop and his scent sours slightly, I don’t bother with trying to stop myself as I surge forward to hug him to my body.

I can’t make him cry, dress him up, upset him again and send away like this.

We might be having a rough ti right now, but he still remains the love of my entire life, my precious.

I feel the way his body shudders when his cheek rests against my chest, and I sigh the second his jasmine scent blooms into sothing more sweet, sothing more at ease.

My alpha howls with happiness and my scent also floods the room, making the whole place to sll like what heaven feels like...love, jasmine, patchouli and milk.

I bury my fingers in his hair to keep his body closer to mine, I need him more than I’m letting myself take.

Fuck, I’m already doing too much by letting myself hold him like this, I want to protect us...I want to know where his love stands.

Does he truly want as I want him? I want to fight for him, but I need to know, is he willing to choose when I choose him?

I won’t let us hurt each other for the hundredth ti...there’s too much at stake now...our growing pup, our warring families.

"We’re doing it again" I say but he doesn’t respond, "we’re playing with fire" I say and he tries to step away, but I don’t let him.

"Isn’t it a good thing that I never stopped" I say and he relaxes again.

"Jaehyun" he calls my na gently, I feel the heat of his breath warm my neck, and I hum in response.

The oga wraps his arms around my waist and presses even impossibly closer, so close that I feel the press of his bump against .

It makes whine in my throat as my alpha howls again.

"Don’t let go" he says and I nod my head, letting my chin to rest on his head.

"I am yours; I will do whatever you want to do Yujun" I remind him, aning it now more than ever.

Signing up for a potential heartbreak, I just know this will hurt worse than the last, but I am willing to dive deep.

Does he know that I will die for him?

"Good, then don’t let go...I beg you" he says again.

The sll of milk is prominent in the room and I love it, the presence of our pup, the magic of our dangerous union.

"You should go to sleep" I say to him, and he hums but doesn’t move out of my arm, neither do I release my arms around him.

I like holding him a bit too much...

"Can I stay here?" he whispers and I move away from him imdiately to carry him bridal style to my bed. He makes a noise that sounds almost like a squeak before wrapping his arms around my neck.

"You, really!" he laughs and hides his face in the crook of my neck as I walk to the bed.

My heart is pounding at the way he’s holding on to , and my alpha is wagging his tail like an overgrown puppy that receives the praise of his owner.

My bed is filled with all the soft things I had piled together when I was missing him, for so reason, it felt comforting to put together all the soft things I could find.

I had gathered things, from pillows to my hoodie to my shirts to keep myself from going mad while I waited for him to co back to .

"What’s this?" Yujun asks as I lay him down in the middle of the bed.

My alpha lets out another howl of victory, like the piece that completes the puzzle we are building just slid into place.

Perfect, beautiful and white haired...should be mine.

He stretches his hand to feel the softness of the materials he’s lying on with a dreamy look I’ve never seen on his face before.

I pay attention to his eyes, those eyes that used to look dead and lifeless now look soft, not quiet as full as life as they were when we were together but close.

"What are these, Jaehyun-ssi?" he asks with a small smile.

"I went crazy when you weren’t here" I say and he turns to lie on his side, burying his face in my hoodie, "I could sleep for days here and be happy" he says and I kneel by the bed.

He doesn’t move for a second and I sll the way his pheromones llow out, softening as his breathing slows.

Oh...he has fallen asleep.

’Our oga must have been stressed a lot today’ my alpha says and I hum in agreent, folding my arms to use as a pillow.

He looks so comfortable that I don’t want to climb in and bother his rest, at the sa ti, I don’t want to leave him alone when I just got him.

I let myself fall asleep by the bedside, happy to have my pregnant Junnie again and dreaming about feeding him a healthy breakfast in the morning.

I’m so sure my mom will have the ti of his life feeding Yujun.

Sleep takes over easily for the first ti in days and when I wake in the morning, the sll of milk and jasmine is still in the room.

But the one who carries the sll is gone.

Fuck my life.