Use Me Like A Drug (omegaverse bl) Chapter 136: The mother and the child

Yujun’s POV

No. no. no.

I start to panic with my phone held to my chest.

I have no way to contact Jaehyun, I can’t call my sister, I can’t call my mother.

"What do I do?" I ask myself, pacing the room as my oga whines at my stupidity.

How could I have forgotten a detail this important?

I run my fingers through my hair and pull on it in frustration as tears well up in my eyes, what is wrong with ?

Why do I keep doing everything wrongly.

The curtain is being blown lightly by the wind, and it catches my attention as I look outside; it’s getting late and I blink twice as a thought cos to mind.

If he can’t co to , I will go to him. I know the n guarding the house won’t let through, but I’ll fight if I have to.

I will go to Jaehyun...I will go to my sister.

Again, I open the door and find the sa guard still standing at my door, he looks at and drops his gaze to the floor.

"I’m hungry" I say and he grimaces like I said sothing offensive.

"Um...what will you like to eat?" he asks robotically, and I pretend to think for a few seconds, "kimchi" I say and he nods.

"Pa Kimchi" I add and his jaw drops, "that will be difficult to get at this ti" he says and I sigh.

"If I eat anything else, I will fall sick...Chan said..." I start and the guard’s back straighten.

"I will go find it" he says and quickly walks away from .

I wait till he turns around the corner before I sneak out of the room. I have nothing to take with except my phone.

Stealthily I step out of the house, moving with the shadows, grateful for the days I have spent on the field.

"Who is there?" the gateman asks and moving quickly, I land a strategic punch to knock him out.

His body falls to the floor, and I run out of the house before anyone spots .

I stop the first taxi I see and give him the address to Hwangyeon, sure that he would be there...unless...

’No’ my oga growls, refusing to accept any negativity in regard to my sister and Jaehyun.

’They are fine’ my oga insists and I sit frozen with my breath held, I don’t know what to expect.

The drive is long, but I don’t move, my heart is tight and my palms sweaty.

I hope they are fine.

"Here sir" the driver says when we arrive, and thoughtlessly I hop out of the car and run to the gate.

"Excuse " the taxi driver calls after , but I am too occupied with the need to see if Jaehyun and Yunah are okay.

"Hello" I call out to the man keeping the gate and he gets up from his seat to look at , "C-choi!" he exclaims and runs away from the gate.

The exact sa way the maids at my ho had run from Jaehyun when he stood at the gate.

"Yah! you didn’t pay my money" the taxi driver gets out of his car and grabs by the collar to turn around, his hand is lifted to deliver a punch, but his mouth drops open as he realizes who I am.

"I-" I open my mouth to apologize, but he releases and drops his hand before bowing twice in apology.

"I-I’m sorry" he stutters and runs back into his car to drive off.

"Junnah?" Jaehyun’s voice calls , and my oga perks up.

He opens the gate and holds my forearm gently to pull inside.

"What are you doing here so late?" he asks and I let my eyes roam his body before letting out a sigh.

He’s okay. They’re okay. I can breathe now.

"I was worried" I say and he nods, "I called to tell you I brought Yunah here...I couldn’t reach you" he says.

I let out another sigh without giving him a response and my pheromone swells with happiness with a hint of desire.

Oh goddess...

Both of us stand in front of each other, awkwardly staring at the floor, aware of the monstrous misunderstanding between us and the unignorable sll of desire on .

"You sll like him" Jaehyun says and my head snaps up to his face; he is looking at with yearning in his eyes.

’Wont you hold ?’ I scream in my head.

’I ca all the way here for you’ I say again and he blinks as he takes in my clothes...Chan’s clothes.

"Oh" he says softly.

"It’s not what you think" I say in a rush, frowning at my own desperation to make sure more misunderstanding doesn’t grow between us.

"I didn’t think anything" he says in a flat tone I would have assud to be disinterest if I hadn’t seen the flash of pain in his eyes.

"I don’t have any clothes...I was taken there with nothing of mine...not even my phone" I explain and he draws in a deep breath.

He tilts his head upwards as he lets it out.

"Jaehyun" I call but he doesn’t respond for a while, "my sister" I say, bringing our attention back to what really matters. Yunah.

"She asked to bring her here" he says and steps back.

The gap between us hurts my heart but I know...I have no right to complain or ask for more, at least not right now.

"I understand" I respond with faux nonchalance.

"Follow , she’s in the room with my mom" he says quietly and turns around, he doesn’t look in my face.

I follow him as he leads into the house, the place I have grown to love...the place my father attacked.

I heave a sigh and keep walking behind him.

We arrive at a door and he stops.

"You can go in" he says and I grab his shirt before he leaves.

"We need to talk" I say with all the boldness I can muster and he nods.

"Go see your sister" he says softly and I let my hands drop...he still won’t look at .

"Okay" I say and he opens the door for , always a gentle man to .

I look at him once before I walk in.

The room is small with a big bed in it, on the bed, Yeon and Yunah lay together.

They look like mother and child ant to be together forever, it’s so soft that it lts my heart...this is the love she deserves.

The oga man has his arms around her, cuddling her to himself and looking at her with the love of a true mother even as she’s sleeping.

"Y-yeon-ssi" I whisper and he lifts his head to look .

I expect hate from him, I expect him to yell, the last ti we t involved my clan invading his ho.

Instead, he smiles at .

"Co here you" he says and my body moves on its own to them.

I climb in with them and join the cuddling.

It feels like ho...where I should be, if I dare to stay...

Can I?