Chapter 1185: Chapter 1183
Damn!
Just now, he was actually enchanted by the demoness Helian Rong, otherwise, with the strength of his Divine Sense, even if Qin Yanyang was more formidable, she couldn’t have gotten this close without being discovered.
Yang Fei cursed the demoness under his breath, feeling a bit embarrassed and ashad.
It couldn’t all be blad on Helian Rong. Ultimately, it was his own Dao Heart that was unstable, coveting the allure of the mundane beauties.
Having never been in a relationship before, he thought himself quite noble, not daring to defile love, and only wanted to be wholeheartedly devoted to Qin Yanyang, not to let her down.
Even when he was first with Tong Yunshu, he still believed he hadn’t betrayed his love for Qin Yanyang.
Until later, unable to control his body, he frequently sought out Tong Yunshu for exercise. It was only then he couldn’t deceive himself any longer, realizing he wasn’t the kind of man who was exclusively and loyally committed.
But if it was about playing with emotions, he considered himself innocent.
A great man once said, the more capable a person is, the greater their responsibility. He felt he had so capability, which was why he didn’t want to give up Qin Yanyang, and even more, couldn’t let go of Tong Yunshu. Hence, unknowingly from so point, he beca greedy, wanting to hold onto both.
Later, because of Qin Yanyang’s fierceness, he ssed things up for a while, thinking he had lost Qin Yanyang forever. Fortunately, after his relentless efforts along with the changing circumstances of the world, he got another chance to be with Qin Yanyang, and after many ups and downs, he finally enjoyed the great days of having both by his side.
Until now, Yang Fei was well aware that Qin Yanyang always had a thorn in her heart about this matter, but he was also very sure that Qin Yanyang’s love for him was real.
Whenever their minds were in sync, he could feel it all.
She loved him deeply, thus accepting his unfaithfulness, but her pride and the belief that one should love only one person in a lifeti made her silently swallow her grievances.
Therefore, deep down, Yang Fei felt guilty and pained for Qin Yanyang.
Upon seeing Her Highness the Empress looking at him with cold eyes, Yang Fei felt his scalp tingle and hurriedly rushed over, reaching out to hold her hand, saying, "Wife, when did you co?"
"If I hadn’t co, wouldn’t this demoness be lying in your arms already?" Qin Yanyang removed his hand and snorted.
Yang Fei’s old face turned red as he said, "How could that be? She and her master ca to seek dicine from ."
"It is true Ouyang He ca to you for dicine, but this demoness did not."
"She did ask, specifically for the Face Stabilizing Pill."
"But other than the Face Stabilizing Pill, you gave her an authentic Foundation Establishnt Pill and two Nourishing God Pills."
In the cool weather, Yang Fei only felt as if he was drenched in sweat. He put on a pitiful expression and said to Qin Yanyang, "Wife, I was wrong. I shouldn’t have had other thoughts about other won."
Qin Yanyang glanced at him, recalling how they went from eting and falling in love, to knowing each other well, and finally breaking up over Tong Yunshu. Later, because of a life-and-death ordeal, their feelings were repaired. But a once-appeared crack in their relationship was never perfect.
She took a deep breath and said, "Yang Fei, do you think immortality is truly good?"
Yang Fei paused, not understanding why she suddenly asked this question.
After thinking for a while, Yang Fei said, "If one can live freely and happily, naturally everyone would want immortality."
Qin Yanyang asked, "I’ve heard from the people of the Lingxiao Sect that when cultivators reach the end, they beco lonely, and their closest parents, relatives, spouse, and children will leave them..."
Hearing this, Yang Fei also felt a bit sad and sighed, "Yes, if that’s the case, immortality might be another form of suffering."
Qin Yanyang silently nodded and looked at him, saying, "With a mortal’s few decades of life, they can love many people. Do you think a cultivator’s life can et more beautiful scenery and people, then constantly be attracted, forming new feelings, making life more wonderful and vibrant?"
Damn, she’s waiting for
here.
Yang Fei coughed dryly and said, "I’m still young, not having cultivated to immortality, and can’t answer such things."
Qin Yanyang lightly bit her lip and looked at his I refuse to answer expression, laughing, "Yang Fei, do you love ?"
Yang Fei imdiately responded seriously, "Of course, if I don’t love you, who do I love?"
Qin Yanyang said, "And what about Tong Yunshu?"
Yang Fei’s expression changed slightly, and he bit his lip, decisively saying, "I love her too, I can’t let her go."
Qin Yanyang snorted and said, "Are you sure you won’t grow tired of
and Tong Yunshu as ti goes by?"
Yang Fei quickly shook his head, "No, I’m soone who loves the new without abandoning the old."
"Hmph," Qin Yanyang glared at him and said, "I will rember your words. If in the future you grow tired of
and aren’t genuine anymore, know that I, Qin Yanyang, am not a woman without anyone wanting her, and I will leave you."
Yang Fei was startled, quickly grabbing her hand, "Don’t say such silly things. You’re my wife, Yang Fei’s wife. How can you leave? Besides, everyone knows you’re my woman, who the hell would want you?"
"Earth people might not dare, but in the Cultivation World, there are plenty who will want ," Qin Yanyang said.
Yang Fei’s face turned pale, pulling Qin Yanyang, "Wife, don’t say such angry things. I know your heart; you love
so much. If it weren’t so, how could such a proud person like you forgive
before? Promise not to say such angry things again, okay?"
Qin Yanyang’s eyes were already moist. Since entering the Foundation Establishnt Stage, her mind had beco very strong, with emotions rarely experiencing such large fluctuations as today.
But for so reason, at this mont, she couldn’t control these emotions, resting her head gently on Yang Fei’s chest, softly saying, "I’m not speaking in anger, just suddenly finding the future hard to decipher, feeling worried. I used to be so confident, believing my life and those around
were all under my control, that I could rule it all. But now, I feel a bit lost, not knowing where the path of the future is. What kind of scenery will the Cultivation World have? If we go there in the future, can we always be together, or will we be separated?"
Yang Fei couldn’t help but hold her a bit tighter, comforting, "Don’t think so much, okay? We’ve faced countless life and death challenges together, haven’t we always been side by side? I promise you, no matter what the future holds, we will always be together, never apart. Have you forgotten? Together, we are invincible."
"Mm, rember what you said today," Qin Yanyang said softly.
Yang Fei solemnly nodded, holding her more tightly.
In his impression, Qin Yanyang rarely showed such helpless and confused vulnerability and was an extrely confident and strong woman. He didn’t know why she said so many unusual words today.
This made him feel an intense heartache, loving her even more.
"If you don’t want to leave Earth, we’ll stay here forever. I’ll always be by your side," Yang Fei whispered in her ear.
Qin Yanyang’s emotions gradually cald down, softly responding with a hum.
She could feel Yang Fei’s genuine care and concern for her at this mont. With this man by her side, she could dispel the unfounded fear and helplessness.
What she didn’t know was that today’s peculiar emotional state was due to her prolonged closed-door cultivation.
Cultivation was dull and boring. Besides cultivating the body, one also had to cultivate the mind. Such long-term tedious cultivation easily bred a Heart Demon for those used to the bustling life.
Her greatest Heart Demon was once Yang Fei’s betrayal of her feelings, and today, coincidentally witnessing Yang Fei and Helian Rong’s ambiguity, resulted in her losing control and displaying this side of vulnerability and helplessness.
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