Trapped In A Novel As The Breeding Mate For Four Powerful Alphas Chapter 44: And if I don’t despise it?

In any case, this madman would really beco a madman if he kept taking those drugs. If he stopped now, he would avoid that incident, but at the sa ti, his character would begin to clash, and his gentlemanly nature would cease to exist.

But that should be a small price to pay for saving the lives of those he would kill in the future, as well as his lovers.

He could also try to go about another thod to keep him sane while he was a gentleman. He could go to therapy but I was sure he did not trust any therapists enough to tell them sothing like, 'I killed three people today. I enjoyed watching them scream and cry for to spare them. Blah, blah, blah. So, I was going to be that therapist.

He had no idea how much talking could help clear the mind.

"Then are you able to provide verbal solutions after listening to ?" Jin-Yeok asked and I shook my head.

"Not everything requires a solution," I said. "You never know, just talking and knowing soone is listening without them judging or looking at you with scrutinizing eyes can help a lot more than you think."

"And do you think I have a problem?" He asked . "Do I look like I have sothing bothering ?"

"No," I said. "But I believe everyone has sothing they would like to say but can't because of its content. I'm not different."

The room fell silent for a few seconds and I swear I could hear my heart thumping like an alarm clock. I was super nervous.

I hope he didn't catch on that I knew sothing about him. I tried to be as vague as possible so he wouldn't notice but this silence... Ugh, it was so suffocating.

"Hwang Jo-Pil," he called.

"Yes, master."

"Don't you think you're being too bold with your statents right now?" He asked but I did not respond. I did not feel any hostility from him and he wasn't taking a smile either.

He just had a plain expression on his face, and I wondered if it was just an honest question after all that talk.

"Yes, I believe I am." I answered. "And I understand I'm being rude. Would you like to punish ?"

"You've spoken about getting punished twice already. Are you eager to run around the mansion naked?" He asked but I shook my head.

"No, but I know that I was rude, and if my master despises my rudeness, then I need to be punished."

"And if I don't despise it?" He asked and I smiled.

"Then we can just let it go, right, master?"

I felt things were dragging on for too long. It might get to a point where I don't know what will happen to next.

I might suddenly get a slap across my face that I didn't expect just because I misjudged the situation. So, instead of that, I think it would be better if I simply put an end to things here.

"Master, while I'm still in the grace of your rcy, can I ask you a question?"

"Grace of your..." He seed to find my words funny and laughed. "What do you want to ask, Hwang Jo-Pil?"

"Would you suddenly co to hate because of my honesty?" I asked but he tilted his head a bit, trying to figure out before responding.

"Unless you're being intentionally rude, then I might find you an eyesore." He said. "But for now, I do not hate you. Like you said, I bought sothing green for you because I like you. But aren't you curious? It's our first eting and yet I had already prepared a gift to express I was not dissatisfied with you as a human being."

"Well," I looked away. "I can simply assu you did that just to get along with since there was no way you would buy if you hated ."

Wrong. He did hate . He hated Jo-Pil because it was because of him, an Oga, he would have to share a bed with soone aside his lover who grew jealous.

He simply didn't show it, but he was really dissatisfied with Jo-Pil's existence, and that was why he did not listen to him when he struggled in bed.

He just wanted to get things over with and leave.

He took a long bath after each night he spent with Jo-Pil until it had beco so natural that he started getting fond of Jo-Pil, seeing his gloomy and lifeless eyes that were just like his when he was younger.

I shook my head. That was just in the novel.

"And given that we've talked this much and I've gotten you to laugh a couple of tis, I'd dare to say confidently that you've grown fond of , master." I said with a bold smile. "Am I wrong?"

"No, you're not wrong." He answered, sliding his hand around my neck all of a sudden. "I'm very curious about the high-rate breeding Oga called Hwang Jo-Pil, and each line we exchange makes realize that there's more to the scared kitten who released its Pheromones in fear just a mont ago."

"A single encounter doesn't define a person." I said and he nodded.

"Yes, you're right. A single encounter doesn't. So, why don't we et a lot from now on?" He suggested, and I paused for a mont, looking down at his hand on my neck, and then chuckled.

"What do you an, master?" I asked and raised my head. "This is also your house, so of course we'll et from now on."

Jin-Yeok ended up laughing and released his hand from my neck.

"Yes, you're right." He said and dropped his hand on my head, patting it.

"Master, can I ask you one more question?" I asked and he looked sowhat pleased to know I had a question to ask.

"You want to ask another question. What do I get out of being interrogated like this?" He asked and I pondered. What do I get him in return? I had no idea.

"Then, how about this? For every question I ask you from now on, you can ask one question in return. That way, we can get to know each other better."