I’m not a calculative mastermind. And I can’t say I’m the brightest of minds either, but when it cos to my survival, I have to use every muscle and cell in my frail body to co up with a solution.
I... Have to survive no matter what, and I would do anything to ensure that. Anything that doesn’t involve selling my body, that is.
"So, tell , what was so diabolic about that you attacked your master?" He asked, and I bowed my head.
I clutched my knife tightly, biting my lips as I acted out a rather pitiful sight.
"Jo-Pil?" Jin-Yeok, who noticed my trembling fists, placed his hand on my back to comfort . "Are you okay?"
I snapped out of it and raised my head, looking at him as he stared at worriedly.
I smiled faintly, my eyes curving slightly, and said,
"Yes, I’m fine." I said, but Seo-Jun couldn’t help but detest the show of affection in front of him.
It probably made him sick knowing they were treating as their equal and putting my interests above his.
His expressions could not lie.
"When I saw Master Sun walk in..." Blegh, it sounds so distasteful on my tongue. I just have no choice but to call him that. "...I don’t know why, but he gave off the sa vibe as ’that’ Alpha from three years ago." I said, and their eyes widened. "I know it’s ridiculous and that it could never be him because he’s dead, but I was reminded so vividly about what he tried to do, and so I thought he was soone who ca here to..." I rolled my eyes away guiltily and then back at him in a suggestive manner. "...take ."
"Huh?" Seo-Jun, who did not know the full details of that incident, looked at confused while the others looked at sympathetically.
"That’s why I rushed towards him and decided to take him out before he could get his hands on . I didn’t want sothing like that to happen to again, and in front of my masters too. I was scared, and my body acted out first."
"Hyung," Min-Cheol held my hand and said with a concerned tone. "I had no idea you were still so trapped."
No, I’m not trapped. I’m already healed. I just hate this man’s guts, that’s all.
"It’s understandable why Seo-Jun gave off that vibe to you. I should’ve thought of this first and warned you before you t him." Ki-hoon said and sighed. "Sorry, Jo-Pil. I was insensitive."
No, no, how would you ever connect the dots? Don’t bla yourself.
"It makes sense now." Jin-Yeok said. "Jo-Pil acted in self-defense because he felt his own well-being was being threatened."
Seo-Jun glanced from one to another, utterly confused and in disbelief. They kept spewing nonsense.
If I were a bystander, I’d think the sa way because it was completely unreasonable, but since it was all for my sake, it was completely reasonable to . This was my win.
"What nonsense are you bullshiting about?" He yelled, and my eyes fell once again. Could he not do without raising his damn voice? "It makes sense? Self defense? What the hell?! Explain to in a way I’ll understand because this makes zero sense to ."
That’s because you’re a moron.
I wished I could say that out loud, but I was in soft mode right now, so let’s not attract attention with rude words.
"You’re right, master Sun. It doesn’t make sense, and I committed a vile act against you." I said. Now, take my apology and just shut up. "I perceived you as soone wicked before even getting to know you. The vibe you give is indeed strange, but you aren’t at all wicked, so I’ll apologize."
"And how do you know I’m not wicked?" He asked, and my expression twisted slightly, but it was so little that they did not notice it.
Ugh, he just wants to flatter him, doesn’t he?
Well, if he insists.
"If you wanted to make suffer as an unreadably wicked person in the mont I attacked you, you would’ve released your Pheromones to suppress , but you didn’t. So, as much as I hate and loathe the vibe around you since it reminds of my traumatic experience, I have to admit that you’re not entirely a bad man. You’re my master, after all." I cunningly and boldly stated.
If he got angry with what I said, then he could try to attack . I think it would be better if he did so, I would have a reason to openly hate him.
So, go on and attack .
You might be one of my masters, but you’re different compared to them.
After eting my masters, I thanked them for taking out of my debt and giving a new and worry-free life. I told them what they wanted to hear and acted like a good and grateful slave.
I told them I would do whatever they wanted, even if it would compromise my own interests and relapse my fears. Hell, I didn’t even have the right to have interests or think about my fears since I belonged to them, but I gave them my word. Whatever my masters liked was what I would like. And whatever they hated was what I would hate... That was what I declared when I thanked all of them individually.
Though it was just a show to gain their sympathy, I was serious when I said I would do whatever they wanted because I was so confident that after winning them over, they would never try to hurt . Not intentionally, at least.
They were characters that were redeemable and had attitudes I could work with.
That was why I offered my everything, as well as continuously made it known to them that I considered myself a slave until they wiped away that motion with their continuous assurance.
It was a fair trade, and seeing the results now, I was glad I took the risk.
But the sa could not be said or done to this man.
I would never use the sa thod I used to win the others on him because he would definitely take it. He would take what I offered, remind that my body belonged to him, and treat as the breeder I was bought to be.
He was a difficult character to handle, and so I acted out first. I stood my ground so he would know I was not easy to handle.
I would not let him do whatever he wanted with . I just cannot allow it.
I can’t thank him either because that would only elate his ego and feed his sense of ownership.
He should just think of the money he spent to get as a fundraiser for the less privileged.
"So, you’re saying I’m not a bad guy, huh?" Seo-Jun spoke up, and I looked at him. "But I’m certain you saw as a bad guy the mont you threw that weak ass fist at ."
I bowed my head, seeming to reflect on my actions, but I just couldn’t wait to be done with him.
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