Capítulo 1912: Chapter 1919: Fei’er Is Pregnant (2)
However, Nangong Yi did not understand, because at this mont his thoughts were all focused on Huo Yuan’s occasional glances at his madam.
Despise this damned dishonest rchant, after all these years, he still hasn’t given up on his madam. Look at those pretend casual glances he throws at her. Any man can understand the content behind them. It’s truly detestable!
Cai Wei didn’t pay attention to Huo Yuan’s glances, nor was she in the mood to listen to what he was saying. Right now, what she’s thinking about is how to collect food and how to barter.
“Did His Majesty and the Empress understand?”
After Huo Yuan finished speaking, he asked once again, but his eyes involuntarily turned to Cai Wei.
In the years they hadn’t seen each other, she had shed her youthful innocence, becoming soone who still possessed the purity of a maiden’s appearance yet held the allure of a mature woman. She was even more gentle and beautiful than before. If back then she was like a budding flower, now she had blossod into a peony, a nation-falling beauty, with grace of heavenly proportions!
Any man would likely be as captivated and enamored by her as he was.
Over the years, he never forgot her for a mont. He would inadvertently think of her, from the first ti they t in Qingyun Town to their accidental eting in Yushu County. Each eting, every word she said, each expression and every gesture, every mont spent with her was etched—not just imprinted—in his brain, becoming a part of his life.
These years, whenever soone ntioned that he should settle down and start a family, he couldn’t help but think of that woman who first captured his heart, the one who haunted his thoughts, making her unforgettable.
In fact, back then, he was just one step away from having her. He rembers that when they were besieged by the order of Princess Zhao Yang, she had promised to consider him. Unfortunately, his opponent was too strong, with high authority, who forcibly took her away from him.
He resented, hated, and thought of revenge, even thought of taking her back. But later, that man unexpectedly married her as his official wife and issued an order on their grand wedding day that no concubines would ever be taken into the imperial harem. It was then he realized the man took her not just to toy with her but truly loved her. Otherwise, with his identity, he wouldn’t do such a thing.
Slowly, the whole populace of the Great Jin Nation ca to know that the emperor feared his empress. Rumors abounded of how much His Majesty feared the Empress Dowager and how he obeyed her every whim. Huo Yuan knew that in this world, no n truly fear won. It’s just that n love won so much that they pamper her excessively, valuing her everywhere, thus earning the reputation of being henpecked.
Seeing the man love her so selflessly, he finally reconciled with it. Since he loved her, he chose to silently bless her.
He decided to let go, leaving the Great Jin Nation far behind, to strive in a foreign country. Yet, though separated by vast mountains and rivers, he still kept a firm grasp on her news: her pregnancies, childbirth, and how she lived these past years. He knew everything.
Like Mo Zili back then, he refused to get married because he thought, given Nangong Yi’s high position and the temptations he must face, if one day he grew tired of her, he could bring her back to his side, to love and cherish her and spend the rest of their lives together.
However, if he got married, there would be no place for her in his life. She, such a proud person, would not agree to be a concubine or remain awkwardly by his side. So, he didn’t marry and stayed away from won, just waiting slowly. Not knowing if that day would ever co.
Perhaps after many more years, he would gradually let go and could forget about her. At that ti, he might marry a gentle and virtuous wife, starting a new life. But that’s sothing for the distant future. At least for now, he couldn’t forget her, nor could he accept any other woman. He could only keep waiting like this…
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