To Be Yours Again Chapter 35 Mason and Gianna

Mason stood in front of his girlfriend’s, Gianna’s house.

The last ti they spoke was two days ago when he discovered sothing in her apartnt.

They had been dating for a while and from the mont he saw her, he had a strong attraction for her.

This was a big deal because Caden and himself had been playboys for the longest. They had been finding it hard to feel any strong attraction for any woman.

But when Mason t Gianna, it had felt as if his entire world had finally fallen into place.

He didn’t want to go clubbing anymore, he couldn’t find any other woman attractive, he loved the person he was when he was with her.

For her, he could do anything and everything. His joy knew no bounds when she finally agreed to date him.

Everything had been going well for him after that. Being with Gianna after a long day at work felt like the highlight of his day.

Until two days ago, while he was searching for his car keys, he thought he had kept it on the drawer in her bedroom, but when he searched through the drawer, he found sothing that surprised him.

He found handcuffs, whip, and all sorts of devices.

Of course, he instantly knew they were used during sex, during BDSM.

He had thought Gianna was just a sweet girl, he never pictured that she was into sothing like this. She had found him going through the devices and she had looked mortified.

What shocked him the most was when she admitted that n didn’t use all that on her, it was her who used those equipnt on n.

aning, she was the dominant in the relationship.

It was quite common for n to be the dominant in BDSM, plus, he had always seen her as a calm, sweet girl so it was hard to picture her in that sense.

Before he could even process what he had just discovered, she had asked him to leave.

Mason had spent two days not reaching out to her and trying to understand how and why she was into sothing like that.

It wasn’t as if he had great judgnt or prejudice against people into BDSM, he just never thought she was into it or even being the dominant.

But strangely, he wanted to know. He wanted to know everything about her.

He slowly rang the doorbell.

After a few seconds, the door opened.

His lips parted seeing her standing there in a ssy bun.

She was a florist by profession but it seed she hadn’t been to work in days.

“Can I co in?”He asked.

She nodded and led him in.

She gestured at a big bag.”Your things are already packed.”

Because they could barely stand being apart, they spent most of the ti in each other’s house.

If she wasn’t in his house, then he was at hers.

So so of their belongings were in each other’s houses.

“You can send over my stuff.”She added.

Mason scoffed.”Are you breaking up with ?”

“I figured you didn’t know how to say it, this is for the best, Mason.”

“You said you loved , Gigi.”He reminded.

“You already know sothing had changed between us after what you saw.”

“No...nothing changed.”

She eyed him.”So you’re okay with , even while knowing that I’m broken?”

“I...I...”Mason walked up to her and held her hand.”I want to understand, make understand. I want to know all of you.”

Tears filled Gianna’s eyes.”Fine, I guess that would kill any reluctance you have in your heart about ending this.” She took her hand away from his and sat down.

Mason sat beside her.

“I...I was raped when I was fifteen, by two guys. They were my brother’s friends.”

Mason’s eyes dilated.

“I was devastated, my family were, and my brother felt guilty that he didn’t protect enough. He wasn’t there. No one was ho when the boys ca around. They had said they ca to visit him, it wasn’t strange, they always ca by to visit, my brother also frequently visited them, they were more like family, my family always ate with them. That day, I was in my room, while they were ant to wait for my brother, Liam, in his. They ca over to mine, they had said they wanted to talk as they waited for Liam, but from talking, they...they started to touch . They had told I’d like it but I didn’t want them to touch . They didn’t stop. They both...they both held down and had their way with , repeatedly. It was my first ti. They ssed with my body.” Gianna wiped the tears on her face.

She hated that she was reliving that mory. She had never told any man she’d been with about it.

But Mason was special to her.

Mason was the first man who made her feel normal, feel happy.

“My parents had co to et in the state in which the boys left . They had been heartbroken and my brother went after them. He got into a fight with them. They had begged for forgiveness but what was that going to solve. My brother and parents couldn’t let go of it. They fought, they tried to at least get the boys punished but they were from wealthy families, they had connections. They were not punished for it. While I had to live with the pain of what they did to . My brother and my parents tried to help heal but for the first few years that happened, I...I was a shadow of myself, barely spoke, and when my family realized that I was suicidal, they watched like a hawk. We even had to move to another city. The incident and the guilt of what his friends did made my brother study and work tirelessly to get rich, to get connections.”

“When I got into college, I was still barely surviving. But then I t a guy, he was really sweet to . I found him cute. But I didn’t love him. When we finally had sex, during it, I had the impulse to hold his neck and I did, choking him to the point of him struggling with . He had been mortified but I had felt happy putting him in pain. I don’t know what happened but sothing shifted inside of . He didn’t want to be with after that but I kept thinking of hurting n, the thought of hurting n made happy, made feel fulfilled. And I knew I had to experint it. At first, I paid n to let do whatever I wanted. And the more I did, the more I realized that hurting them, making them bleed, seeing my marks on them, making them beg made sane.”

Mason swallowed.

Gianna continued.”If any man showed any interest in , I told him straight up the kind of person I was in bed. At first, so would think they could handle it. So handled it to so point. And then gave up. So wanted to play the dominant instead but I wasn’t having that. Over ti, when I finished college, I didn’t want anything long term or romantic, I just wanted to play the dominant in bed and did whatever I liked to n. So I drafted up a contract, made any willing man sign it and beco mine to use for a few months. I wouldn’t lie, I made use of those good old days, I also ca to know that there were so n who didn’t mind being the submissive.”

“My brother, Liam, didn’t give up fighting for justice. His hard work paid off and he made it big, the first thing he did was hunting down his friends. He made a lot of investigations, find out every one of the cris they had committed, turns out I wasn’t their only victim, they had even killed one of the girls they took advantage of, Liam was able to find strong evidence, evidence that the boys’ family couldn’t fight off. Three years ago, after the court battle, both were sentence to 30 years in prison each. When that happened, I can still rember how Liam had cried, he had cried as he hugged . I never blad him once. I never thought it was his fault that his friends did that. After all, everyone thought they were nice guys but Liam didn’t stop blaming himself and giving the justice I deserved had been his lifelong dream. I saw that it had also hindered his happiness too. All he wanted was for to be happy. And I made him a promise that I would be happy. I thought that now that they were punished, I should try having a normal relationship. I saw a lot of therapist. I had gotten rid of so of the BDSM equipnts, I had a lot of them back then but I couldn’t get rid of all for so reason. I even opened a flower shop because I wanted to feel as beautiful as a flower. And then I t you, I thought I could finally be like a normal girl, a normal girl in a romantic relationship.”

This was a lot for Mason to take in and he was quiet for a long ti.

“So, are you happy? Are you happy being in a normal relationship with ?”He finally asked.

She nodded with tears filled eyes.

“Seeing how you couldn’t get rid of all the equipnt, you still think about being a dom, don’t you?”

“I...I...”

“Don’t lie to . Do you miss it?”

Gianna stood up.”Fine! Yes, I do. I thought I was over it. I just...I don’t know what’s wrong with . I don’t know why I can’t feel normal.”

Mason stood up too.”You are pretty normal to .”

“You don’t have to say that to make feel better.”

“I’m not saying it to make you feel better but I don’t think you’re broken.”

She turned to face him.”You just heard everything. You know what I’ve been through, don’t you find disgusting?”

Mason walked up to her.”No, I want to hug you.”

Tears fell from Gianna’s eyes.

Mason pulled her into his arms, he gently stroke her hair.

“I want you to know that you didn’t deserve what happened to you. You are a beautiful, lovely person. You didn’t deserve that. Seeing how hard you’ve tried to move on from it, I’m proud of you.”

Gianna burst into tears.

He had hugged her for a long ti while she cried in his arms.

*******

An hour later found Mason sitting on the couch with Gianna on his laps, she was leaning against him.

“I can’t believe you packed up my stuff, so you wanted to break up with just like that?” He asked.

She lifted up her head and pouted.”I thought you wanted a break up.”

“I love you, Gigi. I don’t want to be apart from you.”

She smiled and kissed him on the lips.

“Let be your submissive.”He suddenly suggested.

She pulled back from him.”No.”

“C’mon, we could...”

“I want a normal relationship with you.”

“But you miss...”

“It doesn’t matter. Since you don’t mind my past, I...I don’t want anything to ruin our relationship now.”

“It won’t get ruined, I promise.”

“Do you even know what it ans? Mason, you’re like the most manliest man I’ve ever been with, you literally own a security company, you’re like this tough boss, you can’t...”

“I can...for you, I can do anything. You just need to tell what to do.”

“But...”

Mason cupped her cheeks.”I just don’t want you to feel like a part of you is missing, I want all of you, I want you to be yourself with . I’d be your submissive as long as you want. We could even get married, have kids, and I’d still be your submissive anyti.”

Gianna was shocked to hear that.”You...you want to marry ?”

“From the mont I saw you, Gigi, I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you. My love for you isn’t going away no matter what. So feel free to be anything you want with .”

She swallowed and admitted.”I really did think of wanting to play a dom again.”

“Then dominate however you want.”

Gianna bit her lower lip and smiled.

She felt so happy, as she stared at her big masculine lover.