Fang Thirteen didnt have anything to say when we started.
But I had already started pouring out words.
When I first arrived here, I was a bit baffled. The reason why you recruited and brought here was because your manpower was lacking, but how could the majestic Sky Star Citys City Lords mansions deputy commander be lacking in manpower? What was even stranger was that when I reached the City Lords mansion, I discovered that it truly was this way. When I went to have my al on the first day, I felt that things were a bit off. By the doorway of the dining hall were only 2 bodyguards, with one of them even yawning. With how youve always been blind, there should have at least been a maid in charge of feeding you food, but even after being around for so long, all Ive seen for maids is just Tila, who follows you around. But the work she has on her hands is stacked so high that she doesnt have any ti to do anything else. Apart from going out to pick herbal dicine, she also has to go pass on information, guide around, and more; where would she go find herself any ti and effort to help you out?
So the problem arises; when I was outside the city and being welcod in, I clearly saw great shows of gaudiness, could it be that it was all fake? In reality, it wasnt. It was just that Sky Star Citys City Lords mansion didnt belong to you, the City Lords maids also werent your maids, the City Lords bodyguards also werent your bodyguards. Therefore, it wasnt that the City Lords mansion was lacking in manpower, no, it was just you who was lacking in manpower.
I narrowed my eyes and sized up Fang Thirteen while I continued:
Then, it was that first legal case, the case on stealing. In the beginning, I thought that it was sothing that you deliberately arranged, but I realized later on that it wasnt. Because standing from your point of view, you were the one who attracted these people over from West-Resisting City, so the thing you would hope for the most would be for them and Sky Star City to coexist in peace. Even if it was a situation set up to test , it would be impossible for it to be known by everybody. During that ti when that rchant called Luo Chou issued a call for action to stir up the populace and create a contradiction between them and West-Resisting Citys immigrants, I beca aware that there was soone else behind this situation. But at the ti, I absolutely had no thoughts about this being due to Fang Lita since I felt that you two were a pair of good siblings and it would be unlikely for him to do as such.
Fang Thirteen rely whispered her explanation:
Its not necessarily Ata. Maybe theres other people sowing dissension
I questioned in return:
Do you seriously think so? Then why didnt you go examine the case by yourself and instead let go forth?
Fang Thirteen had nothing to say in response.
I continued:
Tila once told that there was a disagreent between you and Fang Lita. You advocated for admitting West-Resisting Citys refugees but Fang Lita held the opposing position. Ultimately, you still implented this policy and allowed 127 people, including , to co to Sky Star City. So long as so contradiction was stirred up between both sides, it would be like a slap to the face for the one who issued the policy. Once that happens, your prestige would naturally decline as a result and you would beco more and more suppressed by Fang Lita.
Fang Thirteen used a tone that was near begging :
Stop speakingpleasedont speak any more.
I coldly berated her and ntioned my non-existent wife and children as an excuse:
Why can I not speak? Everything that youve done is for him, or do you an to say that my wife and childrens deaths were unrelated to him? You want to grin and bear it? Then what sort of man would I be regarded as!
Fang Thirteens montum dropped. I also lowered my rising voice and quietly murmured:
Do you still rember? That day when you were sleeping in the courtyard, I helped you by using so of my clothes to cover you from the cold. The day next, when I woke up in the early morning, you ca over to return my clothes to .
Fang Thirteen nodded.
I spoke even fainter:
There was no na embroidered on my clothes indicating that it was mine, how could you know that they were mine? Though it could be said that it was quite possible to feel out them to be a males clothes, they were still very commonly worn ones, with many people including bodyguards wearing such clothes. Why was the first person that ca to your mind, ?
Fang Thirteen clenched her fists.
I moved closer and enunciated word for word:
Because in such a large City Lords mansion, there. are. no. other. people. besides. . who. would. help. you. place. so. extra. layers. when. you. are. sleeping. Those bodyguards are all Fang Litas people, their gazes when they look at you? Its like theyre looking at a stranger, evenan enemy.
Fang Thirteen began fiercely gasping for air.
The night was going to be long.
I crossed one leg over the other and reiterated:
Ive already said it, that this is only limited to tonight. You can pour out all your pain and suffering for to hear, Ill listen to it all. Once dawn breaks, Ill forget all of it and well never ntion it ever again.
Fang Thirteen deeply sighed.
When she started speaking, her voice was very quiet, like that of a mosquitos, and drowned out by the sound of her breathing. When her voice was a little louder, only then could I hear what she was saying.
Do you know how it feels to be innately disabled, Jade? Its like being born and labelled defective goods straightaway, at risk of being thrown into a garbage heap at any ti. When I was a child, my mother didnt love , nor did my father love . Everyone around regarded with disdain. I also scorned myself. When other children would describe how big the sun was, how round, and how dazzling, all I saw from my eyes was pitch-black darkness.
In those days, I thought of dying. Because there were simply no people in the world who loved , there was no place for . There wasnt anyone who wanted and because of that, I could never obtain any happiness. People need to see hope in order to survive, yet I could see none. There were no people who took care of when I was younger. The nanny wouldnt concern herself with ; if I wanted to use the toilet and told them, they would tell go there by yourself and then laugh as they watched crawl bit by bit. In any case, I was a child that nobody cared for, so even servants wouldnt fear .
It was also at that ti, in these darkest days of my life, that Ata was born. When he was just born, anyone who carried him would cause him to cry, only when I carried him would he laugh and use his chubby little hands to touch my cheek. There was nothing father could do about it, so without any better option, he made bring around Ata to play. Only then did I realize that there was a type of feeling called happiness in this world.
After Ata learned to read, he would start reading books to . In the beginning, they were rely so small tales. Then, there was a day when he read aloud a book on military strategies and tactics. As he read and read, I began yearning for the magnificent world of armies of thousands of n and horses. Every day, I would think and wish and Ata would read it aloud to . Perhaps I really did have talent in this aspect since I learned it very quickly.
She spoke about a large variety of matters intermittently, all of which pertained to Fang Lita.
Her speech was filled with overflowing affection.
At the end of her words, I inquired:
Theres always been a rumor in the outside world that you two dont get along.
Fang Thirteen smiled as she spoke:
It was a rumor I disseminated. These 10 cities that we possess, many of them were taken down through this rumor. Show the enemy your weak side, lure them out of their city, then deal a ravishing blow. In those days when our relationship was still very good, he and I discussed this stratagem. I gave him so authority and we pretended to be undergoing a serious power struggle. We would show this performance every ti we were in the outside world, so naturally everyone started to believe that it was true.
I smirked sardonically:
And the result was what you wholly didnt expect; for the make-believe to beco a reality. Fang Lita didnt wish to let go of the power you granted him and the contradiction between you two began gradually intensifying.
Fang Thirteen didnt deny this.
I continued:
As for you, youre still trying to nd your broken relationship, so you began relenting and placing more authority in his hands, thus fostering his everything will go my way character. You even gave him your own guards and maids to make him believe that you were doing things for his well being, that you didnt have the notion of struggling for power with him. You gave up everything you had, beca so lowly as if you were dust, all for the sole purpose of rely being able to make him perk up, smile, and call you older sister once more.
I couldnt help but chuckle before I said to Fang Thirteen:
Fang Thirteen, you appear to have been living the life of a dog.
Fang Thirteen also chuckled, and as she was laughing, she suddenly bit her lips and was finally unable to hold back her sobs.
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