The Yandere Beauty… Is Actually Me? Chapter 90 : save6 The Grass That Yielded to the Star

90: save6 The Grass That Yielded to the Star

In her youth, Liu Lili valued her self-esteem more than anything else.

It was only after truly experiencing the harsh lessons of society that she realized just how childish her past self had been.

Even if her dream had actually succeeded, what would she have gained?

Standing on equal footing with Lu Lele? Talking to Lu Lele as an equal? Repaying Lu Lele's devotion and love?

If she thought about it carefully, what aning did these things have?

Lu Lele likely never cared about such things.

Lu Lele had never made any moves to look down on her, treating her with respect that was as good as it could possibly be.

Sotis, Lu Lele's behavior made Liu Lili suspect if Lu Lele had lost sothing in the past.

This world does not possess absolute equality.

It is impossible for both sides in a relationship to be absolutely equal. There will inevitably be one who gives more and one who gives less. This is not a big deal, as long as their hearts connect and they negotiate reasonably, distinguishing each person's rights and obligations so that both are satisfied.

There is no sha in compromising for the sake of love.

It was just a pity that Liu Lili realized this truth too late, only truly understanding it after everything was irretrievable.

Regarding Lu Lele transforming into Miss Cola to interact with her, Liu Lili felt very surprised. Saying she didn't feel sad would definitely be a lie, since Lu Lele's actions carried obvious undertones of distrust and punishnt.

If it were the Liu Lili who had just graduated from high school, she definitely wouldn't have been able to accept it, feeling it was a shaful behavior.

However, the current Liu Lili could understand.

After all, Lu Lele choosing to do this had reasons related to Liu Lili herself.

Liu Lili did not want to bla her lover's actions, because she was already tired.

Thoroughly and completely tired.

She just lightly punched Lu Lele twice with her fist as a release of her dissatisfaction, then, as if rembering sothing, her voice beca downcast:

"Lele, I'm sorry. I, I didn't succeed..."

"I didn't beco an excellent painter, nor did I beco a star like you, Lele. I failed... I let you wait for so long, and I was too cowardly to go back. You must be very angry, right?"

"It is alright."

Lu Lele gently kissed away the tears at the corners of Liu Lili's eyes and said softly:

"As long as Lili still loves , that is enough."

"I do not care if Lili achieves success or fa. I only care if Lili can return to my side and be with ."

"Because, I love you forever, Lili."

"I love you too, Lele..."

Liu Lili said with a trembling voice, tears gushing out like a spring.

"Alright, don't cry anymore, Lili. Co to my residence with first."

"Mm."

"Then, let us go back to the White Lily Republic together."

"Mm."

"Following that, let us pick a good day to get married."

"...Mm."

The blade of grass that did not beco a star ultimately followed her star back to the very starting point.

And the price for all of this was ten years.

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After returning to the White Lily Republic, perhaps due to the lifestyle during that final period, Liu Lili fell gravely ill.

Lu Lele took ticulous and exhaustive care of Liu Lili, inviting the best doctors to treat her. Not long after, Liu Lili's illness gradually improved and she recovered very quickly.

On the day Liu Lili fully recovered, Lu Lele prepared ninety-nine flowers that filled Liu Lili's room.

Looking at Lu Lele's happy appearance, Liu Lili also revealed a smile, but within that smile, there was a trace of sorrow.

In the end, for this entire life, she was ultimately unable to break free from Lu Lele...

Upon hearing Lu Lele recount her experiences over these years during the journey back, Liu Lili's remaining shred of self-esteem was completely worn away.

The things she couldn't do, her lover could accomplish so easily.

No matter what, she could never surpass her.

And she, still loved her this much...

Perhaps, this is a fate that cannot be rewritten.

Then, let us just accept fate.

Fate is not sothing one can rewrite just because one wants to.

Since this blade of grass has a star willing to pity her, then she shall yield to the star.

Liu Lili was tired.

She had completely lost her dream and fighting spirit, and also lost the motivation to continue striving.

For the remainder of her life, it was rely a confird, repetitive daily routine.

Accompanying Lu Lele, being together with her forever.

Anyway, no matter what she did, she could not rewrite the relationship between herself and Lu Lele.

Since that is the case, why not enjoy it properly?

Half a year later.

Lu Lele and Liu Lili held a wedding ceremony, officially becoming wives recognized by the law.

Lu Lele and Lu Yanyan invited many social celebrities to attend the wedding. Their story was even made into a docuntary.

However, as the protagonist of the wedding, Liu Lili looked as if she hadn't woken up. She even fell asleep lying on the table during the banquet.

And this was naturally the result of secretly staying up late the previous day.

Liu Lili was no longer the girl whose eyes sparkled with light.

After returning to the country, she gradually beca addicted to alcohol and video gas, seeking spiritual stimulation in the virtual world.

Although Lu Lele tried to intervene, every ti Liu Lili lowered her voice and said, "Lele, I want to play... Please, I beg you... I know you love , right?" Lu Lele would just sigh and then agree.

After all, this wasn't an excessive request. Although Liu Lili was very different from before, Lu Lele could understand.

She had suffered so much, her long-held dream had also shattered. Her life only had the option of revolving around Lu Lele left. It was normal to want to enjoy life, and Lu Lele was willing to satisfy Liu Lili's wishes.

After the wedding, Liu Lili beca even more degenerate. She stayed at ho like a shut-in, never venturing out the two gates. Every day, aside from doing what wives and lovers do with Lu Lele, she just drank and played gas.

Even her originally terrible alcohol tolerance was trained up, from getting drunk after just a cup or two in the past to being able to drink a bottle or two now without changing her expression.

Lu Lele initially felt that this wasn't quite good.

But later on, she stopped managing it.

Even if Lili is like this, it doesn't matter. Anyway, she will support her. As long as Liu Lili is happy, that is enough.

And Liu Lili completely let herself go, willingly being kept by Lu Lele, enjoying life without any worries.

This is the story of a blade of grass that recognized reality after her dreams shattered, then willingly abandoned herself.

Just like this, who knows how many days and nights passed.

Until one day, while eating, Liu Lili suddenly spat out a mouthful of fresh blood, and then collapsed.

After going to the hospital for an examination, it was discovered that due to long-term excessive drinking, Liu Lili had unfortunately developed stomach cancer, and it had already tastasized.

Lu Lele brought in the best doctors again.

However, since it had developed to the late stage, the doctors were also powerless to reverse the situation. They could only try their best to sustain Liu Lili's life.

And even this soon lost its intended effect.

"Lele, I often think, if, I an if, if I could have talent like yours, Lele, how wonderful that would be..."

In the final monts of her life, Liu Lili tightly held Lu Lele's hand. The pain from radiotherapy and chemotherapy did not make her frown even once. She revealed a brilliant smile toward Lu Lele, just like when she was little, telling Lu Lele of her longing for the future:

"As expected, I still want to be a manga artist who can bring happiness to others..."

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While organizing Liu Lili's belongings, Lu Lele discovered a painting.

In the painting, Lu Lele and Liu Lili were wearing the most magnificent wedding dresses, their fingers interlaced, kissing each other happily.

"Lili..."

Lu Lele looked at that painting and silently shed tears.