133: save1 The Little Bear Doll
At the start of the transmigration, Lu Lele still wasn't very fond of that little bear, even feeling that teddy bears were toys only particularly childish little girls would play with. She would rather die than touch such a toy.
But after three days, Lu Lele beca a true believer.
Especially when she discovered that this body was already used to hugging the teddy bear to sleep, and felt insecure without it, unable to sleep soundly no matter what.
And so, on one night when the stars were sparse, Lu Lele, realizing she had insomnia, sneaked into the room that used to belong to Helena and specifically retrieved that teddy bear full of patch marks.
Lu Lele could thump her chest to guarantee that this was absolutely only because hugging the teddy bear could prevent her from being unable to sleep. It definitely had no other aning.
She was a staunch pragmatist. If hugging the teddy bear was of no use to her, Lu Lele wouldn't do it.
However, as soon as she picked up the teddy bear, Lu Lele instantly felt comfortable, and never intended to throw the teddy bear to the side again.
How to describe it. Lu Lele when hugging the teddy bear was like receiving supre comfort and encouragent, making her feel her mind and spirit were incomparably peaceful. The effect was truly imdiate.
Even, it was as if there were so blurry voices gently ringing by her ear, making her involuntarily think of a mother she had never t.
Lu Lele was also able to recall more information from her mories.
The Earl had once told Lu Lele that this teddy bear was a relic left behind by Lu Lele's mother, and also a toy she had prepared for her daughter.
In the year Lu Lele was four, when she asked the Earl that classic question, "Where did Mommy go?", the Earl didn't fabricate a beautiful lie like "Mommy went traveling to a very far place."
He chose to tell the truth, telling Lu Lele that her mother had unfortunately passed away due to massive hemorrage during childbirth and had gone to heaven, never to return to her side.
Subsequently, the Earl handed the teddy bear to Lu Lele, who was crying buckets after learning the truth. He told her that this was the only toy left behind by her mother. She could view it as her mother and must treat it well.
The four-year-old Lu Lele took and hugged the teddy bear from the Earl's hands, and from then on, never let go.
Yes, this teddy bear was precisely the toy Lu Lele's mother had made stitch by stitch for her daughter while she was pregnant.
It was just that she had unfortunately suffered a massive hemorrhage when giving birth to Lu Lele, and left the human world after only glancing at her daughter once.
The current Lu Lele had roughly sorted out the reason for the complex emotional connection contained between herself and the teddy bear, and also accepted the character setting of hugging the teddy bear, even though it made her look more and more like a true loli.
But having said that, in the ani of Blue Star in the past, weren't there also many beautiful girls like her who liked to hug teddy bears? So were even much older than Lu Lele.
Compared to those "pretentious old won," the petite Lu Lele hugging a teddy bear appeared without any sense of violation, instead making her look even cuter.
All of this could be sumd up with one sentence: that was, in the week before seeing Liu Lili, aside from thinking of a way to take out the Head Maid Wang Xiran, Lu Lele also unknowingly completed her adaptation to her body, and finally without much effort achieved a huge transformation in all aspects.
Lu Lele felt that these transformations of hers could be explained using a famous philosophical truth from Blue Star:
Matter determines consciousness.
The soul needs a shell as a carrier. This was an undoubtable fact.
And the shell, that is, the flesh body, has a very significant influence on the soul.
The soul is like shapeable chocolate syrup, and the shell is the mold, which will gradually shape the soul into a appearance that fits it.
Therefore, the only talent from the previous world that Lu Lele inherited intact was the painting ability.
Everything else belonging to the previous world's Lu Lele, only mories were preserved. At the sa ti, they were temporarily "hidden" by the Strange God. Other personality traits had all undergone earth-shaking changes.
The current Lu Lele was a gloomy, autistic, internally dark but incomparably intelligent sickly noble young miss, not that little rich woman with full mobility who liked fantasy and had thoughts that ran wild like heavenly horses, doing whatever she thought of.
Of course, on the other hand, consciousness also acts on matter.
From start to finish, Lu Lele's soul hadn't undergone any changes.
Even if the chocolate syrup is shaped by a mold, once it lts again, neither its quality nor its components undergo any changes. It can still be poured into the next mold and beco a completely different dessert.
This was just like Lu Lele herself. Perhaps when she descends into different worlds and drives different shells, she will display different personalities and postures.
But the traits within the soul will not change.
For example, the quality of tenacious will honed through many cycles of reincarnation, as well as the most core goals and pursuits, were universal no matter which world Lu Lele ca to.
The matter of conquering Liu Lili was the original intention that Lu Lele would never change.
Lu Lele originally wanted to take Liu Lili to stroll for a while longer.
However, not too long after, Lu Lele's tour guide career briefly ushered in an end.
The reason was also very simple, because she was tired, tired to the point where she couldn't take a single step.
Although Lu Lele really wanted to continue taking Liu Lili around the castle like this, it was very obvious she had forgotten her frail body and her physical strength which was weak to the point of being almost non-existent.
Even though Lu Lele had rested well last night, and had the buff of seeing her beloved person, she still couldn't change the fact of her sickly attributes.
Probably only after less than ten minutes, Lu Lele clearly felt her body had already reached its limit and could no longer continue walking.
She was very stubborn and didn't believe in evil, insisting for a while longer. She felt that ending now was simply too losing of face. A body that couldn't make it after walking for only ten minutes... she didn't want her beloved person to leave with such an impression of her.
But facts were facts, things Lu Lele couldn't easily change.
In the end, after stubbornly holding on to finish introducing a painting in the corridor to Liu Lili, Lu Lele finally couldn't hold on and fell down with a thump.
Liu Lili beside her had quick eyes and fast hands, reaching out to catch Lu Lele, preventing her from falling to the ground imdiately.
"Miss, are you alright?" Liu Lili asked with concern.
To be honest, Lu Lele's sudden fall gave Liu Lili a scare, but it wasn't particularly unexpected.
After all, the powerlessness and frailty of the Earl's daughter was a matter just as famous as her terrible personality.
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