Beau.
I am picking fights with him because of my confusion. I didn’t an to act so stupidly in front of him because I didn’t want to accuse him of anything, he didn’t do. I don’t know the reason why he went into Rex’s room but I am so bothered about it.
I watch him walk out of my room and sigh out of frustration. I don’t want so alone ti to drink, I don’t want to be apart from him. I just wished he’d talk to and tell the truth. He didn’t actually go outside for fresh air. He went into my brother’s room.
Why?
I stand up and go out of the room until I am in front of Rex’s room. He opens the door before I get a chance to knock and his expression is worried, almost like he knew I would be coming "What’s wrong," he asks. I roll my eyes because he thinks I am stupid, I know Lanis ca over.
Stop acting stupid.
I don’t realize I sent that as a mind link until he takes a step back in fear "I can explain," he tells terrified that I will sohow hurt him.
"Why did he co to you? You can’t lie to ," I warn him.
He shakes his head "It’s not about . You should ask him directly,"
I push him into the room and he trips and falls to his knees. He is trembling and I don’t an to scare him but I need to get the truth from him. Lanis is not talking to and I am getting scared. I hate not being in the know, I hate secrets and it feels like he is keeping sothing from . I know I should be patient, that eventually, he would talk to but I can’t stand all the suspense. Thoughts are running through my head, he went ho and ca back with sothing looming over him. What if he can’t be with ? His father went to see the elder vampires. Sothing must have happened and he trusted Rex before .
That stings and I really don’t know how to handle it and now I am taking out my frustration on Rex. I don’t an to but I am just pissed at the whole situation.
"Tell what they talked to you about," I repeat.
Rex sighs still on the floor, he doesn’t attempt to stand up. He knows how to handle my anger. He is one of the few people that can. he will not do or say anything to aggravate . That is just how our relationship works. That is why he has been able to stay by my side for so long.
"I promise you that it is not as bad as you think. Give him ti, he will talk to you about it," he tells like sohow I suddenly am patient enough to actually listen to his advice.
"What did you talk about?" this ti my voice is stern.
"Please don’t make this co from . Please," he begs desperately. The look on his face tells that this is a lot more serious. This has sothing to do with . Lanis is hiding sothing from and it is about .
I run my hands through my hair with a loud sigh and Rex finally stands up. He can tell that I am calr than when I entered his room. I don’t want to take this out on him anymore. I just want to talk to my boyfriend and let him know that I need him to trust . If he can’t talk to when sothing is bothering him, then I don’t know the point of this relationship. This thing is obviously eating him up. I can tell that much and the fact that he ca to talk to Rex about it hurts very deep.
"Stay away from him," I point at him with a fair warning and he nods because of the seriousness in my tone. I don’t want them to have a relationship, I don’t want Lanis to think he can trust Rex more than he can trust . Yeah, you can say I am jealous.
i don’t give a fuck.
I walk out of his room banging his door loudly and head outside knowing full well that he would bet there. Opening the front door to the house, I see him imdiately, seated on a rock.
His back is facing , so I can’t see his face. "I didn’t expect you to actually leave," I mutter and he turns around so abruptly that I want to smile at how cute he is.
His eyes open wide "Are you still acting like a jerk?" he raises a brow and a smile forms on his lips.
"I am sorry," I manage an apology because I was actually being a jerk. This is new to ; this whole mating and I guess I can’t handle all the emotions bursting out of . It is a lot, one minute I am happy and flying over the moon and the next, I am jealous of his relationship with my best friend—even if it might be nothing.
"You lied to ," I tell him as I take closer steps to him.
"How did I lie?"
"Why did you go to Rex?"
His eyes open wide from my question and I see the guilt-ridden expression on his face. He didn’t expect to be caught.
"Did you follow ?"
He is dodging my questions and twisting things around. He wants to take the attack from himself. He is pushing it to . Making the bad guy at this mont, I can see right through him, whatever he is hiding must be serious.
"Stop this, talk to ."
He stands up from the rock and stops in front of , his eyes bore right through my soul and my heart aches for a touch from him. I want us to kiss and make up. I want to be okay with him again, I don’t want to have any issues with him.
"Why did you follow ?" he inquires
I sigh defeated "You are hiding sothing from ," I tell him blatantly being completely transparent with him.
He furrows his brows "Do you trust ?" he grabs my hands in his grasps and I close my eyes happy that I am getting his touch that I so desperately crave. Being in love is a weird thing, you want to be upset but the look on his face right now is begging to let things go. I can’t stay mad at this man, I don’t even want to stay mad, being upset is just making unhappy.
"I trust you with my whole being," I answer his question honestly.
He smiles and there is joy within from seeing him smile, his happiness is my happiness. That is love.
"Talk to ," I plead.
He sighs.
"Not tonight, continue trusting and give tonight," he mutters and I sigh again. He wants to give him tonight, which ans he will tell whatever is bothering him tomorrow.
It’s just a night.
What’s the harm in a night?
"Do you want to co back inside?"
He nods still smiling.
"Will you cuddle with now? I want to be the little spoon," he bats his lashes and I laugh at how cute he is acting. This is a man that is 6ft tall and he is acting like a little baby. Well, he is my baby. I will the big spoon he needs whenever he wants to.
We walk back into the house until we get into my room and he jumps on the bed. He starts to take off his clothes all at once and doesn’t stop until he is completely naked. "You’re trying to seduce knowing full well I can’t fuck you," I attack him and he laughs patting the bed for to join him.
"We don’t have to fuck," he winks and my heart races in my chest at how seductive he is being. I join him on the bed and he wraps his arms around my waist pulling closer to him. I feel all of him and I am surprised at how long I have been able to resist him. I haven’t had sex since I found out he was my mate and sex is sothing I did daily.
This is a lot of restraint on my part.
"Close your eyes and imagine our first ti," I look at him and his eyes are closed. There is a dreamy smile on his face, I can bet he is already picturing it in his head. "Picture you inside , the expression on my face when we finally beco one intimately, the sounds we make as you go deeper and I feel all of you," he lets go of and I watch him reach for his mber, he grabs it and it hardens imdiately.
This is a lot of temptation but he seems lost in this mont. I don’t want to interrupt him and watching him is a pleasure I never knew I needed. I keep my eyes open as he starts to stroke himself.
He moans softly and I get turned on by the sounds, I don’t know when I reach for my mber, I don’t even know when I have my release but I get lost in watching him and the fact that just thinking about fucking is doing this to him makes crave him even more.
Fuck.
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