The Werewolf's Vampire Mate Chapter 229: The black wolf

Blue.

I feel him as he trembles against . I see everything that he feels. It makes regret my decision. I shouldn’t have done this. I let the anger get the best of and now I have done sothing so vile and awful.

He pushes away from and I shake as I try to catch him but it is too late as he falls to the ground. His eyes are closed, his breath is heavy. This is the payback I wanted before I left. To see him suffer but this is not the kind of person I am. I hate that I have stooped so low in this money. That I just used his one weakness against him.

He is unconscious "Gyles,’’ I call his na. In a split second, his eyes open and he jumps away from . there are tears in his eyes as he takes a step away from "How could you do this to ,’’ he shouts so loud it feels like his voice echoes.

I try to take a step towards him. He raises his hands up in the air—almost like a warning for to stay back. He is still breathing heavily. I wish I had just walked away from him. I wish I didn’t do this.

His eyes brighten at that mont, just like they did that night. This ti is different because I watch him as he falls to his knees. I can’t even apologize because deep down, I am not even sorry. I wanted him to feel a taste of his own dicine. I wanted to let him know that he can’t help hurting people. That he is not the only one that can be selfish and manipulative. Life doesn’t work that way. Yes, I did this intentionally but all I feel is remorse.

He tries to grab the sand and I watch him as sounds of bones cracking erupt out of him. I know these sounds all too well. I know what is happening in this mont. This is not my first rodeo. For two weeks, I tried to bring this side out of him but all it took was a little shake down mory lane.

His eyes remain fixed to mine. I watch as he screams out in pain. Slowly, his skin starts to tear. The clothes on his body rip apart as his true from cos to play.

His Lycan side.

The part of him that calls to . The best part of him—because honestly Gyles really isn’t such a good person. I don’t want him anymore. I am a hundred percent not taking him back, no matter how much he begs. No matter what happens but I want to help him.

"Please, make it stop,’’ he begs . He sounds like he is in agony. I rember the first ti I turned. I thought I was going to die. It felt terrible and I guess that happens when you are a late bloor. We were both late bloors. At least I had Jules. He doesn’t have anyone.

He has you.

My wolf reminds .

I shake my head because I am not going to go back to him. I am not going to look for ways to make this work. There is no way he will just get away with treating like shit.

No way in hell.

"Don’t fight it, let it happen,’’ I urge him, completely contradicting my thoughts. I watch him as his fur starts to co out. It seems like he is doing this slowly. It is usually a very fast process. He is still fighting it. I sense his wolf. The desperation is so strong.

He wants to co out.

"Breathe and embrace the pain. That is the only way this will work.’’ I assure him and I watch him as he listens to obediently.

My eyes remain on him as I hear footsteps. I know who it is before I even see the person "is it finally happening?’’ he asks excitedly.

I nod even though I can’t look at him right now. I am still upset with him. The fact that he just took Gyles’s side made feel like I was alone. My feelings weren’t even considered. He didn’t even think about all I had to go through. He just wanted a solution like my feelings didn’t matter.

I want them to think about for once and how I feel. I know that Rex has the most to lose in this situation but I am here for him. I will make sure that he doesn’t suffer all this. As long as I am here, he will not wither away. Gyles on the other hand is soone that I don’t really want to live with. He is a very difficult person to be with and I don’t think I want to have to go through all that.

We both watch Gyles and a part of is happy that he is suffering this much. I want him to feel pain and maybe that is wicked of but he broke my heart—like he literally crushed it into a million pieces. I don’t want to dwell on it but I can’t just forget it. I don’t want to.

He stops screaming once the transformation is complete and I watch him go on all four. His wolf trudges towards us, with a majestic stride. The colour of his fur is jet black. As black as the night, shining under the bright moonlight. My heart races in my chest because I have never seen a black wolf before. He is the first of his kind and he looks fucking beautiful.

God, I don’t want this pull.

His wolf stops in front of and his eyes stay on mine. I can’t tell what he is thinking. I don’t know what is happening but I am drawn to this. The pull intensifies and I look at Rex wanting to see if he feels the sa things I feel in this mont.

It seems like he does. He is as quiet as and he seems to be lost in this mont.

I am sorry for the way we have treated you.

This is the first mind link that Gyles is sending to —to anyone. I feel excited at this mont even though I already said I will let go of him. I hate the hypocritical thoughts that are going on in my head right now.

He is giving in to his wolf. Maybe he will give in to too.

You need to let him suffer for a little bit. He needs to know how much he needs you.

My wolf shouts to . The thing that shocks the most is that my wolf is pro, Gyles. He wants to let go of everything bit maybe he feels like withdrawing from Gyles is the best solution for now.

"Thank you for finally coming out,’’ I tell him and slowly my hands move up to his head and I feel his fur on the tips of my fingers. The feelings that arise are strong, I know that I can’t deny him forever but I won’t make it easy for him. I won’t let him think he can just have his cake and eat it too.

I have to make him realize that being selfish will not work with the three of us. He needs to understand that we have to live for each other.

Going ho will be a good idea.