(From Blue's Perspective)
This position was totally new and scary to . My hands and head were on the bed, but my hips were raised. I was truly scared. It was not just the position. It was also him who I was scared of.
He was never gentle when it ca to making love. He might say that he tried to hold back, but to , it was not holding back at all. I always thought he was aggressive. But I also knew he was not soone to lie. If he said he was holding back, then he was holding back. But tonight, I did not think he would hold back.
His movents were aggressive as well as his breath. Every ti he exhaled, it was like sothing dangerous poured out of him.
I had not gotten used to this position, but he did not give any ti as he thrusted all inside .
"Ah!!"
It was the first ti he did this from behind and I had to admit, it was shockingly scary. He reached too deep in this position and it was like, he was crushing his way in and out. Each ti he moved, I felt my world crumbling down and the next ti, it was building up again. He was relentless and each of his moves was more rciless than the previous one.
"Ahh! Huh! Uh! Ah!"
He never reached this deep before. It was too good to endure and too scary to let go. He had held by the hips to thrust. It was too vigorous.
My hands were shaking. Perhaps my hips would shake as well if he was not holding them tightly. I could feel his nails digging into the flesh of my hips while I was grasping the bedsheet with my hands as if I was trying to find sothing to hold onto.
"Slow... slow down... a bit," I said desperately. "It's... ah... overwhelming."
But my words did not seem to reach his words as he kept moving tirelessly. The stimulation was nonstop. It was not his fault. He had warned before and even gave a chance to go away even though it would hurt him a lot. But how could I leave him hurting when he had done so much for ?
Our mating was never like this before. This ti, his domination was dangerous and too fast. It was kind of aggressive. He was not hurting , but I was still scared. So this was what he ant when he said he would lose control. He was truly not himself.
I felt hot and stuffy and as the penetration was too deep, it was hard for to catch my breath. His breath was heavy as well and I could feel his hands on my hips getting sweaty. He was not talking at all like he usually did.
Usually, he would tease for everything, even when we were doing it. But this ti, he did not utter a single word. Rather he was making a beastly noise. The sound was hot and hoarse. He had never made this sound before. But the sound was kind of scary as it seed that it was not him, rather an animal.
His hands left my hips and grasped my breasts as he bent over . The way he was playing with them was a bit painful. But the pain mixed with pleasure and made a different sensation that was not painful nor pleasurable, yet addicting.
"Huh... Nngh! Huff... ah!"
It was hard to keep my rationality at this mont. Just when I thought I had lost it all, he pulled by the hair. It was not painful, but definitely embarrassing.
But because of this, it seed the feeling had changed as well. Everything felt different. He bit on the neck.
"Ahh!" I scread. "Dem... It's too... much... huh!"
"I... you."
"What? Huh... what did... you... say?"
"I love you."
'What???'
Now I had completely lost my mind with no way back. Suddenly he had started to thrust even faster than before. Perhaps he was close.
But it was not helping to think at all. Did he just say he loved ? He loved ? It was unbelievable. Like was one thing, but love?
He groaned against my nape and thrusted twice as fast as before. Everything was calm for a mont or two. My body had gone numb and I was sure I would not be able to move for a day.
But it was not the end. He flipped over my back and pulled my legs on his shoulders. His grasp was firm and before I could understand, he pushed inside again.
What was that? How could soone get aroused again in such a small amount of ti? It seed like the full moon was a type of aphrodisiac for werewolves and it was much stronger.
But what about ? The pleasure was so overwhelming that it was hard to think. And my body was weak as well. Perhaps I would lose the ability to walk for days after this night.
My head was spinning. It had been too long. He was doing it again and again. And each ti, the position was different than before. It was too irresistible and insane. His every move was furious and it seed like as the night grew old, he was being wilder than before.
It was definitely the effect of the full moon. No matter how possessive and difficult he was, it was the first ti I was seeing him to be this wild. It was like he was letting out the beast inside him.
"Dem... I... Huh!"
"I love you."
'Again?'
Then I must not have heard it wrong the first ti. It was not a dream. I could not hear the sa thing wrong twice.
My heart was already thumping in my chest and hearing this, my heart filled with warmth. Tears started to flow down my cheeks. Just what kind of power did those words hold to make feel like this? They were just three words, yet I felt like I was craving them for a long ti.
It was the first ti soone told this. Perhaps that was the reason I was overreacting. My eyes had gotten adjusted to the dark and now I could see his face.
He looked different and a bit scary, but for so reason, I wanted to be as close to him as possible. Our bodies were as close as possible, yet I wanted to feel him more.
He took my nipple in his mouth and subconsciously, my hand went to hold his hair. His black hair was sleek that I always liked. Suddenly, he bit on it.
"Ugh!" I groaned in pain. But then he licked it again as if soothing the pain. And surprisingly, it worked. Two things at the sa ti were too much, but three things were more than too much. It was crazy and I realized it when his hand rubbed over the secret place while going in and out and playing with my breast.
"You know, I want to keep you all to myself," he said suddenly. I was too shocked that he started to talk after all this ti. "I want to show you off because I'm proud of you. But I don't like it when soone gets close to you. I don't want any other person to get close to you. I don't care about anything or anyone, but I just want to have you.
Every part of you- I want all of them. I'm a pretty possessive man, ain't I?"
"I'm an evil person, you know. I have so evil thoughts," he said throatily. "I don't want to let you leave. Perhaps I'm insane, but I even thought of tying you up with sothing so you can never leave . If I have to cut all the ties for it, I would do it, but I can't let you leave. I want you to be by my side always.
I'm crazy, I know. But I can't help it when it cos to you. I'm always afraid you'll leave . You know what? I think I'll really tie you with so you can't even think of leaving. I don't want to, but I'm afraid.
I'm afraid I'll have to live without you."
"It's not impossible. But that living won't be called a living anymore. How can soone live when their most important thing is gone? It's like a body without a heart. Death is better in that case, right?"
"Dem... wh-what are you saying?" I muttered.
"I'm saying that I can't let you leave . You have to be with . I don't want to force you, but I can't think straight," he yelled. "I just want you. You think I'm crazy too, right?"
I cupped his face with my hands. "It's... unusual, but... you're not... crazy. I think...
I'm the crazy one."
'Yes, I'm crazy for not realizing it sooner.'
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