Chapter 68: Stay with .
Darrien.
Running with Jabi is the freest I have ever felt.
This could literally beco our thing.
If I have to do this with him for the rest of my life, I choose to gladly. His speed is fast. There is this very strong energy radiating from him. It feels like he doesn’t even need
to do this. He said he is too weak, he said he needed an Alpha but the person next to
doesn’t feel like he needs anyone. He is fast, nothing gets
tired but I feel this race with him.
I do everything with a certain amount of energy. I am fierce, always temperantal. I have always been that way. I don’t listen to people; I do things my way. There are no rules when it cos to
but with Jabi, I want to give him all the control. I want him to let
know what is okay and what is not. So, running with him is not a race. I am at his rcy. Wherever he goes, I follow.
He slows down his pace and I watch him. His eyes find
and it feels like he is smiling at . Can wolves smile?
I see the deer as he turns his head towards it. This is his catch. This is what will give him the strength he needs.
I want to help him but I also know he needs to do this on his own. It defeats the purpose if I help him. He is strong, I believe he can do this on his own. He doesn’t need
but sohow, he has co to believe he can’t do anything on his own.
He stops moving and I stop with him. We are behind a bush, the animal seems to be eating the grass on the ground. I know the drill, watch your prey, catch them when they are unaware. Jabi seems to be stealth as he moves slowly towards the deer. The animal doesn’t seem to notice. This is good, now I just watch him at his marvel. I don’t need to do anything. He didn’t think he could do this on his own but he is doing great.
It is like a beautiful painting. A fucking masterpiece. I revel in all his glory as he leaps upward until the animal is in between his teeth. With his sharp jaws, I hear the snap and he gives the deer a quick death. This is everything to . Watching Jabi in his glory. It doesn’t gross
out, there is so much blood. I am a vampire, I deal with blood all the ti. I have had animal blood, there was a ti when I swore off human blood. That was a dark ti for . Watching him devour the animal doesn’t scare
off. This is another layer of him, I peel it off slowly as I watch him. He eats like he hasn’t eaten in years, he has been hungry and no one cared to take care of him.
I take responsibility for his life.
I will be there to take care of him.
From now till my last breath.
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"How do you feel?" I ask him as he puts on his t-shirt. There is a bright smile on his face.
This is the face of a happy person.
I don’t even need to ask.
’’Thank you for this. I didn’t think it was possible," he exclaims still smiling.
This is what I live for.
Putting a smile on Jabi’s face. From this mont on, I am inclined to make him happy. I want nothing else but this. I still don’t understand this. I don’t know if this is how a link is ant to feel like. It is all confusing to
but I want to explore this. I want him to grow up. I want him to have this smile on his face for the rest of his life.
There is no leaving his sight.
’’I told you It was possible," I tell him and he chuckles as he ties his shoelace. His sneakers are worn out with brown stains on the white edges. I have enough money to take care of him. I can’t wait for the day when he will let . These are just shoes but it says a lot that he is still wearing them. I know for a fact that he is suffering in his pack. At least he had Beau when he was there but now, who does he have?
"How was the al, it looked delicious from the way you devoured all the at.’’
He nods his head and moves closer to
’’It was the best I have ever had. Honestly, never tasted this good."
I reach for him and he doesn’t flinch or try to move away as I ruffle his hair playfully. His cheeks redden "Do you want to go back now?" I rember he ca with that other guy.
"Not really."
I see it in his eyes, the sa sadness that is always there. He doesn’t want to go back to his pack. I can read to him. That much is obvious. "what is your most favourite place that you’d want to go?"
He shrugs.
I grab him by his shoulders and pull him closer to . There is a spark and it hits
quickly as I pull him even closer. He is shorter than
so he has to look up at
"Think, is there anywhere you’d rather be."
He closes his eyes and I watch him. I study his face. There is a little scar on the crease of his eyes. This is the first ti I notice it. I an this is the first ti I have actually looked at him--I an really looked at him. It looks deep like it hurt a lot but I don’t want to ask him right now.
"I don’t know....I’ve always wanted to go to the beach," he mutters finally and he opens his eyes to my smile.
"Let’s go to the beach right now."
I am being impulsive. This is unlike . I don’t do things irrationally. I always try to be the best I can be. I don’t involve myself in things that could put
in trouble. I literally stole him away, they asked
to keep an eye on him. I took him out of the house without permission. I am mixing with a fucking werewolf.
But I want to do this.
I am excited to spend more ti with him.
There was doubt in my mind about this being a link, fuck there is still doubt but the longer I spend with him makes it clearer.
"Okay."
We get to the beach in an hour. It is the one closest to my house. There is aa gleam in his eyes as I park my car in the parking lot. He is like a child. He is too excited and that gives
pure bliss. The sky darkens as the sun begins to set.
The day is already over.
I guess it’s safe to say I will be spending the rest of my day with him and it is the best feeling ever.
"I have never been to a beach before," he exclaims and I smile because he is experiencing a first with . I want him to experience all the things he had been unable to with . I will take him on the journey that cos with truly living. There are no confinents when it cos to life, he has been stuck in that pack for too long. They have kept him caged and in sufferings.
I will break him free.
"Co on."
We get down from the car and he walks next to . He is so close to
and the more we walk the closer he moves to . I like it, I want to shield him from all the problems that co with the world. I will gladly be his knight in shining armour. The man that will always protect him. That is what I feel for him, so kind of protecting bond. There is nothing romantic with us. Maybe this is the early stages. I don’t see him in that light.
Luckily, I am wearing sneakers today, so the sand that I really hate can’t enter in between my toes. See what I an, I fucking hate the beach. You can’t bribe
to co here but for him. I will do anything.
"Wow," he exclaims as we get closer to the water. The waves are high, the sand is hot. This is everything I hate but it is with soone I suddenly care about, so I don’t mind. "The sky is beautiful right now." he sits down on the sand and I watch him as he looks up suddenly.
The beach is empty. It is getting late on a weekday. No one cos here on the weekdays. I walk over to him and sit down next to him, not minding all the sand.
So much fucking sand.
"Thank you for this."
I look at him and his eyes are glued to the sky. The sun sets slowly and he smiles as he watches it. This is a small thing but the look in his eyes tells
that it ans the world to him.
"I want this every day," he breathes out and I watch him as he takes a deep breath "I have never felt this free in my whole life. The pack is suffocating ." his words are sincere.
It breaks my heart.
"I don’t want to go back. I wish I could let go of everything," the pain in his voice is breaking my heart.
"Stay with ." I blurt out without thinking.
He looks at
with wide eyes.
I an every word.
I want him to stay with .
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