Chapter 574: Numbness
Blue
My hands stay tight around her neck. I don’t want to let go; I want her gone out of my life. This is the only way.
"You are going to kill your mother? After everything I have done for you.’’ she cries, I see the look in her eyes. Almost like she is laughing at
internally. I know there is no remorse—there will never be remorse when it cos to her. she will never change and I know that. I watch her as the life starts to dimr in her eyes. They are red and tear-stained. Her face is red and the veins on her forehead look like they are about to pop.
I don’t say anything as I watch her die right before my eyes. All the anger and pain that she has caused in my life co out at this mont and I don’t want to stop, I don’t want her breathing the sa air as .
Silent cries escape from her lips as I see her take her last breath. I do this and I don’t feel any guilt. I don’t feel anything at this mont as she makes
numb to it all.
The mont she takes her last breath, I let go of her. I let go of all the mories. I let go of everything. My hands fall away from her grip as I take a deep breath. The shock takes over
as I watch her—lifeless on the cold hard ground. Her body is nothing anymore.
You did it.
My wolf comnds .
I know I should feel good about this but I don’t. I don’t know how I feel, am I supposed to feel sad?
Is looking at her and all that she was supposed to make
feel guilty?
I don’t even know.
My hands tremble as I check one last ti, to make sure that she is really gone. Her scent is completely gone. It is almost like she was never even here in the first place.
I killed my mother.
"Fuck,’’ I exclaim in the cold dark night. I have to go back to the house. I don’t know the situation of things right now and I am scared. I am scared that I am going to be misunderstood by all the people in the coven. I know now that the elders are dead, which is not a good thing. A coven without elders is not a coven.
’’Fuck,’’ I exclaim again.
I don’t know what to do in this situation. I need to find Gyles and Rex. I need to take her body back but I don’t even know right now if it is a good idea to show everyone what I did. They should believe
if they see her body, I an, she is actually already supposed to be dead.
I need to make a decision because there is no ti again. I need to think fast. What do I do now?
Take her body back. Explain things to the people of the coven and find your mates.
My wolf instructs . I know that is the right thing to do. I can’t leave her body here. I have to own up to this action that I have done. I have to show them that the person they thought they could trust was not who she said she was. I have to show them that Badger has been dead, they need to see everything.
I grab her lifeless body and walk over in the direction of the house. I need clothes, I need to find sothing to wear. I get back to civilization with her in my arms. There are people around. I don’t want to have to explain myself while naked. I have to find clothes first.
Rex, where are you?
I send Rex a mind link, I don’t know what he could possibly be up too. I sent him a mind link telling him to go and look for Gyles. I haven’t heard from him and I don’t know if he has found him.
I wait in front of the entrance. From where I am standing, I can see the house. if only I could just walk into it without being noticed. I know it will be impossible. I know they are all looking for , wondering where I took their chief too.
We are in the room. I can’t find him.
He finally responds to . My hands tremble as I tell him where I am at the sa ti dropping my mother in a corner by a tree. Right now, I need to be with them. sohow, that might just make
feel better. I haven’t been able to communicate with Gyles since the last ti and I am worried. I have my mother, dead in my arms and I am terrified that this will just be another one of her tricks. I don’t know if I can handle another surprise that cos with her.
I need to just end all this.
If I find out that she is still alive after this. I don’t know how I will handle it. I wait in the dark for Rex. I wait until I see him as he walks out of the door. The first thing I notice is the book of evil around his arms. This has
confused but right now, I can’t even focus on that. Darrien is with rex and they walk over to
instantly.
"Baby,’’ Rex takes
in his arms imdiately and that warmth that I needed to feel cos imdiately.
I take a deep breath as I hold him tight. For the first ti since I parted with them, I feel better. I feel safer, I feel sothing from all the numbness that took over after killing her.
"Why are you naked, what happened?" Rex asks.
Darrien is quiet.
There is blood all over
and I am sure that they can see it all even though it is dark "Here, I brought you clothes from your room,’’ he pulls away from
and I notice the clothes in his hands.
"It’s a long story, did you find Gyles?" I ask him.
He shakes his head "What is going on in this place. What was that room?" Darrien speaks up with a sharp undertone.
"It is a long story Darrien. I just need to find a way to explain to the people here that Analise is dead.’’
"You killed her?’’ Rex asks with shock written all over his face.
"She’s right there,’’ I point to the corner where I dropped her but she is not there anymore. My eyes open wide in confusion and shock. "Wh..what,’’ I stutter in confusion.
What just happened?
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