Chapter 547: The coven
Blue
I am strong.
I am going to get what I want. I want to get rid of Analise. I want to never have to set foot in the coven again.
It can happen because I am strong.
My magic is inside of
and I don’t need any other witch. I am a warlock, one that can do anything.
These are all words that I thought would be comforting but it is the exact opposite. It makes
feel weaker than I am. It makes
feel like I am going to fail.
Gyles and Rex a looking up to .
I have to make sure that I co out of whatever I am going into. If Analise I is really Badger like everyone seems to think, then I should be able to tell.
Right?
You are scared.
My wolf tells
calmly.
I know I am scared and I have never denied that but I don’t need my wolf reminding
of the obvious. I just wish I had a plan. A reason why I am back. The closer I get to the coven, the faster my heart throbs against my chest. I am nervous as hell. I never wanted to co back here again but now I have to.
I have no choice.
My phone rings and I see a Gyles face as it springs up on the screen. I don’t know why he is calling but I answer imdiately.
"Hi baby,’ he breathes into the phone. It is already midnight. Maybe this is not such a good ti to be going back. I should have waited till the morning.
"I just wanted to be company through the car ride,’’ he breathes into the phone and I smile on reflex because that is what he is making
do. Feel this sort of giddy excitent that I cannot contain.
"Oh, that is sweet of you. Is Rex sleeping?’’
"No, he is in the shower. I can tell he is worried but he is doing a good job at hiding it.’’
I shake the guilt out of my head because I have made it a mission to always keep the worry away from the two of them. I don’t ever want to be the reason for their pain, sadness. The only thing I want to do is make them happy.
It might be a while before I can fully focus on them and our relationship but when that ti cos, that will be my focus.
"I am worried too,’’ Gyles adds quietly. It sounds like this is not sothing he wants to be confessing but I am grateful that he is.
’I will be fine,’’ I assure him because I am going to try my hardest to make sure that am.
’I know, I just hate the unknown and this feels like it. I don’t know what is waiting for you in that place. She might already know that you are coming.’’
I nod because he is right. I can’t put it past my mother. She is good at being evil--that is sothing I have co to realize and this might be expected. She might be expecting
and if she is, I will do my best to hide my intentions.
"She wouldn’t hurt , I am sure of that."
He sighs "She could, but I just don’t want anything to happen to you. I would never forgive myself.’’
He is beating himself up over this and I bla myself. I have made him think that I can’t protect myself. He is losing his faith in
because of the way I have been acting.
I have to do better.
I have to be better.
"I got this G, I don’t want you to worry about anything. We are going to fix this. We are going to make things right."
He lets out a heavy breath and I can almost imagine the smile on his face "I called to distract you, I didn’t call to worry you. Shit, I suck at this,’’ he exclaims.
"You are doing great.’’
My words are sincere, this conversation has helped
a lot. I know what I need to do. I know that I need to be stronger.
"Are you almost there?’’
I can sense the anticipation in his voice.
"Yeah, I can see the gate from where I am,’’ I answer him as I increase my speed until am I am in front of the gate.
"Oh, call
when you settle in. If I don’t hear from you, I will co over there imdiately."
I chuckle because I know that it is sothing that he will do. Gyles is temperantal and rash and it is good most of the ti.
"I will call you guys, please take care until I call.’’
I stop the car in front of the gate just as I end the call and the security guard by the gate walks out of the little gatehouse and cos over to
instantly. This is a different person. I wasn’t expecting soone that I would recognize.
I know that things would have changed here but soone that knows
would have made this easier.
He is dressed in a pair of casual black jeans and a white shirt with a black belt on it. He looks like he has been in a few fights in his life. He looks a little scruffy but not a lot. His black hair is slightly longer.
I roll my window down as he peers into the car "Can I help you?’’
I take a deep breath as I think about what I am going to say. I know how this looks. It is late at night and I am basically a stranger in a place that was once my ho.
"I am here to see soone. Just tell him who I am and he will know."
I watch him as I wait for a reaction but his expression is blank and his stare is cold.
"Who is this person?’’ he asks finally.
His voice is deep, he seems like the best person to keep at the gate. I don’t even want to have any issues with him.
"Badger."
"Wait here,’’ he tells
and I watch him as he walks away from
and back to his little security house.
I wait for him as he grabs the phone by the table. I know he is calling him, this is all a determining factor on whether I would be let it.
He gets back after a couple of minutes "You’re free to go in. He said you know where to find him.’’
He presses a remote control and the gate opens.
Here goes nothing.
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