Chapter 526: Resolution
Gyles
He didn’t spend in our room.
He went to the guest rooms and I am so upset beyond comprehension. Blue keeps saying that I am the stubborn one, that I act like a child most tis when in reality, he is the one acting like a child.
I tried to have a conversation with him about how I was feeling and he pushed
away completely.
He didn’t even want to listen and now he is the one throwing a tantrum.
Did we fight so badly that he can’t even be in the sa space as ? Is that how bad it was?
I keep playing it over and over in my head. Thinking about all the things I said. Trying to see what I said that was so bad.
"He is just being a jerk,’’ Rex tells
and I see it in his eyes. He is being put in the middle and he doesn’t want to have to go through this.
I am not asking him to choose between the two of us. I just want this to end, I want us to stop fighting.
"He is not going to let this go,’’ I tell him because he doesn’t see that he is wrong. He thinks he is doing this because he cares about . He is acting as the leader but we are both Alphas in this relationship. I should have a say in things we do.
He can’t just shut
down because he is scared. I should be able to make decisions that concern .
This is my life too.
"I talked to him, just give him ti. He will co around.’’
Rex is trying to be the peacemaker but I don’t even want him to have to do this. I would just go apologize if it ans we can stop all this separation, all this fighting, all this fucking space.
"How long is it going to take? I miss him,’’ I whine because his absence is felt. I know what it is like to miss soone, I know what it is like to lose soone and Blue is connected to .
He is a big part of my life and he is avoiding .
It is taking a toll on .
"How about now?" The door opens and he lingers there, his eyes on . I stand up from the bed because he is here and all I want to do is run into his arms and beg him to forgive .
He takes a step towards
and there is this look of regret plastered on his face. He looks more apologetic than I thought he would and that just makes
feel ten tis better.
I want to have a conversation with him and this ti, I don’t want it to resort to an argunt. I want to listen to his side of things and I want him to listen to my side. I take a step to him and he does the sa, we do this until we are in front of him. He is looking at
and my heart is racing.
I don’t even know how long we stare at each other; I don’t know who initiates it but we end up in each other’s arms.
"Gyles, I am so sorry,’’ he whispers and I feel the sting of his apology, his heartache, his regret. I have been the one to cause that. "I am sorry, I didn’t an to shut you down. I am sorry for hurting you.’’
I hold him tighter; I want him to know that I forgive him and I am the one who should be apologizing.
"We will sort this out, together,’’ I breathe in his arms because I don’t want to see him like this.
I don’t want to be the cause of his pain. I want things to be good between us again but I need him to also find a way to treat
better.
After a couple of needed seconds of embracing, he pulls apart and his eyes search mine. I don’t know what he is thinking but I need us to lay so ground rules. I don’t want a repeat of what happened. I don’t want to have to spend another night upset with him.
I want us to be able to communicate properly without it resorting is anger or fights. I know it is possible but this relationship is very complicated. It is almost like there is always going to be soone in the middle.
"I ca here to tell you that I am here to support you in whatever decision you make.’’ he breathes out.
"We need to go back to the coven.’’
He nods his head imdiately "I know, I will go anywhere with you. I will never let you have to do anything alone.’’
I smile because that is exactly what I wanted. I wanted soone to walk with . Soone who I can talk to when I have these strange feelings. Soone who can be there for . I want to get that from Blue, I want to know that he will always believe in
and not just think I am problematic.
"Please just trust ,’’ I whisper because I know he feels the sa. I don’t want us to have this kind of issue again but I also know that we both have to try. I have to be more patient and he needs to be more understanding and supportive.
"I trust you; I was just living in fear. I still am fucking afraid to go back but now I know that this is sothing we have to do. We need to end this once and for all."
His words are encouraging.
I needed him on my side all along.
All the worries that I felt, all the doubt, they evaporate because he is here.
That is all I needed. Him by my side.
"Jules is coming to the community with soone, a witch. She can help us find out if Analise is still alive. She can help us know the truth and how to handle it."
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