Chapter 522: Too far gone
Beau
This decision was not easy but now I know that it is sothing I have to do. I know this is sothing that Lanis wants
to do. He doesn’t want to take the chance of Fallon coming back and hurting us.
This is the best thing to do. I know it but at the sa ti, there is a pain in my chest. One that I have been feeling since last night.
I want to do this but at the sa ti, I am conflicted.
I go to the dungeons. The place where he is being kept. I see him through the cage. Having a prison in the community wasn’t sothing that always happened. This is new and I guess it cos with my rein. I don’t want to just condemn people, I want them to atone for their sins and maybe that is what I wanted to do with Fallon.
I keep wishing he would have remorse, regret the things he did. From the way he is, I don’t think that will ever happen.
Regret is not sothing that he will ever associate with.
I see that now and I have to think about my family.
He is not family anymore. Even when my father was still alive, he never acted like he was. I could see the hate in his eyes whenever he would look at . He knew it, he hated that I was the next Alpha and he wanted to make that clear. He killed my father, thinking that will give him a chance at the throne but it didn’t.
I walk closer to him and he looks up. That blank expression is still on his face. He has had this sa expression on his face since we found him.
I haven’t heard a single word from him, which is unlike Fallon.
He always had sothing to say, even when it was not needed. Right now, what I want is an apology. I want him to say that he is sorry for murdering my father--the one person that trusted him in cold blood. I wish he would just open his mouth and have all the regrets I have been wishing on him. I won’t be able to get what I want. To see him regret it.
I look at him. There is hate in his eyes, sothing that has always been there. He might be silent now, it might look like he has surrendered but I still see that sa hate in his eyes.
That is why I know that I have to do this. I know that he has to stop existing on this earth for
to have peace.
"Uncle Fallon,’’ I call his na. It has been a while since I actually called him uncle. He will always be my fathers’ brother. He will always have the sa eyes as my father. When I rember his face, I will always see the resemblance he has with my father.
He is family, even though he chose to tether that tie.
"Can I talk to you for a minute?" I ask him.
His eyes dart away from , as I go around till I am in front of him. He keeps his eyes away from
as I crouch to his level.
"I have made a decision, a decision that I think is best for all of us. Including you.’’ I tell him. Maybe this is not a good idea. I an, does he actually have to know that I plan to end his life?
I take a deep breath as his eyes shift back to
again. The sa fucking blank stare. I wish he would just speak. Even if it is to just tell
how much he hates . I will take anything over this silence.
"I am sorry for this, I am sorry that it has co to this but this is the best thing,’’ I add. At this point, I feel like I am just talking to myself. I can feel the anger in his eyes, the one that has always been there. He wants to kill .
I see now how my father died. The hatred he has for us.
I stand up from my knees and his eyes follow
"I am sorry about everything. I wish you would feel the sa. I wish you could just see that it didn’t have to be this way.’’
He still has that stare. I really thought that he was going to act like he is sorry. No, he is not.
I will not let him kill . That is what is going to happen if I spare him. If I think that he can change. He will kill
the sa way he killed my father, he will kill Alanis and he will kill my babies. I am not giving him any more ti to think about this. I walk to the door, just as he stands up from the floor and runs over to the end of the cage.
I watch him because I know he can’t get out.
He is too weak. Even though he can still walk, he has trouble with it. It will only get worse. I see how thin his legs are and how light he is. We found him almost catatonic in the motel room.
He is better than when we found him but I made sure to keep his strength and healing at bay.
I will not give him the chance to be strong enough to fight .
I walk back to the room as his eyes brighten. The glow of transformation is clear in a hazel brown form.
I smile because I see the fight in his eyes.
He wishes he could hurt
right now.
He wishes he had the strength but he doesn’t.
"You will never change. No matter what I pray for. You will always have that hate in your heart.’’
I let go of the cage as he growls loudly. That is the only sound that cos out of his mouth. Right now, to , he looks like an animal in a cage. There is no human left inside of him.
He is too far gone.
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