Chapter 52: Finally
Maddie.
One year ago.
"Don’ stop," he goes deeper and I cry from the pure bliss of the feeling. Alanis grinds into
faster than he ever has and my eyes roll to the back of my head from the pleasure. Naked and sweating, he takes my breast into his mouth and sucks on it like a child that is given candy for the first ti.
I moan, groan and exclaim because sex with Alanis is unlike any I have ever had. He keeps moving until he releases with a loud groan. He slides off
slowly and I run my hands through my hair trying to catch my breath. His eyes are closed and his breath is heavy. We have been having sex for two weeks now, he hasn’t officially asked
out but I can’t bla him because I said I was okay with this.
I don’t want to scare him off yet, I want him to feel comfortable with . he needs to trust
to want to be with
and If i pressure him into being with
he will just run away. "That was amazing," he exclaims slowly catching his breath. I can’t lie, sex with him is always intense and this makes
want to stay with him more.
After Alanis finally turns , I will beco his family. .i can already picture it. I can already see the life I will get once everything I am working hard for falls to play.
"Yes, it was," I reach for him and he welcos
into his arms. We do this every ti we et up. Fuck, complent each other and then say our goodbyes. i wish I could have more from him, maybe this ti he can spend the night.
After a couple of seconds of comfort, he starts to disentangle from
"You can stay the night," I suggest nonchalantly. I don’t want to seem too desperate, if I do, he will just withdraw. I can’t have him pulling back from
when I have worked so hard.
"I’m fine," he stands up from the bed and I watch him search for his clothes. I know they are in the bathroom because we started this from my bathroom. He seems to have forgotten and I watch him quietly as he continues looking for them.
"My clothes," he mutters in defeat.
I stand up from the bed and his eyes follow
hungrily. I walk into the bathroom and grab his clothes from the floor. He is in front of the door when I walk out and there is a smile on his face "I had a nice ti."
I manage a smile "It would be a nicer night if we continue this," I stand on my tip toe to asure to his height "Picture this, all night long, pressed together with no one stopping us," I am tempting him and it seems to be working.
He bends his head backwards almost like my offer is too painful not to accept. With a groan "Why do you have to be so sexy," he pulls
even closer and drops his clothes on the floor. Wrapping my legs around his waist he grabs my butt cheeks with a squeeze "Don’t you dare get tired on ," he warns
with a mischievous smile.
"I wouldn’t dream of it."
I let out a sigh of relief, content that I got him to let go of his fears. It will start with a night and then I will have all of him completely.
After the break up.
"You will have to die."
I open my eyes wide from the shock of his words. This still feels like a dream but the more we talk about this, the more realistic it feels. I am still naked and he is still on top of . He is a vampire; I have confird that much but what is he talking about right now?
"What?" I stutter confused at his words.
He replies
calmly "I will have to kill you," he pauses and then continues "But only for a second," he says it like it is not a big deal but I am here freaking the fuck out. I didn’t know how this was going to work, I have done my research on vampires, there have been so many theories on how a vampire turns a human but I never got the real answer. This is not a movie or so novel, it is real life and his words are terrifying .
Yeah, I am scared but I will not give this up. I will rather lose my life than let this go.
"How do I know I can trust you?"
I need to know; you might say there is no way to trust him and you might be right but there is no harm in asking. This is a stranger that i just t but he seems to know
more than Alanis ever did. Alanis never suspected anything, i knew about him all through our relationship and he never knew. Do you know how hard it is to hide your thoughts from the man you basically spent a whole year with? I couldn’t think when I was around him, I couldn’t be myself but this man that I just t makes
want to be completely honest.
"You will never know; you just have to."
"How did you know?" I suddenly seem to have so many questions. When he saw
at the bar did, he know who I was?
"You will never know," he repeats his previous statent and I roll my eyes.
"Will you let
go if I turn down your offer?" I just have to know, even though I am not letting go of this for anything. It is a done deal and all these questions I am asking are pointless, I have already made up my mind.
"I will not force you into this, you are special." he smiles and slowly moves closer to
until he is kissing . This kiss is different, all the aggression that he had has vanished. I slide my tongue into his mouth completely getting lost in the kiss. My heart races to the beat of his and all my worries fade away. I am not scared of anything, even death.
After a couple of seconds, he pulls back and looks at
"So, do you want this?"
I nod my head incessantly, deep down he knew the answer to that question. He must’ve known how much I wanted this. He must have known to so extent. This cannot just be a coincidence. There must be a reason for this.
"How is this going to work?"
"I will kill you; it’ll be quick. I will feed you my blood before for it to take effect. It doesn’t hurt, you just have to trust ." he stands up and moves away from . For the first ti tonight, I look at the room, there is a bed—which we have already gotten accustod too. Except for the bed, there is no other furniture in here, which I find very weird.
The whole situation is weird and I like it.
I sit up on the bed and he stands next to it, still naked. "Do you want to do this?" he asks
again. This is his way to get consent.
I should give it to him.
"Yes, I do."
He smiles and climbs the bed, I watch him, waiting for his next move. There is so much excitent within . Everything that is happening is making
giddy. I just want to rember this mont for the rest of my life. When I think about this mont, there has to be a smile on my face.
He kneels on the cotton mattress "I will feed you my blood now," his fangs are still out making this even more real. This seed like it was all in my head, I used to think I was crazy, Alanis breaking up with
was like a wake-up call. He places his wrist to his lips and I watch him, I watch as his fangs dig deep into his skin, and I watch as blood drips down his fingers and to the white sheets on the bed. He lets of his lips and stretches his hand to my face. I freeze for a second because I don’t know what to do—okay I know I have to drink his blood but I have never done this before.
"Co on," he urges
calmly. I watch the blood drip out of the two holes he created with his teeth. Slowly I move closer until my lips are close enough to have a taste of him. I don’t know how to explain the taste, it’s the weirdest thing I have ever tasted and as he watches
and pushes his wrist deeper into my mouth, I take more gulps of it. This is the weirdest thing I have ever had to do but I know that once this is done, I will finally have everything I have always wanted.
I will finally be complete.
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