Chapter 506: My win at life
Darrien
My eyes stay on him as he holds unto the flask. He doesn’t want to drink it but I don’t know why.
"Baby, what is going on?’’ I ask him calmly because I expected this. So kind of PTSD from what happened and it is completely understandable.
"I don’t know, I don’t want it. I don’t want to drink blood anymore,’’ he confesses with a soft exhale.
"Why not, you need it. This isn’t really about what you want right now.’’
He rolls his eyes and drops the flask on the bed "I am fine without it; I haven’t had any craving all day."
I nod "Yeah but eventually you will and you will go on a rage.’’
I have seen Jabi when he is blood thirsty, I an that is what got us in this ss in the first place. He is not himself and until he is able to control his urges, he will need to keep drinking blood consistently.
I think on that for a bit and then I say:
"Baby you are not just a werewolf anymore. This is a part of you and you have to accept it.’’
He frowns and I see that he is conflicted but I don’t know what to say apart from what I have already said. I just need him to be fine.
"Can I just not have it right now?"
I nod imdiately. "Yeah, there is no pressure. When you are ready again. it will be here."
He smiles faintly and I watch him as he sets the flask on the bedside table. He slides back to the side of the bed that I am on and stretches his hands out to . I take him in my arms and he rests his head against my chest "I love you so much Dar,’’ he tells
softly.
I hug him close and I feel him relax against
as I whisper "I love you too, baby.’’ He buries his face in my neck and I can feel his tears against my skin as I hold him.
"I’m sorry ’’ he whispers.
"Don’t be. You haven’t done anything wrong.’’ I speak.
He looks up at
and manages a faint smile. The love I have for Jabi is unlike anything I have ever experienced and I will support him through anything he is dealing with and right now, this is a challenge for him.
After a couple of seconds in silence we decide to order room service. I go out of the room while Jabi is having a shower and stop by her room. She opens the door imdiately, almost like she has been waiting for . She manages a faint smile as I walk into the room.
"Have you had anything to eat?" I ask her calmly.
She nods her head imdiately and I see the tray on the bedside table. There is a bowl of soup and so toast.
"Bacon and eggs. Oh, and coffee.’’
I smile faintly. "Thank you for this.’’
She waves her hand and I sit down on the chair next to the bed. She walks to the other side of the bed "What is your na?’’ I ask her.
"Liza,’’ she tells
imdiately.
"Do you rember all the things Lenny did to you; do you rember anything at all?’’ she asks
calmly.
She shakes her head "I rember the boy in the room. I rember giving him food but everything else is in bits and pieces."
I smile because I am glad that she doesn’t rember the things he did. I can only imagine what he must have done to her. "I am sorry, I know it must have been hard for you.’’
She nods and we sit in silence for a while. I know what he did to her and unlike Jabi, I do not see a reason why this should be her fault.
She sighs and then she pauses.
"How did Lenny die?’’ she asks
quietly which makes
realize that she knew what happened to him in that room.
"I don’t think you want to know.’’ I tell her softly.
She nods and then she tells
"About a week before I t him. I was supposed to start college. I had my life mapped out; fuck I don’t even know who I am anymore. I don’t know what he did to ." she covers her hands in her face.
"Just be glad to be okay now.’’ I tell her and I an it.
She nods "Thank you.’’
I stand up from the chair and I look at her "You are welco.’’ I smile at her as she looks up at . "You are going to be okay; I promise you.’’ I tell her.
She manages a faint smile and I walk out of her room.
On my way back to my room just as Jabi cos out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist. He smiles at
as I walk over to him.
"You can’t stay away from
can you’’ he tells .
"No, I can’t I am so sorry.’’
He withdraws the towel from his waist and then he looks at
"Can you let
look at you?’’
I smile at him "Why?’’
He grins "Just because.’’ "Oh, is that a bad thing?’’
"No, not at all,’’ he tells
playfully. He leans down and kisses . His lips linger against mine as he whispers "I am so happy that you are here with .’’
I smile softly against his lips and I kiss him back tentatively.
"I missed you so much Dar and I am so glad that you are back with .’’ he tells
softly.
I kiss him again and he wraps his arms around my waist as I lean into him.
"I missed you so much too.’’ I whisper into his lips.
I hold him closer as I kiss and I am glad that he is here with .
I am glad for the life I have.
Jabi is my win at life.
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