The Werewolf's Chapter 49: In her head

Chapter 49: In her head.

Maddie.

A year ago.

"You’re coming to this party, right?" Caitlin my best friend asks with a wide smile on her face. I stare at the screen of my laptop not really interested in our conversation. She is trying to drag

into a party and I am not interested.

I have been searching for sothing all my life. Sothing that is so rare but exists and the fact that I have finally found what I am looking for is all I can think about. No one knows what I am talking about, no one will believe

if I even ntioned it out loud.

Creatures like this don’t exist.

it is impossible to even think they are real but I know for a fact that they are because i have seen one before. I was just 10. I walked in on sothing I shouldn’t have and ever since that Is all I can focus on. I have wanted to et a vampire since I was a child, I have wanted to be one all my life.

Suddenly I find one and he is in our school.

Alanis Dravon.

The fact that he is real and so close to

makes

giddy. I can finally be who I was ant to be all along.

"I don’t want to go," I groan with hopes that she will take the hint and let it go but if I know Caitlin, I know she doesn’t let go of things that easily.

"Guess who is going to be there," there is a gleam in her eyes as she tries to lure

into this party. I know instantly who she is talking about. Alanis is my latest obsession. Caitlin is aware, I have been, should I say, stalking him for the past month. I follow him everywhere he goes until the day he finally notices .

It will happen, I know it will because I am persistent. Before i found out that he was a vampire, I did my search online. It was not easy because most of the people I t were perverts with weird fetishes claiming to be vampires. I’m sure you’re wondering how I found out about Alanis. It wasn’t like I searched for him in particular. It was the biggest coincidence. One day after school, I bumped into him and his drink poured on , I an all over .

And what was in the cup?

You guessed right.

Blood.

He tried to explain in a way to get

off his track but I knew instantly. I could sll and feel it. He couldn’t get

to believe his out. Suddenly all my hard work was paying off. I was finally going to get what I have always wanted. Knowing that he was so close to

made it easier.

Made things better.

"So, you in?"

She is watching

like she already knows that I am. Well I am suddenly interested in the party. I want to et him again, and this ti not because I am stalking—okay maybe I am stalking him by going to this party because he will be there but this is my chance. My chance to finally be exactly what I was always ant to be.

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After the breakup.

He broke up with .

After everything we have been through, he chose to end it all. I have done so much to be with him, I worked so hard to be the girl for him. It wasn’t easy, considering all the things I knew about him. I know who he really is and I accepted it.

Okay, maybe I chose him because of who he is. That might have been the selfish reason but I ended up falling for him. It wasn’t just about who he was anymore. Yes, it made

want to be like him more but I still loved him.

It’s been a day since he broke up with

and I haven’t been able to do anything. I’ve been in bed all day, thinking about how I lost everything I wanted so bad. It wasn’t easy finding Alanis. Knowing who he really is, it took a while and when I found him, I had to make him mine.

"Mads" my room door opens and Caitlin walks in almost like she is expecting what she sees.

in bed, under the covers depressed. I have every right to be miserable because I lost everything. Everything I worked so hard for. I look at her through a little hole I created with the duvet and she sighs loudly "Get up," she pulls the covers off

and I groan miserably.

"Stop," I try to grab the covers from her but she is faster than .

"You stop, I left you for Peru all happy and now I have an Emo best friend."

Cut

so slack, I just lost my boyfriend and the chances that ca with being with him, all in a mont. I don’t know why Alanis broke up with , i still have no clue.

"Why are you here?"

She sighs again "I am here to get you off this bed and out for a girls night with , I need my best friend back." he grabs my leg and I slide down the bed and to the floor. Chuckling, she walks over to my closet and grabs a dress from it "Co on, have a shower, get dressed and lets get you out of this house."

Her offer is tempting, I know she is worried and my parents are worried. I told them about Alanis. i could see the pleased expression on their faces. They never liked him; they are glad that we had broken up. They didn’t care about how I felt. How I wasted a year of my fucking life for nothing.

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"A bar?"

She nods with a bright smile "Yes, i want to get you piss faced drunk, so you forget all about Alanis," she opens the door of her Honda car door and walks out of it. I look at her, in her tiny shorts and tank top and wonder how she would even think it’s a good idea for two high school kids to go into a bar full of adults. I get down from the car because at this point in my life I don’t really care about anything.

"I got us fake ID’S" she waves it in the air and I have to grab it from her to stop her from flashing the obvious that we don’t belong here. "You want to get us caught before we even get in?"

Walking into the bar, we stick out like a sore thumb. This is not one of the high school scenes. Russo’s bar is the regular one but I know for a fact that Alanis goes there and I don’t want to bump into him right now. I am still very pissed at him, I have this anger in , sohow, I want to make him pay for hurting . I am not going to give up on my plans. All I have to do is find a new prey. this town is full of vampires. His whole family—they think they are not obvious but i know what they are hiding. They can’t be the only ones, there must be more and I will find one and then I will make Alanis pay. He will get what he deserves for hurting .

"Co on," Caitlin intertwines her arm in between mine and pulls

to one of the tables. I sit down on the bar stool and she winks "I’ll go get the drinks. I am a more believable adult."

This place doesn’t look like they give a shit about ID’s. They probably won’t even ask. I watch Caitlin in the far corner as she flirts with the bartender. He is an older looking man, looks to be in his late twenties. It is totally wrong but she is looking at him like she wants to have him for dinner. Her fingers brush against his arm and he smiles, almost like he is inviting her. I roll my eyes because I know how the night will end. She is going to go ho with him.

He gives her two big glasses of what looks to be beer and she skips all the way to

"Here you go girlfriend," she winks as she drops mine in front of . I grab the handle of the glass and lift the cup until it is on my lips. I have never been a fan of alcohol but at this mont, if it’ll make

feel better then I’d gladly take it. "Aren’t you already feeling better?" she asks

curiously.

"Not at all," I take another sip of my drink.

She groans "Co on, have so more," she reaches for my glass and pushes it into my mouth. A whole gulp passes down my throat and the bitter after taste lingers in my mouth.

I look around and everyone seems to be having the ti of my life. I hate that i have this incomplete feeling within . I am so empty and I thought I would finally get the chance chance to be complete. I thought I would finally get the ending I craved all my life.

A man seated on the bar counter is watching

and the expression on his face is alluring. He is as pale as the coldest winter snow, his green eyes pierce into my soul from the distance between us. I feel it before he smiles, I feel sothing that pulls

to him.

I feel a connection.

It pulls .