The Werewolf's Chapter 411: Worst nightmare

Chapter 411: Worst nightmare

Rex

The minute I separate from Blue and Gyles, I feel empty.

I know this is sothing that we have to do--well, except the punishnt.

this is sothing that I have been looking forward to all my life. I an, I prayed to the goddess of the moon every day of my life. I prayed to find my mate. I prayed to have everything that others had.

I wanted love and companionship.

It was my heart’s desire and then, my prayers were answered. I got tis two of Everything I had ever prayed for.

I got the love, tis two.

I got the companionship, tis two.

I got the mates, tis two.

I got the family.

I got the life that I wanted.

I am grateful for everything I have, even with all the problems. I know that nothing is easy. Life is ant to be hard, love is ant to be hard, unless what is the point of it. What makes you appreciate it? What makes it all worth it, if it is easy?

I walk into the cave and it brightens from the light of the moon. I release a sigh of relief because I didn’t want to be in complete darkness. I have done my research on the punishnt that is to co. I know what is going to happen. I know there are going to be a lot of mind gas.

Tricks that will play a part in our greatest fears.

What am I really afraid of?

What is my biggest fear?

As much as I have thought about it, I still haven’t co up with the answer. The only thing I am afraid of right now is losing the two most important people in my life. It can’t be that easy.

I sit down on the ground and it is warm. I expected it to be so cold and unbearable. I have a lot of expectations that I know will never be what I think. I always think that things are going to be a certain way and they never are.

I look around the cave. It is so big and when I see the small entrance, I wonder if Blue and Gyles are okay. I wonder if they are going through what I am going through right. The unknown, wondering, waiting.

I feel an emptiness in my chest and it is scary. I know that whatever cos next, it is going to be sothing that none of us are prepared for. It is going to be a test.

I look around the cave again and I notice there are drawings on the walls. Instead of being scared, I feel intrigued. I get up and I walk over to the wall. I look at them and my eyes widen.

They are drawings of us. I look at them closely and I notice that there is a small note next to each of them. I go over to the one of Blue and I read it out loud.

I am going to take care of you. I am going to be your husband and I will love you and make sure that you are safe. I am going to protect you from the world and I will keep you safe. I am going to be everything you ever wanted. I am going to love you when you don’t love yourself. I am going to hold your hand when you are afraid. I am going to be your protector. I am going to be your best friend. I am going to be your everything.

I look at the one of Gyles and I read it out loud. My eyes start filling with tears as I read the words. I want to be yours; I want to love you. I want your heart, your smile, and everything else. Take

and you will never be alone again.

The words are so clear, I know that these are real thoughts from each of them because this is how they actually feel about .

I turn to the last one, the one of . The drawing starts to disappear and before it is gone completely, the words appear.

You are going to be alone.

I take a step back because it makes sense to . This is the punishnt. I am going to be alone, in absolute solitude. I didn’t think that it would be so easy. I thought that it would be sothing horrible. I thought that it would be sothing that would bring

to my knees. I thought I would be in pain but now, before it even starts, I already know what it is.

This is scary but also sothing I have kept to myself since I t Blue and Gyles.

I reach for the wall, wishing that it would co back, but once my hand rests on the wall of the cave, it shatters so fast that I close my eyes from all the dust. When I open my eyes, I am in a room, to be specific, I am in my room.

Alone.

Okay, this is all in my head.

This is not real; I know that much but it feels so real. The door opens and Blue walks in. He is dressed in the sa clothes he had on before this all started. there is a beautiful smile on his face, which just makes

wish he was here with

for real right now.

"Hi baby,’’ he says, his voice is like music to my ears and he isn’t even talking to . I watch him as he walks over to the bed, I didn’t even notice that anyone was on it before until Gyles sits up and stretches his hands out.

I watch them as they embrace. This is nothing new, I have seen them embrace so many tis but this ti feels different.

There is a part of

that has always had this feeling inside, now, the goddess is bringing it out and using it to get to .

I start crying and I know that this is all in my head. It is only a matter of ti before I am back in the cave, waiting for what is to co.

I walk over to the bed and I sit down. I watch them as they kiss and embrace each other, I watch as they start to take each other’s clothes off. I watch as they look happiest without .